
The night had changed the morning Arini began to wake her eyes slowly. His head was pounding with pain, the memories of yesterday's events were re-remembered, crying all day had made him feel heavy. Arini felt the cloth attached to her forehead, put it away and turned her head to look at Tirta who was asleep lying on her side hugging her tightly.
Arini smiled obliquely questioning Tirta's feelings for her. Sincerely that question airs in Arini's mind, after all is revealed. “He just pityes me. Newly married a week has become a widow, two years waiting in a pseudo-waiting. Idol like sister Dilan is unlikely to love me, ” Inner Arini now doubts the sincerity of Tirta to her, after tracing all the events she experienced with Tirta, from cold snubbing youth turned to attention.
Tirta shrieked, gathering half her life to slowly open her eyelids.
“You're up!” tirta said her hand and then held Arini's forehead. Breathing a sigh of relief when Arini's body temperature has been normal. “Thank God you have a fever,” a smile rising from Tirta's face further tightened his embrace tucked his face in the niche of Arini's neck. Really knowing Arini was pregnant she was very happy that love was getting doubled.
Arini just silently threw away her gaze, acting cold disappointment still embedded within her.
***
As hard as Arini held back tears when Tirta from earlier giving attention began to carry him to the bathroom until now with painstaking Tirta bribed him, even though he had no appetite.
“So brother. I'm full!”
“One more time.you have to eat a lot,” he said persuaded.
Arini only answered him with a soft head.
Tirta sighed. “Good. Now you rest,” he said then put a bowl of porridge on the tray to take him out of the room.
Not long after Tirta sat back on the side of the bed, after taking care of Arini's needs, Tirta now wants him to talk from heart to heart to tell the good news about the presence of their love fruit in Arini's womb.
Tirta held Arini's palm while looking at her in that veiled face.
“Kak Dilan!” sapa Arini opens the conversation first.
“Iya.”
“I want to go home,” said Arini with a vibrating voice holding back tears.
“Rome.” Tirta's eyebrows linked to Arini's request, he must be worried about the fate of Nani's grandmother guess which was discussed by his father yesterday. “Honey you haven't recovered!” tirta tucked Arini's son's hair behind his ear.
“I'm going home to my parents! I'll be back on them.”
Deg ...
Tirta's blood seemed to stop flowing when Arini asked to go home to his parents.
“For what to go home?” tanyakanya.
“Kak Dilan no longer need to be tied to this wedding. Sister can freely pursue career.” Arini ducked squeezing the end of her shirt.
“You must think I'm playing you!”
Tirta sighed harshly revealing her feelings was the most difficult thing for her. Even counted only once he said love to Arini, it was because his wife was the one who challenged him. Either she has to start from where to convince Arini if the idol seems to also be in love.
“I've loved you a long time ago, long before I knew Andra was gone.” Arini looked up at Tirta clinging to all the explanations as if in disbelief.
“I never reveal it, because you know me, I'm not good at showing my feelings. Besides, if I used to tell you my true feelings, do you believe me? Like my idol could fall in love with you? well and real right after saying it until now you don't trust?” said Tirta put on a lackluster face.
Arini just silently squeezed the end of her clothes, her chest felt tight of recognition Tirta.
“For so long I can only show my love and concern from a fan named Tita.”
Deg ... Arini's heart seems to be pumped fast.
“Tita?” arini's memory rotates remembering everything. Healthy snacks, makeup tools, luxury goods, flowers, jewelry and more.
Tirta nodded while smiling bitterly.
“Yes, you must be surprised too! Why fans named Tita give so many special items. I'm the one who gave all those gifts to you my mark of love. I take the role of power pole so we can get close, all I do for you.”
Without another word Arini immediately cradled Tirta's body full of novelty turned out to love her husband so very deeply in her.
Tirta gently rubbed Arini's back. “I'm sorry I'm not the one who can seduce me saying that you're the most beautiful woman I've ever met. That's the name of lying, because there are still many artists much prettier than you,” said Tirta remembering the reason Arini loves Andra just because he is so in puja.
Arini patted Tirta's chest softly for his words, smiling funny Andra and Tirta were indeed different. Tirta loved in her own way.
“But I can say if you are the queen in my heart, the owner of my heart forever,” said Tirta, I don't know what Arini's face looks like, a pair of heart beating with a fast hug that is getting tighter with each other expressing the honest feeling Arini has also fallen in love with the charm of Tirta only when his guilt towards Andra that always makes him try to suppress all those feelings.