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MSC 82 - Losing you (Micheline)

Micheil*

I dreamed, I was pushed by someone as I was about to signal Jesslyn. I fell down and rolled down the stairs so fast. After that I just felt pain and my eyes immediately blurred, the need to get darker and I don't know what happened.

I opened my eyes slowly. My eyes felt heavy, but I forced him to keep blinking. My gaze was misty, I only saw faintly a bright light. That was until my eyes finally began to appear. Something I saw first was the ceiling and walls with matching colors.

This where is it? I thought as I continued to search around. I saw again, there was a television set there was a sofa set and a table not far from where I was lying. My sense of smell smelled something familiar. Yeah, it's like the smell of drugs.

What the hell's going on? where is this? my mind keeps thinking about that. I don't know where I am and why. I tried to move a little, but what happened was that I felt a tremendous pain all over my body. Especially in my stomach.

"Ouchhh... shhh.." my hissing felt pain.

Suddenly I heard footsteps. I turned my face, and saw Hansel. Hansel who saw me open his eyes immediately ran over and called my name.

"Eline.." he called, "You're finally up, baby. Wait.. I call the doctor first." he said and immediately rushed to run leaving me again.

I don't understand the meaning of his words. My head was also painful and heavy, making me lazy to think. It hurts so much, I try to move my legs and it feels the same.

It hurts...it hurts! until I wanted to scream and groan because of the pain all over my body. Everything feels painful and uncomfortable when moved.

I remember what I dreamed about. I thought, thinking back to what happened. Suddenly my eyes opened. I remember everything, I remember when I was in an empty house, I was on a mission to ambush Ergy, with Hansel, Charlie, Jesslyn and Matteo. My people were there too. When I saw Hansel and Ergy arguing, I was about to ask Jesslyn for help. Therefore I again walked closer to the second floor barrier connected to the ladder handrail barrier. I looked around looking for Jesslyn's whereabouts, and I was about to raise my hand. However, I squeezed my body like I was hit and I was like I was pushed up the stairs. I screamed too, feeling me roll around.

My tummy... I remember I was pregnant. If my position falls roll how the fate of the fetus I'm carrying. My mind started to get messed up.

The door opened, Hansel brought a doctor and a nurse. The nurse checked my infusion, she looked busy. The doctor also checked my heart rate, pulse and widened my eyes.

"How do you feel, miss?" ask the doctor.

"Dizziness, pain." I replied. That's what I feel now.

"Is there a part that hurts more than the other part? we'll check it out soon and do a repaint" the doctor said.

"My stomach hurts, my shoulder hurts, too. No, everything hurts. There is not a single part that does not hurt, doc." I replied squeezing. I tried to talk long enough to say what I felt. So that the doctor immediately disallowed him.

"Good, Miss. We'll do a re-examination" he replied.

"Where's my son?" ask me directly when I think back to my fetus.

The doctor looked at Hansel. Hansel immediately threw away his face and looked glum. I feel bad, my feeling is bad. No, don't...

Did I miscarry? no, no, no way. I don't want to. L'm...

"Sorry, Miss. We couldn't save him. You have serious bleeding. We tried, but God wanted something else" the doctor said with a sad expression.

My heart stopped beating. My chest felt tight, making it difficult for me to breathe. Mouth was silent, unable to speak anything. My tears just came out, soaked to my cheeks. I rubbed my stomach and grabbed my own clothes. My body started shaking.

My son, I call my son who is gone. I feel stupid, I'm so stupid. I'm a fool not to take care of my own son.

"Miss, you need a lot of rest to restore the state of your body. Excuse me first, I have something to make sure of again. Please call us when you need something" said the doctor. "Excuse me," she said.

"Yes, doc. Thank you," replied Hansel.

I saw the doctor and the nurse leave, I immediately turned my face away. I just stared at the ceiling. My tears keep breaking. I didn't expect to lose my son whom I hadn't even seen before. Is she a girl or a boy. My heart was sad, my chest felt tight, making it difficult for me to breathe.

I felt Hansel rub my head, then my face. He wiped my tears. Hansel sat next to me, held my hand and kissed mine. I squeeze something dripping in my hand, these are tears? thought again.

"I'm sorry, El. Sorry.." said Hansel sobbing. He did not show his face to me. He put his face in my hand.

"You're innocent, Hans. I'm the one who's wrong. I'm sorry, Hans. I'm sorry." I said crying out loud. My tears are back. I sobbed until my breath went up and down.

Hansel tried to calm me down, "No, El. Don't cry like this. It's my fault I didn't protect you nor our son very well. I'm sorry I let you get involved. You should sit and just hide. I didn't think about any of this. I'm so stupid" Hansel growled at himself.

Hansel hugged me, and I cried in his arms again. I told Hansel everything, I expressed all my complaints and my disappointment.

"My son.." I said calling my future son in tears.I put my hug on Hansel. "I haven't even touched it, Hans. How'this? how's it?" again I sobbed.

"Calm down, El. Strengthen your heart to accept all of this. Maybe we haven't made a match with him yet. Be patient" Hansel said, wiping and patting my back gently.

Yeah, what Hansel said has a point. We are not yet a fool. I don't know why I'm so sad. I just received it, he left me like this.

What I imagined before, when he was born. I'll be able to touch her, hug her and see her gouged body. I was curious about her appearance, wanting to hear her laughter and tears. Wanted to raise her, to pour my love on her. Now, everything is just a memory.

My hopes and dreams are gone. Even if I don't, I don't hate him. I was determined to start accepting her, loving her and loving her. I will take care of him until he grows up and matures.

I can't help it. It's sick! my heart felt like a knife when I remembered everything.

Hansel took off his embrace. He pecked my forehead, then my nose. He rubbed my cheek. I could see his eyes were red and red. I held out my hand despite the pain, but I held all of it in order to touch Hansel's face.

"You're not sleeping? there are eye bags under your eyes" I said slowly.

"How can I sleep. When you lay unconscious for days. I keep worrying. My heart is agitated, my mind is confused. I can't think straight." Hansel said.

Hearing him, I felt unbearable. Can be imagined by me. How is his face and expression. It's very Cassian Hansel. Besides me, he is also one of the people who grieve over the accident. How not to be sad, the prospective child he coveted suddenly went missing.

"I'm sorry I made you nervous, Hans." I said.

Hansel shook his head, "It's okay, El. I'm so grateful, because you've finally been able to wake up and open your eyes" she said.

"Curely healed. You have to recover soon, El." said Hansel holding my hand and rubbing it slowly.

I just nodded, I couldn't speak anymore. This is all like a very bad dream for me. I wanted to close my eyes, hoping I could just wake up from this dream.

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