My Perfect Bestie, No! Husbands!

Schizophrenia

Tasya fell silent again after the baby she had played with had to come home with Amanda and her brother. He felt lonely, so he just sat on the edge of the bed watching the floor.

Indeed, if it is difficult for Tasya to define his feelings, he does not understand what to say. So other than being quiet, he didn't know what to do.

Kill him, Shay!

He's gonna fuck you again?

Seriously you accept him back after what he did?

Mama's boy!

He doesn't love you! You did it decades ago!

Those voices echoed in his mind when alone like this. All intertwined as if he was mobbed by those who judged him.

"Diemmm!!!! The whispering!!! You guys aren't real, you're just bullies!!!" Tasya tried to resuscitate herself, she covered her ears with her arms and pulled her own hair. It's really uncomfortable feeling right now.

"Yeah!!" Al who entered the room immediately put milk on the nightstand and approached his hysterical wife.

"Don't bother me!!! Go!!!" Tasya tried to keep Al's hand away from him, he really could not control himself and kept shouting.

"Tasyaaa this is meu!! Hey, Tasya!" Al holds Tasya with Al, but the girl continues to rebel.

"GO DON'T BOTHER ME, I DON'T WANT HIM TO KILL ME AGAIN!! I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU!!!" Hearing that shout, Zea who was in the next room went straight into Al and Tasya's room with Fadil.

"Please be cazepam in the drawer," Al's pinta on Fadil.

While Al still holding Tasya who is still hysterical. Al should not have left Tasya alone. He cannot daydream a little.

Fadil opened a new injection and dosed the medicine, after which he approached Tasya and injected the medicine in his arm. For a moment he was still in revolt, but for a long time the medicine began to work and made him slowly calm down.

"Thank you, Bang."

Fadil nodded, thank goodness the medicine worked quickly. Really, Zea had only seen Tasya this badly for the first time. Unlike Al who had witnessed for himself how Tasya tried to eliminate himself in the past.

He breathed a sigh of relief, for only he came late in time. Otherwise, something very fatal will happen. After seeing Tasya calm down, Fadil took Zea out of there. What Tasya needs now is calmness. If a lot of people intervened he would be distracted.

"I'm scared ... " Tasya murmured quietly.

Al continued to hold Tasya tightly and kissed the top of his head. "There I am, don't be afraid of anything. Now take a break."

Tasya shook his head, he did not want to rest. He felt a deep fear. However due to the influence of the medicine it seemed like he could not withstand the effects.

Tasya slowly closed his eyes and Al breathed a sigh of relief. She laid Tasya's body on the bed and slowly Al hugged Al again. If I can be honest he is sad to see Tasya who returned this way.

Besides not being able to talk, Tasya was also a lot of fear, a lot of which he felt until it felt like he was living in quite a lot of burden. "You should be able to fight them, honey. I believe you're stronger than them."

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Tasya glanced at a loaf of bread as well as the medicine that was already available on the table. He breathed many times. Al's gonna be tired of having a wife like him.

He realized that since yesterday ignoring Al, he was afraid that one day Al would be tired with him who has a mentally unstable. He also feels guilty for the child in the womb.

Slowly Tasya rubbed his stomach gently. "Sorry Mama, honey. Sorry if you were born to an imperfect mother. I'm sorry you had to have a stamp as a child born to a mother with a mental disorder."

Tasya was crying, of course she was sad about all this. He was sad because he could not control himself. He was still often confused with his thoughts until he could not distinguish reality and hallucinations.

But Tasya quickly wiped away her tears. Now he is good at digesting things. Slowly Tasya took the bread and took the medicines he needed to heal quickly.

After finishing taking the medicine, Tasya went downstairs. Diana was watering plants in the back garden. He knew he could not be quiet much. Finally she approached her mother-in-law behind.

"Mrrr ... "

Hearing that Diana turned around and smiled towards Tasya. "Darling, why go down? Is there anything you need? Try saying the same mother."

Tasya. "Engga, Mother. I just need a friend to talk to. Sorry yesterday Tasya relapsed .... "

"Ehh what the hell is that? Don't say that. We'd better sit all sunbathing, it's pretty early in the morning. Good for pregnant women too.

Diana invites Tasya to sit on the garden chair, after which she rubs her daughter's back to feel comfortable as well.

"Mother Al had breakfast?" Ask Tasya.

"Breakfast dear, don't think Al just yet. Anyway, he left by doing all his routine before leaving."

Tasya smiled, indeed what she thought was Al. But hearing that Al was done with everything he was quite relieved. Hopefully Al doesn't think about his condition. Tasya promised he should be able to fight it again from now on.

"Mother ... "

"Mother don't cape with Tasya?"

"Well, my dear mother will not cape dong. You've been the same mother since childhood, you drink your mother's milk and your mother's blood flows in you, baby. Mother's not going anywhere."

Tasya was moved to hear that and hugged her mother-in-law. "Mother, Tasya very dear to Mother. Too bad."

"Mother also loves you. Mommy sure, the mother's child is strong. The mother's son was always strong long ago and the mother was sure."

"Think about your child now, don't think about anything else. She needs more focus than her mother, if her mother is sad, then her son is sad." Diana patiently rubbed Tasya's back gently and affectionately.

Tasya nodded happily. "Mother, I want to be a great mama rich mother."

"Look we both learned. You learn from your mother and mother to learn again to be a better mother for your children."

Tasya smiled and after that they laughed lightly. I think talking about this feels good. Tasya always liked talking to Diana. She likes to share things, because indeed all the things she doesn't get from Lydia, she gets from Diana. Tasya loves her mother more than anyone.