My Sister gave birth to my Husband's Child

Palau

The look on Mr. Marvel's face changed when I snapped Kimberly's name.

"Why didn't you answer, sir?" I am getting more curious.

"Nobody, just the past" he said slowly. I looked at him, looking for something there, obviously there was sadness and also discomfort.

"Is he former Marvel?" I asked back.

"What do you want to know?" mr. Marvel asked back and looked me in the eye.

"Everything, I want to know all about Mr. Marvel, nothing is covered in the slightest" I said.

Marvel threw his eyes the other way.

"Did it matter to you?" tanyanya slow.

"I want to get to know my future husband" it just escaped my mouth.

Mr. Marvel looked back at me, a small smile on his lips.

"Are you not sure about my feelings?" ask Mr. Marvel by looking closely at me.

"I.." I was confused to be asked that.

"What made you fall in love with Ilyas, so you want to marry him?" now, even Mr. Marvel asked. I thought for a moment and answered Mr. Marvel's question.

"I don't know, obviously at that time the condition of the mother was severe, then Ilyas mas came like a hero. At that time Ratna was in a relationship with Sofyan kang, and Ratna had no other choice, Ratna was disappointed with Ilyas mas, and she was not, but also grateful to still be given the opportunity to serve parents for the last time, although in the end Ratna's marriage was destroyed, Ratna did not regret because she had sacrificed for mother" I said with glassy eyes.

Indeed, basically crybaby, plus remembering the figure of the woman who has given birth to me into this world, increased my beauty.

"Then you actually feel indebted to Ilyas, then how do you feel now, when you have separated from Ilyas, it turns out Sofyan is still faithfully waiting for you?" ask Marvel.

"Sa-me.." I felt my tongue was confused, wanted to say but suddenly stiff.

"And actually you still love Sofyan, despite being married to Ilyas?" ask again. Again, I just kept quiet, confused by how I felt.

"Not to be answered" he said with a look of disappointment.

"Ratna, I don't want to force my feelings on you. Because I am not Ilyas, I am not the same as Ilyas. I don't want you to accept me because you feel indebted to me" he said.

"I will not force you, I said that night, do not make you a burden, your burden is already a lot. Do not be sad, you deserve to be happy and determine your future" he said with a warm smile. I saw the other side of Mr. Marvel tonight, very gentle and mature. But...why do I even feel sad and even happier if Mr. Marvel forced his feelings. Does that mean Mr. Marvel gave up?

I've never felt this way before, feeling comfortable, happy, and also peaceful when I'm around a man, even when I'm with kang Sofyan never. But my tongue is locked, doubt and fear are like cuffing this mouth so as not to speak.

"It's night, let's go to bed. The night wind is not healthy, makes you sick" said Mr. Marvel. I don't know why I feel like Mr. Marvel is getting cold and uninspired. In fact, usually Mr. Marvel likes to talk to me with his spicy words.

When I entered the house, I saw Puja and Melodi look very familiar watching television together, they laughed and joked, as they had long known. It was different when Melodi saw me. Mr. Marvel joined the television watching with Puja and also Melodi. 

I sobbed and drowned my face in the pillow. I hate this feeling so much, it's uncomfortable and it's so disturbing. I don't know how long it's been, obviously I've been so long, I've cried until I didn't make a sound. I heard a knock on the door from the outside, it looks like it's Puja. With a careless step I opened the door for Puja. 

"For a long time, what was that about?" said ketus. I did not respond to her words and then looked up and went back to lying next to Ikhsan. 

"Why are his eyes swollen? cry out? what do you mean besides crying?" say Puja without sin.

"It's not cool to have a weak rival like you, there is no adrenaline! but good deh, that way, I'm easier to get on Marvel sir. Especially now, I've been very close as well, already got a green light" Puja's speech really ignited my emotions. But I remained silent. Now, it is I who give up. 

"Yes, take it. As long as you are happy. Yes, I'm tired, don't be noisy, I'm sleepy, it's males memeladenin your words." I said as calmly as possible. And in fact, that night I couldn't sleep. I kept crying without a sound. Oh mother, oh father, what is this thing called galau? Or... because of the widow-paid effect? how it feels like being left alone again dear-sayange.

*******

In the morning, as usual, I prepared breakfast for Mr. Marvel. I snarled, deliberately dodging as the Marvel pack descended with Melodi from upstairs. But Melody called me. 

"Sir, hey you" he called. 

"What's up?" I asked without looking at Mr. Marvel.

"Please call Puja yes, tell him to eat with us at the dinner table" he said. Somehow the lump of meat in my chest felt crumpled up causing excruciating pain, let alone no response from Mr. Marvel. I just nodded and smiled bitterly, then walked towards the room to call Puja. Arriving in the room, I saw Puja had dressed up neatly, looking beautiful and fresh. 

"You've been waiting for the same Melody and Mr. Marvel at the dinner table" I said while forcing my bitter smile. 

"really? geez, I'm really happy to get one table with Marvel. Yes, I was first... Do'ain to succeed in the heart of the future husband" he said confidently. 

I felt like my body was so limp, because I didn't sleep all night, plus I didn't have breakfast, just drink warm water, I don't know, it felt like my tongue was bitter and didn't have a taste for food. 

Ting!

One message came into my phone. It was kang Sofyan who sent the message, I guess from 'Sweetheart'. Why do I feel disappointed? I hurriedly patted the strange feeling, then opened the message from kang Sofyan.

(Assalamualaikum Na, kang Sofyan in front. Can I come forward for a second?) his tank.

(Waalaikumsalam, yes) I replied briefly. 

I went out of my room, intending to meet the kang Sofyan who was waiting in front. While passing through the dining room, Puja greeted me.

"You want to meet Sofyan, huh? cieee.. who wants to meet a soulmate, really excited" he said as if mocking. 

"Yes. Why emang? kang Sofyan is also the spirit of pursuing Ratna, brother must also be the spirit of welcoming her. Make what do people who do not want to fight, who give up before fighting. It's stupid that big brother Ngarepin is such a loser! mending the sure one, which is in plain sight!" my words are insinuating and fiery. 

It felt very satisfied to let out a sense of tightness that since last night seemed to want to explode, which made me uncomfortable confusion. Whatever if I get fired, I don't care, bodo very much! I've been hurt. Nobody answered me, they were all silent. I intend to continue my steps, but the voice of the Marvel pack is holding him back. 

"Rabra!"