
Finally, inevitably Tasya had to stay in the room, the atmosphere below sounded noisy. made him dizzy and his stomach was getting more and more dark. It's all messed up, but because Radit's taking any risks he seems to be the front guard on the matter. Now Radit and Amara are arguing.
"Akhh hurts my stomach, Mas," Tasya said softly. He really felt pain in his stomach.
Al rubbed his wife's stomach. But apparently to no avail, Diana suddenly went into the room and found her daughter-in-law grimacing in pain.
"Why, Al?" Ask Mother.
"The stomach is cramped, want Al to bring it home. Kasian Tasya had a lot of thoughts."
"Bring it home, the others are in Radit's room. Mama will make herbs and compress her stomach at home. Yuk?"
Hearing that without a second thought Tasya nodded, he did need some calmness anyway. Al had wanted to carry Tasya, but Tasya chose to be papah only, because it was not good too if carried. He can still walk.
Sure enough there was no one below so Al just brought Tasya to his parents' house, he laid Tasya on the mattress and compressed Tasya's stomach with a compressing device.
"Still sick?" Ask Al attention.
"Little."
"Sleep, you usually sleep at this time when on holiday. Tomorrow's permission, don't work?" Pinta Al's.
"Don't want, besides I'm also not okay, just a cramp. It's natural that the cramps are, don't worry?" Tasya's words calmed her husband.
"You're not well yet."
"Later also gapapa, I'm in the compress gini aja already good. You're not going anywhere, are you? I'm only here, '" pinta Tasya spoiled.
"I'm not going anywhere." Al sighed, that Tasya had made her decision and she felt fine Al couldn't force her either. Although he was very worried but indeed they had obligations there and they should not just take permission for granted.
"I'll look like the most evil here, Mom?" Ask Tasya suddenly. Even though he felt right but he knew that fighting the old man was a sin. He's a little thoughtful.
"Not wrong, don't think about it first. You'll be stressed out later, honey. Kasian's his son." Al rubbed Tasya's cheek gently.
"But everyone will think I'm wrong."
"That's it, just that you can learn to give mama a chance, honey. Who knows, he'll change for the better. Participate in the growth of our child, equally rich Mother." Al tried to give an understanding, but Tasya shook his head.
Tasya clasped Al's hand and put it back on his cheek. Warm, that's how he feels. "I don't want my son to grow up with that guy in my life. I don't want him to do the same to our son."
"Our son will grow up with his parents, dear. Me and you, at least if you can't let Radit take care of your mama. We rarely go there."
Tasya sighed, but it seemed that his brother was most against him when he wanted to meet his mother. But why yes now Radit seems to forget the events in the past record Tasya not understand Radit's thinking. Even though his mistake was very void, even Chandra and his father could not forgive his actions. Why did Radit turn around?
Instead of how, Tasya and Radit grow together without Lidya's intervention, usually they are always compact. He wants to be compact with Radit but if this problem he can't, the injury is still clear and felt to this day.
Al permits to go home for a while to take their work needs. While this is where Tasya is now, in the back garden and sitting with Radit.
No one starts the conversation, of course Tasya will let Radit talk first because he asked to talk to Tasya.
"Support the cave hate the same mama." Radit started talking between them. But Tasya remained silent, letting the man finish his talk.
"Two heartache let alone see you are still a child must live the same cave and papa in difficult circumstances. Cave hates papa cover up all the bad mama until finally you hate the same papa and the events of the day happened."
"And the more cave-hating mama is when she finds out that she's Chandra's stepmother, your own temen who always prides her in front of you."
Hearing that Tasya's feeling became hot, he clearly remembered the incident. Where he feels Chandra is luckier than he is. Where he felt nothing more than useless trash.
"The hatred of the cave was that big until the climax of the cave almost lost you that time, Dek. The cave really hates Mama."
Hearing that Tasya wiped away her tears, pain indeed. It hurts so much if it has to be explained. Then with all that Radit brought her here? Wh-wh-what for?
"Why did you bring him here?" Ask Tasya.
"Because we weren't born of stone, Deck. We were born of a woman's womb. When Amanda gave birth to the cave could feel the struggle she didn't have easy, giving birth was a life bet."
"I know, I know everything. But does a mother who has given birth to her child by betting her life deserve to want her child to disappear from the earth just for her pleasure?" Ask Tasya. This time he stared at Radit with a piteous look.
"Did you forget my time was rejected when I had more expectations? I push like I'm a prankster, I'm yelled at, reviled and I'm considered a lunatic the same person I was born with? Then, when everything happens you see papa died in front of you, papa who I always hated because he was hiding behind his mistakes?!"
Tasya really couldn't hold back her crying right now. When Radit grabbed him he was silent, he squeezed Radit's clothes tightly, his chest tight. Tasya also hit Radit's chest many times. "I'm so bad I missed everything and you brought him here again?! Lo evil! You didn't even say and directly met me the same way he's rich gini."
"Tasya does not mean cave, gua–"
"Lo think not how it feels like I'm back to being triggered because of this? You know the heartache that feels right through the body and all your senses? Do you know what I am now? Engga, right? If you want to bring your mama lo it's okay gapapa, but don't force me rich gini."
Honestly seeing Tasya roaring like this made Radit sick, his eyes clearly visible that he was injured right now. Tasya is pregnant and her emotions are unstable. Yes he was wrong here, he had wanted to get Tasya used to it but he did not think that Tasya had this much trauma.
"Sorry cave, sorry Brother. Don't be rich gini." Radit rubbed his sister's tears with both palms. Damn, she even cried.
"No, I don't want to answer. I don't think about me anymore, do I? Is it because I'm married so you think I don't need you anymore to always be on my side? Apa–"
"The cave's on your side, Dek. Don't get rich, don't worry. Don't be rich gini." Radit tightened his embrace.
True this time he missteps, Tasya may look mature but his inner child is not like that. He can be rational but mentally he cannot. Radit felt guilty for making Tasya this way. Even she was crying to the point of being this huffed, meaning she was really not okay.
Radit is worried that Tasya is back down, he is afraid that Tasya relapses and cannot carry out his routine. He's really in a dilemma right now.