
Satria's not coming home tonight. Bad habits of men repeated, can not compartmentalize the problem, excessive emotions, do not quickly solve the problem, go to avoid and I who have known the 2-month period, and, little know where this relationship will lead.
It was 5 in the morning, I woke up and Satria opened the room door.
" From the hospital?" ask me to act ordinary.
" From Shanti's House" she answered and went into the bathroom, I breathed heavily and I waited for Satria at the bathroom door.
" Don't take a shower" Satria said
" I Want to Pray "I Answer
" Later on, layanin me first" replied Satria by pulling my hand to the bed, Satria took off her shirt and asked me to take off my own clothes.
" i don't want to"
" Have to Van, I don't sleep on my stomach, I'm tall" replied Satria in her flat voice, the knight uncovers my nightgown, pulls my pants and starts to rule my body
" I don't like the way you are Satttt" maki me by rejecting her fondness
" At least your body is still the same as mine, so your heart and mind can never have me" replied Satria by continuing to fondle me.
" You Really Strange Sat, And then you say Talak, I don't Want.wake up from my body Satria" said I continue to reject the body of the satria.
" I know, I'm a man, we're still halal, and I can pull my word" Satria replied with a jolt, she's already misty with her own passion and emotions.
" EGOIS basic "Say me and hit her in the chest
" You don't think you're selfish?" Satria answered with a laugh and had time to wipe my hair.
" Beraaattt Satttt" cried out to me, and I pushed his chest as much as I could, Satria had moved back because of my impulse, but his body leaned back towards me.
" Serve me first, After this you are up to you" Satria said and struck her sister just like that, uniting our bodies forcefully, and I could no longer hold back my tears, it's crazier than last week, and I'm crying more and more as Satria continues to move her body regardless of my feelings.
" You Satisfied Sat?" ask me when Satria finished sowing her seeds in my body.
Satria chuckled and tilted her body.
" Lack Satisfied Van, Honestly want More Just because I love you...." Reply Satria was cut off and put on her T-shirt again
" This morning is enough. You have to work and meet the man you love.....Bathing gih, later you meet late" replied Satria by rubbing my head, I brushed off his hand, Satria really make me angry and disappointed. With all the feelings I felt this morning, Satria really made me angry and disappointed, I put on my nightgown, then went in the shower.
After shower I immediately put on my work uniform, Satria was lying on her stomach in bed, I took my briefcase, then greeted Gigi and left by skipping my breakfast.
I cried in the car, I burned my cigarette, and I think I'm sorry I knew Satria.
" Who's married to be this Sih Van?!" I said in my heart, took a deep breath, focused on the streets, burned my cigarettes, and huhuhuhuhuhuhu I cried again, my tears kept dripping, I felt like the one that satria did this morning, I felt like I was crying again, it's been a lot of exaggeration, Talak, verbal bullying and forcing rough sex on me.
Last week in December, closing in front of Mata, my Team and I had prepared with all the requests of Boss' mother and Ardhian or Ardhian's assistant from headquarters.
" Mum Van" cried my CS boy Rani
" What is Ran?"
" Are there pads?"
" Take it in my locker, I don't lock it" I replied and refocused it on the monitor screen.
15 Minutes later, Rani came back and thanked me.
" There's still a lot of Ran in her sanitary napkins?" Ask Rani who is currently drinking by hiding under my desk
" Mum, Mama Belom Pake?" Ask her and I write the calendar on my desk
" Rubber..." I answered honestly and I wrinkled my forehead, I thought quickly and something was wrong with me.
" Ordinary mother first, you know.my new finished mom!" His reply Rani and I smiled, Rani walked again to her work chair, pressed the queue button on her desk and ready to serve the next customer.
I called Della, took her to lunch this was the second session of rest and my stomach was already very hungry.
" Dell..kok me belom mens well?" Ask me and della laughed, we walked to the 2nd floor, we had lunch at the office, There was Ardhian who had ordered lunch boxes for all employees.
" you're already married, ma'am, it's only natural that you don't get mens" replied Della with her laughter
" KB Injections?" della asked, and we paused for a moment on the stairs
" Lah...how are you?" I'm upset with della's answer
" I'm it every month Injectable Vitamin Bu Van...Not KB Injections" Della answered by hugging my shoulder
" Not that you said you were KB, cozzzz you..." My words were cut off, I didn't want to clarify my story, because Della would understand
" I have never injected KB ma'am, but it does not fit, the body is too fat, I have been using Spiral for one year, so it is safe" replied Della slowly.
" Yahhh you didn't tell Delll" I said with annoyance
" Why is Laaahhhh?"
" I think I injected KB" I replied limply
" Ih mom mah...inget no....at that time I say right, Mom....I want to inject first, mom want to come along? trus mama replied willing" Inget no ma'am, della reminded us of our conversation at that time
" i think you want KB, Del. Kan to Midwife" answered me innocently, I kept thinking that time me and Della in Injecting KB.
" Haaddduuuhhh midwife is now a lot of other professions ma'am, She could be a Makeup, Sewer, Cook" replied Della with a laugh
" So that wasn't KB injection?" Ask me to convince again.
" No.it's vitamin injections, check if you don't believe" replied Della with a laugh, I rubbed my stomach, I've had 10 days late menstruation, even had to her 15 days, she said, because my menstrual schedule is always going forward every month
" Pregnant mother, if you don't get mens this month" said della and I swallowed my saliva.
My lunch was uncomfortable, I quickly tidied up this box, sat down in the usual room as a musollah and burned my cigarettes again.
" Why hasn't Mens Well?"
I saw my phone, the women series that used to record my Menstruation schedule.
" It's almost 3 weeks late" I said, lifting my eyebrows, weighing my head and wanting me to cry again, but why is it so hard for these tears to drip, different as it was this morning, so swift and so hard for me to bear.
Not wanting to linger long thinking that no, Della is done with her lunch, we pray and then continue our work
Moreno
" Yank..where?" I chat adel and soon my chat is reciprocated
" It's still in the hospital, what's the matter Bang?"
" Kangen" answered me and smiled by staring at my phone screen
" Malessss is so important" replied Adel and I laughed at her reading.
This afternoon I had lunch at the Hospital, my sabahat Satria called me, so I hope besides meeting Satria I can meet Adel as well.
I came to the cafeteria on the outskirts of the hospital, Satria was burning her cigarettes, her face looks tangled even though covered by her stiff face.
" What's up, Bro?" Ask me in a standing position and drink Satria's Orange Ice
" Sit Ren" She said limply, I sat in front of her, ordering black coffee
" Vanny" he said
" why her, pregnant?"
" Boro.he's KB" answered her and I laughed, Satria was silent again and I patted her on the shoulder
" What's up Sat?"
" What is talaq's law?" satria replied and my laughter exploded.
" Don't maen maen ama said that word, Sin loh"
Satria was silent and took her heavy breath.