
"you know Dre, I think it's gonna kill me"
-Sandra
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Sandra fell silent, her heart beating irregularly. Sweat began to pour out even when the weather was very cool, his hands became cold, his eyes blurry because of tears that suddenly came out and covered his vision.
Sandra's heart ached when she heard the young man say he liked her. He wanted to cry out loud and shout out words if they were not worthy to like each other. If only Dreanda were a human, maybe Sandra would be able to accept everything.
Remove the tears that had fallen soaked the cheeks. Trying to regulate the emotions and pain that continues to kill him. He must be strong to face all of this. He had to say it now if there was not the slightest sense between them.
Sandra hesitated to turn around, she was afraid that her mind would change when she saw Dreanda. He was afraid that everything would get complicated. And the deepest fear in his heart was if he had to lose that young man. But in fact, he had already lost first to the thing he could never have.
On the other hand, Dreanda felt guilty for making her girl cry. Actually, without saying, he already knew if Sandra felt hurt by his words. The young man finally realized that they were not the same two people, especially their status which was so a hindrance to his growing sense.
It was like Dre apologized to Sandra, but the regret was so great that the apology alone felt unable to erase his mistake. If Sandra wanted to censure her, she didn't have a problem, or wanted to punish her, it wouldn't have been so hard. He'll accept whatever Sandra gives him later.
But one thing he won't accept in his entire world here, is if Sandra tells him to leave. He would not be able to leave the girl he loved just like that. Even if they will not be together, at least Dreanda will always accompany the girl, if possible until the end of her age.
Sandra looked back at him. Dre's wish was to be able to hug the girl and calm her down so that she would stop being sad. However, what power if his embrace will never be felt.
Dreanda lowered his head, as he walked his feet to the ground. Actually he could not for long to continue to stand and fuse with the earth, because his energy would be exhausted in absorption and destroyed instantly. But for this time he let it all happen, in his mind now was how he could make Sandra forgive him.
Sandra, sorry
The young man fell silent as before, and so did Sandra. He felt shocked and stopped crying when he heard Dre say his forgiveness. Sandra immediately turned to look at Dre with a sad face.
"why? Is something wrong?"
Sandra asked with certainty, she wanted to listen directly to the answer from the young man in front of her. Sandra tried to smile even though her tears were still flowing. She was not such a strong girl when it came to feelings, and it was to that young man that she felt her weakness.
You cried.. I'm the one who's sick
Sorry Sandra, I realized...
"what? What do you realize?"
The young man fell silent and still stood on the ground. She hesitated to answer the question of her daughter. Sandra looked at with a flat face and eye-catching look. But it seemed to be stored in a fear in the dark eyes.
We're different.
A difference that seems real.
Sandra was fixated, her legs seemed to be no longer strong to jump her body that felt heavy. He would have fallen if he had not held on to a tree trunk.
"we're friends?"
Of course Sandra, of course. I'm your friend
Said Dre who seemed to look fine.
"what do friends do to make friends happy"
Give her love
"what kind of love, huh?"
Dreanda fell silent again when he was treated to the question, everything he explained as if something was wrong for Sandra. The girl sometimes likes to close the eyes of the heart she has opened herself. So that everything that happened to him and Dreanda was never right.
"take me home and don't see me again"
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