
I try to live my days with bodo very, the more days Ilyas mas increasingly changed. I've often asked her to talk nicely to him to fix a relationship that feels increasingly bland. But it still didn't produce results. I'm always introspecting myself, what's wrong with me? why did so much mas Ilyas change, is there not a little love that used to be so passionate, to be honest it feels very tired every night just crying in solitude. I even do a hard diet, but not an ideal body, even stomach acid disease that I get. Plus my in-laws kept cornering me.
That afternoon as usual I was ironing the clothes of Ikhsan and Ilyas. Puja looks like she just got home from the gig. He glanced at me.
"Sister, like a tired sister, why not rent a maid anyway so I can focus on Ikhsan" he asked.
"So I've never asked, but not dikabulin same mas Ilyas, ask to take care of yourself he said. There is even a brother in the area not becus." I replied lethargic.
"With it sis, if you have money saved do not be made to eat doang, now the responsibility itself is tired also do it yourself" he said sarcas.
I laughed bitterly, even my own sister mocked me and seemed more supportive of Ilyas. But without thinking, he put money in my hands which amounted to a lot.
"What is this deck?" many wonder.
"Money from the gig, this is money for the maid nyari, ntar if you are tired even can not serve Ilyas mas. Noisier, Puja dizzy every day fighting continues" he replied with a smile.
"No need to deck, you use it for your needs only" I refused.
"That's nothing to big brother. I went to the room first, brother, tired." he replied and then just passed by.
I don't understand why the money from the show was given to me. He must have needs, too. Puja is strange, sometimes looks very good, sometimes angry and do not want to be disturbed, I feel like he is hiding something from me because not infrequently he cried indistinctly in my arms. Every time I asked, he never wanted to tell me, I don't know if he was so closed to me. At that time I thought, maybe he did not want to add to my mind with the problem, because my own problems were quite heavy.
Ever since Puja got weird, I saw him so lethargic and uninspired. He also rarely gigs, his condition is limp and often nauseous, but he always denied if invited to the doctor. I'm getting suspicious, why is Puja so pregnant? but I don't feel good asking. Puja himself seemed to avoid me and more locked himself in the room. Because it felt so awkward, that afternoon I ventured to speak from heart to heart to him.
"Sweetie, can you come in?" my many.
"May" he said weakly.
"No, just another males nothing" he replied originally.
"But you notice that you often vomit? have you been on medication yet?" many ensure.
"Udah kok, said doctor Puja kecapean aja, brother knows himself job Puja a lot, even to the point of being overwhelmed nerima job" he said.
"Yes, you have rested, do not mind much so that it will heal" I said.
At that time I felt relieved, because my suspicions were not true. But one night I accidentally heard Ilyas talking on the phone, I don't know who I'm with either. What was clear was that he sounded angry, out of curiosity I ventured to eavesdrop on him.
'Winth autumn! told to be killed even do not want to, the responsibility of the consequences alone!' that's what Ilyas said I heard. My eyes were shocked. Stupidly at that time I immediately asked Ilyas.
"Mas, what's wrong? who's nelfon again?'' ask me without further ado. Ilyas was surprised to see that he was next to him. Instead of answering, he looked very angry.
"Can not if you do not interfere in the affairs of the husband! so his wife usually keeps people sprained!" he even snapped at me.
"Jawab my question mas! do you want another woman, and you keep telling her to fall? aye!" manyu.
"Don't you just talk!" he said he did not lose hard.
"What does that mean?" ask again.
"Udah I said, it's none of your business!'' after saying so he just left. Whether to go where, which is clearly getting more and more Ilyas day by day.