My Surgeon My Hubby's

Depression (2)

It has been 5 days that Jess's psychological state has not changed, now he has returned to Michael's house. Jess only wants to eat if Justin feeds her, and that's very little. Michael, Justin and Alexa bring in some of the best psychiatrists for Jess, but the results remain the same. Jess is still drowning in her grief. For 3 years he harbored his grief alone, without anyone accompanying him, and suddenly he learned the fact that both of Jess's parents were deliberately killed by those closest to him. Like a balloon that arrived fully charged and exploded, Jess' mentality was immediately shaken.

Today is Revan and Leni's wedding day, Justin must attend it without Jess, because of Jess' poor psychological condition. Actually he was very heavy attending the party, but anyway Revan is a friend and sister for Justin. It's impossible to ignore Revan's important event. While Alexa chooses to keep Jess, even though Leni actually asks him to attend. He called Leni.

"Hallo Leni .sorry Brother can't be at your wedding" Alexa said.

"It's okay brother..I see, Jess' condition is more important." said Leni across the street.

" Well, congratulations on your wedding..I'll give the gift to Justin's doctor." said Alexa.

" Yes, brother.thank you..."

After chatting for a while, Alexa hangs up Leni's phone and goes back to Jess' room.

" Jesslyn..kakakak miss you Deck.when can you be like old times again..?" Alexa said, her tears came back to drip when she saw Jess who was still silent a thousand languages with blank eyes.

" Jess you don't like doctor Justin, he went to the wedding alone lhow.you're not jealous if later your lover teased another girl..If there is a girl who seduces your future husband" said Alexa trying to tease Jess even with tears that keep dripping.

" Dek..kak is very envious lhow same you.punya right husband candidates can really take care of you.but brother is also happy if the sister super-bug brother is happy..." alexa said while hugging Jess.

Jess' tears were dripping, Alexa who saw Jess crying felt very shocked. Because only now does Jess respond to someone even with tears. Alexa considers Jess' condition like a patient who is in a coma, but with a very good physical. If he can respond to speech, it means there is little development.

"Sir.you can respond to brother...?"ask Alexa.

Jess smiled even though her gaze was still empty.

Jess POV.

I felt like this was the lowest point in my life, at first my parents' deaths were pure accident, I tried to be sincere even though it was very heavy. Nothing can change God's destiny. Mate,rejeki, death only God knows. The hardships of life that I experienced after the death of my father and mother can still accept, I can work anything, as long as I can eat and continue to live. I harbored myself, a sense of loss of parents, ostracized by all the family, lastly there was a disease lodged in my body. When I started accepting my parents' departure I just found out they were deliberately killed. I feel like I can't accept all this. I still can't believe that my own uncle killed my parents. What's wrong, mom and dad? why would Om Felix and Aunt Dianka do it?I really feel alone at this time...

POV AUTHORS

"Aaaaarrrrrrgggghhhhhhhh.." Jess' screams made Alexa yan in the bathroom very surprised, she immediately came out and found Jess hysterical. He throws things in his room like a frightened man.

"Go you!! go...!!!Don't kill me..! tooloooooongg.....!!I'm afraid.hiks..hiks...pergiiii....!"shrieked Jess while curled up on her bed.

"Jess brother here deck.you're safe.you calm down yeah.they've all been punished.they can't hurt Jess anymore..Jess calms down." said Alexa while patting Jess's back to calm down.

"I'm afraid Sis.they'll kill me.hiks." Jess said, crying in Alexa's arms.

"Yes my brother knows.they have been given the right punishment, no one will hurt you, my brother here..Jess don't be afraid." Alexa said with a smile.

Jess has been like that a few times. He often experiences it during sleep, if only no one is looking after him, he can hurt himself accidentally.

That night, Justin and Michael just got home from Revan and Leni's wedding. The two of them go straight to Jess' room, and find Jess crying in Alexa's arms.

" What's going on? What the hell's going on?" justin asked worried.

"Jess had another nightmare and was hysterical, but she was calm without a sedative injection. There was someone next to him when the nightmare came." said Alexa.

"Doctor Justin.we can talk outside.."ask Alexa.

They go out and tell the nurse to take care of Jess.

"Doctor Justin seems to me, the decision to take Jesslyn to a mental institution was not the right one. Because all he needs is mentoring, while the only one who can heal himself." explained Alexa.

Justin did think to take Jess to a mental hospital but he did not want to be rash. Several times Jess hysterically uncontrollably, because when she was hysterical there was no one beside her.

"You're right doctor Alexa, we must be able to be patient with Jess' condition. I regret thinking about taking him to a mental hospital" Justin said.

"I'm sure Jess will recover soon if we continue to support her and encourage her." said Alexa.

"Doctor Justin, because it's night, I say goodbye, I've calmed down if you've accompanied Jess." said Alexa.

"Okay, doctor Alexa, thank you for taking care of Jess today.be careful" Justin said.

Alexa pu said goodbye to Michael who was on the balcony upstairs of his house. It was like thinking of something for the psychic healing of his future daughter-in-law.

After Alexa died, Justin went back into Jess' room and sat next to Jess' body. He stroked the head of Jess who was sleeping soundly. He wiped away the remaining tears that were in the corner of Jess's eye. He felt very peaceful when he saw Jess sleeping peacefully. But he also misses the sound of his last laugh so much, he misses arguing with Jess.

"I miss you so much, when you're never far from me, come back baby.I'm waiting for you" Justin said as he kissed Jess's beautiful lips. He saw Jess smiling in his sleep.

"Hopefully Honey's dream." Justin said. He also settles down next to Jess.

Not until 10 minutes Justin lay down his body, Michael came and went into Jess' room.

"You sleep here, Son?"ask Michael.

"Yes dad, I'm watching Jess have a nightmare tonight. He was always hysterical when his dreams came" Justin said.

"Yes, it's okay but don't get any kind of unmarried, after all Jess is depressed, it's not good to force the will" Michael said with his devilish smile.

"Dad, this situation is still joking. What's the matter, Dad here?"ask Justin.

"It looks like I've come up with an idea to bring Jess back to life, hopefully it works" Michael said.

"Is that dad?" ask Justin.

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Author Nulis This chapter is honest because it was once really at the lowest point in life, both my parents died at about the same time and there is something that makes the author feel down. Honestly it makes me sometimes like it's hard to accept reality. I am the type of person who introverts are not easy to share problems with others, finally what I pendam like a balloon filled with air continuously finally explodes. (it is not good..do not imitate yes.) I was depressed and tried suicide, but thanks to the support of loved ones I was able to rise. And ventured into writing to pour out what was on my mind, and I felt in the comfort zone when I could write, finally I tried writing this novel (so there is some of my experience in this novel)..

When I wrote Jesslyn's chapter depressed, my hands were shaking, honestly I missed this chapter took a day, I said, not for thinking about what to write but trying to strengthen the heart to write (so yes.😅..).

#my message don't you save and collect things that burden you because it can be like a bomb that can explode at any time.

Sorry extended

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