My Perfect Disabled Husband

a More Painful Reality

Reality is not always sweet and does not match expectations. That's what Marien got. The fact that he heard from his father was really painful was not even unexpected at all. As a result of the feeling of love for the first wife, made his father revenge by marrying again but the victim was precisely the second wife and child born later.

Marien left in a taxi crying. The disappointment he felt really made him sad. He did not expect that his father was so happy. What words did he deserve to give his father? She was indeed her father's daughter but she was not considered a daughter by her father. In his father's eyes there was only Alexa and his mother. His father even had the heart to let Alexa hate him just because he did not want to be hated by his favorite daughter.

Now all has been answered why his father was so obedient to the words of Alexa and why his father supports Alexa who wants to sell himself to Zack even he can see if his father cares more about Alexa who goes somewhere than on him.

Marien wiped away the tears that were dripping for the umpteenth time, the taxi driver saw her from the rearview mirror once in a while because Marien was like a breakup but the goal was different because Marien went to the tomb to visit her mother.

He became very curious, did during his mother's life know of the pettiness of the man he married? Did his mother know that he was married only to avenge the heartache of his first wife and was made a scapegoat? She hoped her mother didn't know so that her mother didn't die in grief.

Marien had already arrived at the tomb and rushed towards his mother's grave. For a long time no visit, for a moment he wanted to be with his mother so that his feelings become better. She did not want to return in such a mess that her husband was worried.

Marien's steps stopped in front of her mother's meal. Some of the leaves were on top of the tomb and the grass seemed a little tall as it had not been cut. Some of the leaves were cleaned, Marien also pulled out a slightly tall grass and after that the flowers he brought were placed in front of the tombstone.

"Hy, Mommy. How you doing?" marien asked the stale base while picking up the remaining leaves. At that moment, Marien's gaze fell on the blue-eyed ring that William gave them on their wedding day.

"I came to tell Mommy something" Marien said, sitting in front of her mother's grave.

"Mommy look," now she shows me the ring on her ring finger, "I'm married now. Sorry I didn't tell Mommy. I got married all of a sudden but trust me if I'm happy with my marriage because the man I chose is not wrong" she said.

"I'm sorry I didn't say this sooner but next time I'll take her to see Mommy and one more thing I want to tell Mommy. Sorry Mom, from now on I won't be a good boy anymore as Mommy ordered me to be before Mommy died. I no longer want to be a submissive child who always listens to Daddy's words and I no longer want to be a good child for Daddy because he has disappointed me so much. Maybe I'll let you down but Daddy, it's been so disappointing for us and I don't care about him anymore!"

After saying so, Marien shifted and sat down at the side of her mother's grave. Eyes glared up at the blue sky. Who would have thought that his father was so cunning? Just to protect yourself from being hated is to sacrifice others and let a hatred flourish.

Marien tried to smile to comfort herself, but she could not hide her sadness. Marien lowered her head and hid her face behind her arms because she was crying. For today alone, she wanted to cry over her fate that was not loved by her father but after this, she would not cry anymore for her father except the death of her father alone.

The sound of his sobs was heard in the quiet tomb. She thought she was not her father's daughter. Somehow he had hoped so that he would not be so stifling because the reality he had heard was really more painful than what he had imagined. Long enough Marien cried until her feelings improved a little. Tears are slowly wiped, it feels like wanting to laugh at the fate of having a father but like not having a father.

"Life is so hard. Being a good person is wrong, being a bad person is wrong but I'm sure Mommy is already happy there and I hope I don't have a fate like Mommy. Married only for revenge." a cynical smile measured on the lips, the gaze of the eyes returned to the sky after saying so. Did she suffer the same fate as her mother? He would not forget what reason William wanted to marry her. In addition to the cheque he offered, William wanted to marry him as well because to avenge Fiona's actions that insulted him but is William the same as his father?

"I'm going, Mom. I just wanted to tell Mommy this, "Marien went up and cleaned up the dirt on her ass, "I'll come back later with my husband to get to know him!" he said it again before leaving.

Marien doesn't go home right away, he prefers to go back to the office to do his job. Instead of thinking about what his father had done, he worked and focused on his company to get ahead. It's still early anyway. So it's not time for him to laze around. He will show his father, even if he is not considered a son, but he will show if he can succeed more than his father.

Gavin's still looking for the whereabouts of Alexa who went nowhere. For the sake of his love for his first wife despite her betrayal, he gives whatever Alexa wants and ignores Marien. He knew his actions were wrong but he did it to make amends for Alexa's mother who killed herself. Gavin chooses to go home, hoping his daughter is back.

"Alexa, are you back?!" his yell.

With no answer, Gavin steps into his daughter's room and searches inside but Alexa is also missing. All the stuff is still there. There was no way that his daughter would just leave. Suspecting Alexa to go looking for Zack, Gavin contacts Zack Erson to find the whereabouts of his beloved daughter.

"You're calling me is there any good news you're trying to tell me?" Zack, who expects good news, asked.

"Where's Alexa, you know where she is, right?" ask Gavin without saying anything.

"It's funny why you called me to look for him. I'm not her nanny who should always know wherever she is!"

"So you don't know where Alexa is?"

"Don't mess around, I don't care about him because all I want is word whether William will give me leniency or not?"

"Ask for the lightening itself!" Gavin said so because he believed Marien could not possibly help her brother anymore.

"What do you mean say that?" zack shouted but Gavin had already ended their conversation.

"Damn! Father and son alike, watch out for both of you!" yell Zack wrath.

Gavin, who did not find Alexa in Zack's place, tried to contact Alexa who had gone somewhere but now his phone is no longer active. Where exactly did her daughter go? She hopes her daughter will be home soon but Alexa won't be home because she's gone for a cause.