My Wife's Candidate General Jabrik

[STILL REVISION STAGE]

the sound of crying that echoed at the dining table made his own hearing uncomfortable, slowly he rose from his seat and walked into the room that is not spacious. he sat on the edge of a very soft bed while staring at himself from the reflection of the glass, eca calmly looked at his body to not leave a few inches. Slowly she took off all the clothes she was wearing and walked into the bathroom, opened the door and closed it back from the inside. Eca pushed the clear glass and set her foot toward matthub. One step she took, and the other followed Slowly. she immersed herself to make her head disappear from the surface.

1 minute later…

“ahhhhh ahh” sigh tightness it out and make eca breath relief. How not, it was so crowded that it made him scream violently, but no one listened. The tears that broke made her slash her own cheek, a sobbing that no one else heard, a helping of the ladder that was not offered. a shoulder that no one else gave her, Even when he was immersed in his entire body, in order to desire peace, not a single person pulled his body to breathe. As powerful as eca energy against painful pain, as strong as his desire to go is also always there.

Even the shadow of suicide is like a bomb that can happen at any time. Eca's groaning loosened her chest. Eca quits her curiosity about getting through life, even when not breathing the pain is always there and follows.

Eca would not let anyone else present and hurt her again. This time he will be fine, as usual.for this time alone he will go back to the time when he did not find ken in his life. He is determined to continue to love himself, because it is free to love others if no one loves him.

__Kenfenderick_

Indonesia, may 15, 2005

Ken's right wrist supported the head of the eca and the other gently patted his back.

In heart ken______

I love you so much. Do you love me? I want you are you like that to me? Eca I love myself for loving you. All this time I've always blamed myself for the pain 3 years ago. But after looking at you from afar the feeling went away and just disappeared. I can't even look into another woman's eyes, because my eyes are always on you.But now you really do have me. Will you be my wife by loving me with all your heart? If it's too hard, will you accompany the rest of my life without loving me? To be honest I'm not sure how you feel, you're like mine tonight, but tomorrow there's no guarantee that you'll regret or accept it. I'm afraid of the truth about you that I'm forced to marry. I'm afraid of making you hurt living with me, I'm afraid to be the reason for your suffering. I don't want to be selfish, but can you reciprocate this feeling? Why are you so beautiful, your heart, your attitude, your personality, you I love everything about it. You even let me melt away. I never held your hand but I know how to love you. I never get your smile, but that humour makes warmth for me. Why am I such a lunatic for wanting you, Ecaa.

lirih ken immediately the tears wet his cheeks, and made him embrace eca wholeheartedly. Ken's eyes that never fall asleep as if his mind wanders everywhere.

Early in the morning the eca was still sleeping, ken tried to leave without waking up. Ken released a hug and raised his eca head slowly, instantly he felt numbness in his right, making ken groan with pain due to the taste, but he immediately closed his mouth and shrank his groan, So as not to disturb the sleep of the girl he loves. With a very sweet eca moving while hugging the bolster unconsciously, ken pecking while staring at the eca, fortunately eca did not open his eyes.if that happens, ken, it could have been the confusion for the second round between them happened again. Ken undoes his intention to leave the eca, he looks again at the girl and kisses her forehead, instantly eca wriggling due to the sweet taste of her sweet kiss. without a sound ken stopped to do it again, because for the third time something will happen.

Slowly drifting out of the room and leaving the eca. Ken rode his motorcycle and passed home, the eca house security guard who was on guard threw a smile while saying good morning while opening the fence for ken. Ken replied to the remark and left the eca house