My Wife's Candidate General Jabrik

[STILL REVISION STAGE]

Why is it that there is pain running through Adellia's heart, even though she knows their relationship has been fractured since five years of marriage, but every time he said that fact there was pain that bothered him

“Do I still love her” mumbled Adellia while stepping pastry in her daughter's room “we were already defecated 15 years ago, even though I felt pain, I felt pain, it's just because of this inseparable relationship” said with tears that glistened.

During this time Adellia lived in the shadow of Jaya, she always got anything because of her wife Jaya, until at that time Adellia tried to get out of the shadow that embraced her with the darkness, and she was still in the dark, he pursued his career without interference Jaya in the slightest to free himself from the shackles of the Jay family, Adellia really struggled to lose time with her children, she said, even Adellia often cries alone for her hard life, but it does not affect her strong determination, Adellia has a principle, she will not return if it is far to go, as well as her and Jaya's relationship, the two of them no longer love each other, they both fix themselves from the wrong relationship that has happened, although Adellia regrets her labile choices, and she is not happy, but she never regretted the presence of her two children, even though Adellia is not a good mother to Eca and Brian, Adellia tried to improve herself and then she dared to reach out to her child's life, because Adellia believes, if at that time she did not come out of Jaya's shadow that her living furniture, maybe Adellia would not be like now, she would not be able to be a good mother for her child, she said, because Adellia believes, to save her son's life, she must save herself.

That's why Adellia chose the path that was so bitter to go through, even though it was the past, and now all things have passed, Adellia tried to toughen up without seeing a lot of regrets that went back

“Eca” greet Adellia when she sees her child urinating on the bed

“There's what ma” asked Eca while sitting down

“how your relationship and Ken” asked Adellia towards her child, even making Eca glare at the eyes

"What does mama mean?” asked the girl stammering, Adellia sat herself on the sofa beside the bed

“The man who visited that night was Ken, not if it was a sign that Eca had opened up on her” Adellia said so clearly, making Eca nervous to reply, even her heart was pounding receiving a direct shot from the woman

“Ti..didn't” exclaimed with eyes so horrified staring towards Adellia

“What's not?” adellia asked as she re-started Eca's statement

“Not kak Ken” yelled Eca at her mama, making the woman hiss upset at the sound of her son's deafening voice

"Mama can still hear well Ca” tukas her instantaneous “You can not lie to mama, mama's man is not a fool who is looking for facts about it, so do not lie again, mama's man is not a fake, how the development of your relationship and Ken” continued Adellia firmly because of the direction of her child

“What developments? What relationship?” eca asked with a little fear, even she tried to bend her face as if feeling guilty

“Ecaaaaa” said Adellia with a warning voice, if the woman had already called out the name Eca in a long tone, it was implied a meaning if Eca had to tell her the truth

“Alright, yes man that night, brother Ken, but Eca did nothing with her, the night was raining heavily, then Kak Ken had to wait until it subsided to go home, because Kak Ken uses the motor when he came here” reply Eca with so nervous

“Ecaaaaaaaaa” shrewd Adellia once again, but Eca did not flinch from her silence, the young girl just bent her head because of her guilt “why did Eca shut up, did I scare her too much? But all this time Eca never kept quiet despite my cool attitude on her” Adellia muttered as she looked towards her child

“Im sorry eca ma” exclaimed the girl with a trembling voice, even it sounded clear the turmoil of her tone as if stuck in the esophagus, making the girl take pains to say the word, she felt guilty to her mama, she felt guilty to her, Eca never hid anything from the woman who gave birth to her, although her mama was so cold and firm yet Eca always loved her and became a good boy to her, but for one thing, Eca was not able to explain anything to her mother, making her heart slit due to the guilt that had been shackled, until the tears of the girl were broken, seeing all that made Adellia tremble to look at her child, all this time she had never seen Eca's tears, even when the girl was five years old, Adellia never witnessed her, Adellia never witnessed her, but this time Eca cried in her presence, of course there was a pain that pierced the recesses of her heart, however Adellia a mother, was, she felt she was not a good mother when she realized for 15 years Adellia had never witnessed the tears of her child, which mother could accept such a fact.

