My name is Oddie

Episode 17's

*** In Tania Room ***

Tania is still trying to calm me down, and over – I also kept quiet and tried to accept all of this, too, I thought that my words were very rude to Ricky and I was selfish not to give him a chance to talk and explain everything to me, and I feel the end of this final – is so sensitive and willing to win by myself, I am very selfish.

I want to find Ricky and apologize for my attitude that I was right – really did not want to fight with him and I want us to make up, I asked for help in peasantia.

Yes I've been temenin, but we go to his room first take my hp charger, kesel I old – same he minjem goods people do not talk continue not behind also “tania”

We also went to look for Ricky and stopped by his room first to take a hp tania charger, we saw the door of his bedroom was not locked innocently we immediately opened the door of his room.

But how surprised we were to see the scene of the two of them being cool with each other on the bed enjoying their pleasure, seeing that I was right – was really disappointed and undo my intention to make up I felt everything I said was right, he was right – really have a relationship with his leg, his leg, otherwise why at the time after we had a fight he did not come to see me to apologize and calm me down as usual but instead chose to get in touch with his leg.

He's right – right lie to me, I'll hate ricky's sister, I feel all this time he's been deceiving, he's not right – right love me all his lies, he just wants to play me.

I went running to the bathroom feeling very disappointed, I was crying very loudly at that moment, and came crying loudly while hugging me tightly and apologizing, we cry together.

I can't sleep thinking about what I saw earlier my mind is right – is really fucked I just want him to explain everything to me honestly, I'm right – really very disappointed with brother ricky, I'm really disappointed, why the end of this – end of our relationship is always just a lot of problems unlike the first time dating first.

At that time I heard a noise from outside and it turned out in the room leg of his van, by the time we came out it turned out that their –-boy brother had come home accidentally and kicked everyone in the house and stopped the party made his leg vanya, he said, he caught the two of them sleeping in the room without mood, his – brother brother was furious with them.

I who saw it could only stare blankly and with hatred towards Ricky's brother, and he just looked down at me guiltily.

I who heard and saw it went straight away and could not see Ricky's brother being treated like that, I can't do what – is because it's not my power I want to defend him but I'm still angry with Ricky's brother.

I went straight back to the room with my tania and tried to stay firm, but I couldn't and my tears wouldn't stop flowing.

In the morning I went home, I locked myself in my room without talking to anyone else and everyone would not care about me either.

I don't know how the matter went yesterday, I still don't dare to ask tania because my heart still hurts, and I'm still not strong enough to hear that, and tania didn't seem to want to say it before I asked because she was still thinking about my feelings.

A few days passed I ventured to ask tania how about the continuation of the recent problem, and she replied nervously that sister Vanya and sister ricky will be married in 1 week.

I was immediately startled to hear it as if my world was dark and stopped spinning, tania tried to hug me I could only cry and was followed also by the cry of tania.

We both felt the same way, caught my own boyfriend sleeping and snatched by the same person even who I already considered family.

After school I saw Ricky's brother in front of the gate, before he called to the farm but I forbade him to answer, ricky's brother sent me a message that he would wait for me at the gate to explain everything.

I was still hurt and did not respond to Ricky's message, I could only see it from inside the car as I passed by while holding back the cries but my tears did not want to be friendly and came out rushing out, he looked at my car and our eyes looked at him for a moment.

I kept walking and did not stop I saw him who was silent and standing in front of the gate, I just saw him bow his head and I thought he was crying, maybe.