My Second Husband is an Idol Artist

feelings

“Cut ...” a screaming sound is heard from a man holding a loudspeaker, a sign if shooting stops.

“Oke good, everyone break for a minute!” he said it again when the sun had gone up.

Tirta breathed a sigh of relief after going through the process of shooting scenes that were done with his co-star went well. Now he stepped away from the crowd towards his luxury car. There he will rest for a while before starting shooting again.

With an uninspired look, Tirta sat on a chair, next to a car parked under a shady tree. Where Rian was already standing waiting and preparing a bottle of drinking water. Tirta reached out to grab Rian's bottle and downed the drink after leaning her tired body on the back of the chair in the direction of her gaze staring blankly ahead. Making Rian who saw it sigh heavily had already been a few days of Tirta pensive like that.

“You why the hell Lan?” rian asked putting on a serious face with a probing gaze standing before the artist.

Tirta just kept quiet did not comment on the question of his best friend for the umpteenth time. He was caught off guard by Rian's questions about himself and tried to close his eyes.

“It has been more than a week you have become quiet, not excited. Tell a story to focus. What the hell are you? our story is a friend, there should be no secrets between us” urged Rian already can not stay silent to see his best friend continues to be pensive.

“Nothing,” he said briefly with eyes still closed.

Rian patted his best friend's shoulder making Tirta's eyelids open and pointed at Rian. “We've been friends for years. I know, there must be something bothering you.” Rian tries from heart to heart. “Cerita brother,” added.

Tirta just kept quiet there was no way she would tell Rian if, these few days her heart felt empty because of Arini's departure.

“You fell in love? You broke Lan's heart?” guess Rian with his arms crossed over his chest as if he was intimidating with a question.

“Ha!” For a moment this young man gasped at Rian and did not expect with Rian's outspoken guess, he became excited to try to calm down then Tirta smiled slanted while looking at him disliked. “Yes. Cuckold!” said affirm.

“Your style is like a person in love who holds back longs or people upset because of heartbreak,” explained Rian. “You miss Arini?” pointed out Rian whose direction of conversation seemed to attack Tirta without further ado.

Tirta snorted turning her puffed-eyed ball at Rian's words.

“Then he comes home you become moody!”

“Not ordinary!” the tapic.

Rian smiled lightly. “Lan you can read my moves if I like Arini?” asked Rian with a serious face.

“Cih, Yes. That's what I know. You like to get her attention.” Tirta screeched putting on a face of dislike. She had known from a long time ago that her best friend had a taste for Arini.

Rian smiled obliquely, staring cynically at Tirta. “And you think I also do not know, if you like the same Arini,” accused Rian now the situation turned on Rian to make Tirta as if struck by the words of his best friend.

“Do not talk carelessly!” hardik Tirta did not put on a face of dislike.

“Lan we are like brothers, you know me, so do I. Just as you can read I like Arini, so do I. You think I don't know that sign from you!” attack Rian no matter if Tirta will be angry.

Tirta just stared cynically at Rian. “I can't possibly like her!”

“You like to steal a glance when you see it. What else to eat together. You always watch him. You also secretly pay attention to him, you are the one who likes to buy him goods and snacks on behalf of Tita fans. You think I don't know all that for Arini. If you don't like what it's called!” raiding Rian at length made Tirta who sat before him silenced a thousand languages.

Rian patted his best friend's shoulder. “You're in love with Arini Lan. Your sky-high self-esteem is what makes you ashamed to admit it!” press Rian describe the feeling of Tirta all this time to Arini.

“Cannot be!” dengus Tirta had not noticed. All he knows is that he misses the girl.

“He's not your cousin right!” rian asked deeper into digging into the relationship of the two.

Tirta got up from the seat of this conversation made him more cornered. “Have I Tired. I want to go home. You take care of everything!” furious Tirta then stepped away leaving Rian in his car.

“Lan! Dilan!” Rian tried to call Tirta but the young man did not stop his steps into the car and drove him off the set.

*****

Tirta was driving her car. Split the road with so many questions at heart. Is it true Rian said if he had fallen in love with a woman he should not have loved, because she was his sister's ex-wife. Is it true that the silent attention he gave to Arini has become a form of his love, even though he only gives the best to the girl he considers innocent. Why did her heart turn to love? He should have avoided it.

“Do I really love her? I love my ex-sister. Ahhhhhh, why is this!” Tirta braked hitting the steering wheel of the car, cursing her feelings. If he really loves Arini it means this time he will again accept his former inner brother.

The hue of the sun almost disappeared on the edge of the sky, the day would change by night. But this handsome young man was still sitting pensively in the car that pulled over in a quiet place. Ever since I thought about his feelings. His heart skipped a beat while with Arini, the comfort when this girl was always beside him. The gaze that always focused on Arini is what is called love. When did his attention become love.

“I can't keep this up. I have to meet him right now, I have to convince my feelings for him, Tirta's inner” turns on his car engine again racing towards the place where Arini is the residence of his parents to convince his heart.