
“ Ma'am, I want to go to town,want to take the CPNS test that the school recommends “ Naima's speech that arrived asking permission to take the CPNS test on both parents successfully made a big question in the hearts of those who entered the age of the middle of the century.
Because, the faith often asked Naima to take the CPNS test every year but she never ignored because she remained firm in her stance to bring her parents home.
But now, now,as they were resting by watching the show on television tube and accompanied by boiled yams made by Bu Arum, Naima said she would go to the city to take the test that was intended to be able to become one of the civil servants in the remote village.
“ You sure !?” bah faith ensures the determination of his daughter
“ Yes “ answer Naima for sure
“ when !?” now, Ms. Arum asked
“ Next week “ Reply Naima
“ Why sudden !?” tanya Bu Arum wonder represents the same feeling felt by the bah of faith as well.
“ is not sudden, the same mother Abah will know, to register to take the CPNS test it took several months and next Sunday it was time I went “, replied Naima.
“ but why you agreed to leave, is not every year you always refuse to take the CPNS test !?” bah faith is not sure.
“ Maybe it's time to sump “ as usual, this beautiful girl can best cover her pain feelings on both her parents.
But they do not want to be cheated as they saw when Naima refused her marriage to Rival which turned out to be due to something covered by Naima,Ms. Arum and the bah iman are now more willing to ask the sensitive thing to the princess only wayangnya.
“ What does this have to do with the memory of Safi recovering and the woman who became his future wife !?” search the faith.
Naima only shook her head weakly because she could not tell a lie but could not agree with the father's accusation.
“ don't lie Ima, stop to save the pain you feel alone, we are your parents, so we know that Alloh bestows us with your presence in the mother's stomach,we take good care of you even without luxury,but we love you with all our heart.so don't you think we'll just be quiet to see you soak the pain you feel alone “ said Bu Arum began to sound stuffed because it harbors the pain of seeing a child her tough girl always faced her pain alone.
Hearing the words of his mother who was very sincere especially with the stuffing that came out of Bu Arum's lips made Naima unable to hold back her tears that would only come out if she was in her favorite room because she was not he wanted to be seen and heard by his parents.
According to Naima, the problem of his love is not something that should make both parents add burdened in his life that should get happiness.
“ Sorry I'm Mom, not that I don't think of you as my parents,but I don't want my heart problems to increase the burden on Abah's life and the mother that I should be happy.you are too precious to just think about my heart for the man I love even though in fact I sometimes want to pour out my heart but I'm afraid to burden you guys even “ crying Naima finally broke in the arms of the mother.
For some reason, the pain of having to let Safi go with women often makes Naima turn into a fragile woman.
Perhaps their strong bond of heart makes Naima herself not willing to allow Safi to return to her woman but Naima must be self-aware and be able to position herself as a fellow woman who will definitely be very it hurts to know that her future husband loves another woman.
“ Safi told Abah everything,including his feelings.abah understands your feelings.abah also understands Safi's position which is definitely going to be very dilemma.but that does not mean you have to torture yourself by doing what you do not like” bah faith as the head of the family gives the solution with logic even though his heart is as painful as seeing the love story of his son is quite strange.
It is undeniable, as a father who loved his daughter very much,the bah of faith is not the power to see his son who is in pain because of love.but is not love one of the beautiful and undeniable gifts of God on whom love will be anchored.
Similarly, the bah faith that can not ask his son not to love Safi, the man who he found floating on the sea water, who forgot with some memory about his past.
“ But is your decision to go to the city already round !?” bah iman again opened his voice because he saw Naima who continued to cry, vaping all the pain that he had endured alone in the arms of the mother who also cried.
looking at his daughter who was in the arms of his wife,bah iman awaits the answer of the princess until Naima finally broke her embrace on the mother because it felt had to start talking seriously with her parents even though it was still decorated with tears continuously exit without permission.
“ yes bah, releasing bang Safi feels easy to say but so hard for me to forget.every time I remember bang Safi, this heart throbbed pain.that's why I was looking for busyness at school,so that my mind is not only focused on bang Safi even though in reality bang Safi can not be lost in my memory “ Naima took a deep breath and took it out slowly and then resumed his speech
“at least, there I will be a little busy for some time and that opportunity I will use to relieve the pain in my heart even though I am sure it will not be easy “ continued Naima.
“ If it is your choice, go, It allows.you also have the right to choose the path of your life as long as it is still on the path that Allah ridhoi” blessing bah faith.
“ But Ima, are you going to tell kak Safi you will go to the city to take the CPNS test !?” asked Bu Arum who was answered with a soft head by Naima.
“ why ma, don't you have to keep your friendship in order to stay good with safi.don't ever break the cord of friendship Ima,pamali “ bah faith advises.
“ Don't want to break the harness bah, bah,but I don't want to be more guilty to the woman who will be married to bang safi because several times bang Safi had asked for me to come home to see his mother and sister and will talk about the time ahead of us to the woman he has promised to marry.although they will marry without love, is not bang Safi has promised her marriage and bang Safi must be responsible for her saying it “ Naima's responsibility.
“ If it is your decision, do it, 'Change and I just want the best for you “ replied bah iman resigned
While Bu Arum was watching the conversation of her son and husband while continuing to wipe the tears that kept coming out wet her cheeks crying over her son's love story is very sad and also imagining her daughter to go out of town for some time left those who never separated until a long time.
Naima turned back to her mother who did not stop crying.this is what Naima did not want when she had to share her sad feelings to her mother.her mother will come crying will even more hurt because she saw her son feel sick.
Naima again scattered her body on the woman money has given birth to her and now it is her turn to embrace the mother to calm and reassure the mother that she is fine even though tears break again when hugging her mother's.
“ Behold Mom, I will be fine, mother do not cry.please me so that all my ideals for all of us are achieved “ pinta Naima while tightly hugging her aging mother's body.
“ Go ma, mother's prayers always accompany every step and every breath you.blessed with your happiness because mother and Abah also want to see you happy “ sobs Bu Arum in the warm embrace of her daughter.
“ but bah, Bu ___” now Naima broke her embrace with the mother and hoped that her parents would look at her and obey her request.
“ I ask, Same thing mom don't tell bang Safi yes if I want to go “ pinta Naima
“ but why ma !?” Arum asked.
“ promise Mom, bah “ pinta Naima without answering the reason to both parents.
“ Insya Allah” said the faith embraced by Bu Arum.
Naima moved closer to her parents and painstakingly hugged them together.
Bah faith returned her child's embrace by gently stroking her black hair while Bu Arum gently rubbed Naima's back with tears that never stopped.