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The breeze replaced the dialogue created between the two human beings. Amara gulped his spit violently many times. He could not believe that the Ocean was standing in front of him now.
His feelings were chaotic and he simply could not manage his heartbeat to return to normal. The ocean stepped up to him with an angry look that made Amara unable to continue her words.
"S—Samudra?" Lirih Amara's.
The ocean snorted lazily, "The time of four years doesn't make you forget my name right?"
Amara pressed the iron grip of her wheelchair as the Ocean question flashed. His breathing stopped at the end of his throat, He exhaled slowly. Amara bit her lips once in a while as the two of them fell silent to each other.
Ocean's speech sounded harsh in Amara's ears. All this time the guy never used lo-gue to talk to him. Amara knew the Ocean was now making a high wall between them. Explain who he is and who he is right now.
"Why do you have to come back when I've decided to forget all about lo Amara?" The ocean laughed bitterly at the girl who could only twist her tiny finger.
His attitude is always like that and never changes. "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were here, Dra" he said with a bowed face.
"I'm sorry that everything's been destroyed? Even I should know from others about your illness!" Shouted the Ocean with his feelings that were also chaotic when Amara began to shed tears.
The girl wanted to embrace the Ocean, leaning against her chest when she was now also unable to bear all the burdens that were inflicted on her. Amara further bit her lips deeply when she was already convinced that the Ocean must have known about her illness.
"Damn it! Why don't you ever tell me?" Take the Ocean easily.
The ocean wanted to get angry, venting all the flavor to the girl who now filled her eyeballs. But what power, the girl was not even entitled to touch back. The ocean could not embrace Amara at all when her heart and body already belonged to Kinan.
At a time like this why the girl came back after four years she was looking forward to the news. Now that it's too late, Samudra can't be a jerk who's so easily betrayed just because of his love?
"Now you know?" amara's laughter sounded poignant, "If I tell you what will change Dra?Nothing." - added Amara. His tone was so low that he looked into the dark eyes of the Ocean which was now burning with the flames of anger.
How could he have been able to tell Ocean about the illness when the man once said never to appear before him again whatever the reason. Amara knew the shape of the Ocean's disappointment was so great that Amara simply could not appear before the man.
Amara was injured for four years harboring feelings of longing for the man before her. Their relationship that ended tragically made Amara have to realize her position now.
He did not want to disturb the Ocean anymore. But why did God have to bring him up with that guy again?
"When I've been trying to slowly forget you these past four years. You come with circumstances like this. You invite pity in me Ra!" snapped Ocean.
"What do you expect to return to Jakarta when there are still many good treatments abroad?"the man's greeting changed signifying the Ocean softened its language.
"Enough Dra!" He groaned when the Ocean instead sent a boomerang back to him.
"You want pity from me for seeing you like this? Then we turn it around like we used to? Sorry I can't." The man's words sounded softly between sad and mocking being one.
Amara's heart was completely shattered hearing the Ocean she understood the intent of the remark. The ocean already loves other people, and it's not her. He had to react as to what it was when the mouth of that guy who spoke that the heart of the Ocean already had no room for him now.
He cried letting go of his disappointment. Amara loves that guy, why should he belong to someone else? Why isn't the universe on his side? Why did he have to lose the Ocean? Why would he have to suffer from this damn disease?
He hated this situation when he could not call God unjust. Amara shut her mouth to endure her sadness. When the ocean remains unmoved from its place. The guy didn't want to hug Amara at all like he used to when the girl was crying.
"There's someone whose feelings I have to take care of. I love her more than anything, and she's everything to me, Ra. I was fucked up hearing you get sick like this. But what can I do Amara? you are not mine anymore as you used to be. Hugging you is not my job anymore. I have no right to hold back your tears from falling."
He was devastated to hear that remark. Amara hates the fact Ocean no longer prioritizes herself. He didn't want Samudra to choose someone else. Amara did not accept it.
The clouds that had looked cloudy now really lowered the rain stub. There Amara came back crying even louder. The ocean began to hug the girl under the rain.
The rain falls protecting Amara. She closed the tears that fell from her eyes. But his lips could not stop from shaking. The ocean increasingly hugged the chick tightly channeling its power.
"You must have lied to Dra. Who's the girl who can replace me Samudra?" isak Amara in his tears.
His body was wet but he did not care. Amara wept the deeper she squeezed the Ocean shirt, channeling her sadness. But the Ocean could only rub the girl's shoulder. He could not betray Kinan any more than this.
"I still love you Samudra. I don't want to lose you. Why Dra? Why do you have to do this with me?" Rintih Amara.
The ocean was just silent she kept calming Amara. When it felt like the girl had calmed down, the ocean let go of the embrace. Rain water dripped from the girl's hair, her puffy eyes making the Ocean unable to linger like this.
"This is a risk that we each have to bear. We can't be together anymore like reading a book twice. The end of our story will be the same, Amara." said Samudra.
The longer the Ocean here, staring at Amara who was flabbergasted by the rain. He will surely disappoint the two girls in his life.in the end, Samudra prefers to take his cell phone, dialing the number he has to go to.
"Gue has accepted your request. Pick up your girl here, I can't bring her home" Samudra said, leaving Calvin speechless at the end.
The ocean turns off her phone and turns her body away from Amara. The girl saw her back drifting away under the rain. His departure further made Amara's heart hurt.
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