There is no man on the surface of the earth who has not cried in fifteen years, no!! And that would be impossible if there were. Yet the child who conceived her and birthed from her womb never shed a tear all this time, how could Adellia accept her, her stiff body even her trembling fearfully, she said, while accepting the facts all along she has failed to become a mother to Eca.

“Ecaaaa” Adellia walked to her daughter's bed limped, her tears sagged as her body felt boneless, she landed her body on Eca's body, and she was, making Eca stopped by a sobbing that slashed her heart niches

“During this time, just this time Eca felt the greatness of mama, what is true like this sense of her embrace of a mother” muttered the girl in her heart, he was unable to speak as his voice was filled with whacky cries

“For fifteen years old, just this time Eca cried, how could I admit myself as a mother, even for fifteen years I did not witness my son's tears, she said, where Eca cried all this time son, forgive mama” muttered Adellia in between her tears that fell without a sound, she hugged Eca with a lot of affection, for some reason when Adellia realized Eca would be edited Ken, herself as a mother felt abandoned, even just now Adellia realized her wrong point, even just now Adellia began to accept her life, but her son Eca has far left her, Eca all along has grown up with a dark shadow of a family that is not whole, even she has grown up as a child who hides herself, Eca distanced herself from Adellia, Eca did not even need a mother figure in her life, because the girl could grow up when she did not have the figure of Adellia as a mother for her.

“Eca pardon mama” shrewd Adellia in her son's ears, even her embrace alone warms the wounded inner Eca, hearing it all the pain of irregular fallout, the, it even makes Eca feel pain and relief at the same time.

Eca was still moaning with her sobbing, even Adellia still hugged her daughter, she had never kissed Edellia since the past fifteen years other than in front of the camera, she said, this time Adellia pecked her child's head full of longing and affection, of course Eca felt, she did not expect her two parents to destroy the darkness at the same time, Eca felt, she did not expect her parents to destroy the darkness at the same time, make Eca accept her life again.

“mama Eca who apologized” ekadirih Dengaraan limped, even his voice alone was not able to be heard clearly

“Acaa...sayangg. see mama” Adellia reach her son's face to stare at him, even Adellia's eyes have flooded with tears, making Eca sobbing staring at two beautiful warm eyes that “Eca…I'm sorry son, Eca why cry, tell my dear mama, don't hold her, don't hurt yourself, Eca no one loves you if Eca doesn't love herself, Eca doesn't love herself, if an eeca like this everyone will hurt you, if Eca endures the pain itself everyone is suffering more and more with the same pain, so to protect yourself, Eca must love herself, she said, Why eca, son? Why is Eca like this” said Adellia with tears flowing, but her son shook his head not to want to say anything

“Im sorry mama” shrieked Adellia instantly, even her hands were not powerful anymore hugging the body of her child, while Eca still sobbing until she hugged Adellia's body

“Mama forgive Eca, forgive Eca who always hurt mama, Eca apologize always blame mama, Eca apologize ever hate mama, Eca apologize maa. Forgive Eca maa” groaned the girl with a voice of crying that did not stop, making Adellia even more her tears

"Why did Eca let mom hurt Eca son? Was it all this time that mommy was so bad that Eca never shared anything that Eca felt? Was my mom that bad? Forgive mama” said Adellia when returning her child's embrace

“No ma!!! Not” denied Eca by shaking her head, she felt more pain than she felt, when she heard her mama apologise for her mistake to her, there is a sense of unstoppable pain again trained, until every inch of the recesses of his heart was scratched with a slicing wound, even Eca did not expect his attitude all this time had hurt many people, especially himself.

Eca hides her own pain, letting her parents do their wish without revealing her will, and allows her parents to make the mistake of hurting her, even true what his mama said, no one would dare hurt us if we loved ourselves, making Eca aware all this time she never loved herself because that's why she was hurt by others because Eca let them do it.