
"What about your life after that?" I asked Amel.
"After the incident, I started to feel nauseous and often felt dizzy" Amel told me.
"Then do your parents know what happened to you?" I went back to Amel.
"Mamma was suspicious and asked if I was pregnant."
"I who was panicked and afraid immediately denied my mother's question and said that I was fine." explained Amel to me.
"With fear and worry, I went to buy a test pack, but my tears broke when I found out that I was carrying a baby from a man who had ruined my future." amel's story is back.
"So you ever had Mel?"
"Where is your son now?" ask me with surprise.
"My fetus wasn't growing at the time, because I had fallen in the bathroom and was bleeding profusely."
"Bi Asih who knew about the incident immediately took me to the hospital" said Amel.
"Your baby miscarried Mel?" I asked again with half the emotion.
"Yes, the doctor said that my fetus can no longer be maintained because there is no visible development" Amel replied to me.
"I originally wanted to keep this matter a secret from my mom and dad, but when I fell in the bathroom they finally knew it all, she said, even papa intends to find the man and hold him accountable for me." Amel told me.
"But Mel, did the man know that you had the baby?" manya curious.
"Well, because I told her about my pregnancy, she asked me to drop my womb."
"I objected and disagreed with her proposal, because I intended to take care of the baby until adulthood.
"I just don't want to add to my sins anymore by taking them out of my life."
"After I told her about my pregnancy, she disappeared and there was no news."
"I have also come to his residence, but at that time it has changed owners" said Amel with an emotional tone.
"Truly an irresponsible man, if I had known him at the time, I would have dragged him and made sure he would have been responsible for all his mistakes to you Mel" I told Amel.
"I'm sorry, all this time I've never known your past hurt so much, even today I'll never know if you didn't tell me everything." I said to Amel.
"Well, Yo, it's all my past!, I don't want to remember it but I won't forget it either so it's an experience for me to be even more careful." amel told me.
"That's why my mom and dad always ask my boyfriend and my future husband for me, because they know the painful events that happened to me first."
"They wanted me to get married and forget about it" Amel said.
I also immediately strengthened Amel to stay up and able to forget the bitter memories.
"Mel, I know it's hard, I can't feel all the pain that's been inflicted on your past, but I want you to rise up and think about your own future" I told Amel.
"I will try Yo, but not for now, because you know very well that right now my feelings are only for you" Amel said as he looked at my face.
Hearing Amel's statement, I could only sigh deeply.
"Yes, all I give back to you!, I'm sure you know better what and how is best for your own life." I explained to Amel.
"After I've been honest and told all my past, are you still my friend Yo?, do you still want to be close and know me?" amel asked with a sharp look.
"I will remain and always be your friend!, without or with all these stories, will not affect my attitude as you" I said to calm Amel.
"Thank you Yo, I'm lucky to know and be close to you" Amel said, holding my hand.
"Hehee... exaggerate you!" I said to Amel while looking at the watch I was wearing.
"Oh my goodness.. It's already 23:15, Mel, aren't you here tonight?" I asked Amel.
"Seriously you Yo?, how does it not feel yes, you know it's 23:00" said Amel to me.
While we were chatting, suddenly from the right direction Amel sat looking at the hostess who was walking towards us.
"Lho... mas Rio tumben has not slept?" ask mother kost to me.
"Yes, not yet, ma'am! I happen to have a friend come so not sleepy" I replied to the hostess.
"Oh... Is that so!, if the original is here as well?" ask the hostess to Amel.
"Not ma'am, this is my co-worker in the office!" I answered mother kost.
"Stay close here or what?" ask the hostess back.
"I live in Kemang bu area." replied Amel to the boarding house.
"Lumayan far away also yes from here, is not afraid of the night of his return, why is this hour still outside the house?" ask the hostess again to Amel.
"Yes ma'am, I happen to want to go home." replied Amel to the hostess.
"It's nothing Rio mas and mbaknya, here are densely populated residential areas and every night there are officers who take turns to guard, he said, I'm afraid they're still looking at Rio and they're both here" the hostess told me and Amel.
"I'm sorry mom so say like this is the same mas Rio and mbak, I just don't want them to misunderstand and even become slander later for Rio mas itself." obviously mother's boarding on me and Amel.
"Yes ma'am, I understand what mom meant" I told the hostess at the time.
"Yes ma'am, I'm sorry to go out first to bring a friend home." pamitku then to the boarding house.
"Oh. yes.. yes... please!" answer mother kost.
"Once again I'm sorry, Mas Rio don't misunderstand me! I just tell you." said the hostess back.
"I'm sorry to go home ma'am" said Amel pamit to the hostess.
"Yes, be careful in the way." said the hostess to Amel.
Soon I hurried to start the car to drive Amel home.
"You don't have a problem with Mel coming home this late?" ask Amel while driving my car.
"There will be no problem in me coming home the night Yo, all busy with their lives" said Amel.
"Papa is your mother?" my many.
"When I was busy outside the house, so I never met them other than early in the morning at the dinner table." explained Amel to me.
"Hmm." I said, muttering.
After traveling for about 20 minutes, my car finally arrived in front of Amel's house.
"I can only get you here Mel!" I said to Amel.
"Yes Yo, thank you for taking me home" said Amel as he rushed out of the car."