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All diseases have a cure. That's what Amara believes for now when she really focuses on keeping up with the chemotherapy that the hospital has designed well. He wants to heal and start his life as it was. Without the burden and pain of gnawing.
Every day was bitter for Amara. Since the ocean still cares about her. Naively Amara changes her thinking that she must recover in order to return the Ocean to her hands. Locking the man's heart to himself alone.
But what happens to his heart when Calvin's sharp eyes make his heart beat. Just this time when Calvin's hand touched the corner of the girl's lips came a feeling he didn't understand. Although a little but Amara can feel it.Today Calvin came as usual to feed Amara eat and help whatever the girl wanted. The two looked at each other and were silent. Calvin who realized that his disrespectful hand immediately withdrew to not touch Amara in the slightest.
"On your lips is rice. So I want to clean it up. Sorry to be disrespectful," explains Calvin even though Amara did not ask for an explanation from the guy.
Of course Amara felt awkward at this moment. He held his breath for a moment then exhaled slowly. To neutralize his lungs that lack oxygen supply.
"Let's still," his great-grandson slowly drank water in a glass located on the nightstand to the toilet.
It felt like his throat was becoming drier because of this situation. "I want to eat alone, Vin. You don't mind, do you?" amara asked as Calvin thrust a spoonful of side dishes in front of her.
"Do you mind if I help bribe you?"
Refusing at this time of the situation was very unlikely for Amara when she saw Calvin's eyes swooping so sharply. "I don't mind. But it looks like you're messing with a big baby like me." Amara tried to reject the man by using words that did not hurt Calvin.
"Even to bribe you, now I'm banned, Ra?" calvin put the plate in his hand on the nightstand.
Amara biting her lips expels the guilt of having said so. She didn't really ban Calvin, she just felt awkward with him. Calvin is just his friend and that's nothing more. But seeing the man's behavior who still cares about him makes Amara have to act decisively. There are no friends like them at the moment. Moreover, he still wanted the Ocean. How could he be with the Ocean if Amara were still close to the man before him now?
"I'm not banning you, Vin. It's just that I feel awkward about what you're doing."
"We've been friends for almost four years. Why do you feel objections today? Is this all because of the ocean?Before you used to do what I did."
"It has absolutely nothing to do with the ocean."
"Lantas, why did you look away from me after the Ocean came back here?"
He can't act like he used to. Do not equate the past Amara with now because the girl hates to be compared even if it still uses her.
"Vin, I told you once. We are just friends and nothing could be more." Amara turned her eyes to the hospital window.
Calvin snorted at it. A fella? and it'll only be that far. He should have realized not to meet the girl in front of him. Why could he be so foolish as to stand fully before Amara whom he had now destroyed his future without the slightest embarrassment.
He chuckled with his voice sounding poignant. Amara knew Calvin was disappointed to hear what he had to say. But as a woman she had to give reassurance to Calvin. He can't keep stalling. Preventing Calvin from discovering his own happiness. He did not want to hold the man.
"Is there really no room for me in your heart, Ra?"
Amara fell silent. He can't answer. His tongue was too faint to say that his feelings were completely at the dominance of the Ocean. Although his heart once beat faster several times because of this man. But Amara was convinced a thousand percent that she still wanted Samudra to come back with her.
"I love you. Then, tomorrow, until this day. My feelings for you never change. But you always rejected me! I can't guarantee that I'll love you in the future, Ra."
"Then you have to stop this second as well, Vin. I've told you that only the Ocean I love. My love for the Ocean is as you love me. The only difference is I will continue to love Samudโ." Her lips were silenced by the man before her. Calvin gave no room for Amara to speak at all.
I don't know why Calvin was so upset to hear the girl's explanation. He knew that Amara's feelings would always lead to the Ocean. But he didn't want to hear that from Amara's lips at all.
PLAKKK!
But an emotionally blind Calvin keeps him from holding the nape of the girl in front of him. Again. Amara slaps Calvin more powerful than ever. But the result was nil, the guy really went crazy. And Amara does not want the past to happen again. He was scared and hoped someone would save him.
Calvin could feel a tear falling on his cheek. She's not crying. Who does this belong to? Obviously Amaralah is the culprit. She was crying again because of Calvin. He had promised to keep the girl's tears. Eventually, Calvin was forced to give up their pawns.
The guy's ducking deep. "Sorry akโ"
"GET OUT OF HERE. I HATE YOU!" amara's shout surprised Calvin when she saw the girl's eyes reddened holding back a cry.
Calvin tried to hold the girl's hand. He feels guilty about this. But it was out of his control. His body reflexively drew closer to Amara.
"Ra, I don't mean untโ"
"I SAID GET OUT NOW!" yell Amara again.
Calvin stood up from his chair looking at Amara who did not want to see him at all. He really regretted doing that. If only time could be turned back.
"I'm sorry, Ra. I just don't like it when you say you still love the Ocean in front of me. I'm a normal human being and can be jealous at times. I'm goin. Don't forget to eat." said Calvin before actually leaving in front of Amara.
After Calvin's departure, Amara's tears broke upon hearing the sorrowful tone behind the voice. Who exactly does he love? Ocean or Calvin? why was his heart so sore hearing Calvin say that.
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**CALVIN BANGKIT TERRIBLY YAWW? AHH PEN HUKKK ๐ซ๐ซ
WHOSE HEART DO YOU HAVE, RA?
CALVIN OR THE OCEAN?
DUHHS. CONFUSED I WAS, HUH.
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