My maduku turned out to be my Reader

My maduku turned out to be my Reader
Not as broad as your reasons



POV 1'S


"Why the hell mas, when you're outside it's so hard for me to call? you he there why? even if there is work supposed to be night, right if just just call me? but you don't seem to care about me here waiting for news from you," I asked.


I flocked him with a lot of questions when he had just entered the room. I don't care if he's tired or not who I know he intentionally ignored me while out of town.


Celo looked at me and hugged me.


"I was out of town making a living for you struggling with operating equipment, once wrong people's lives become the stakes and now when I go home I want to feel like I'm spoiling with you but you're charging me with a lot of questions that corner me and then I have to answer what?" whispered.


My heart ached hearing that, was I that bad to her? accusing him of not being even though he clearly ignored me while feeling out of town.


"Whatever I do there is no intention to ignore you, baby, I'm really tired, don't you see how tired I am?" coined.


I was more confused, my heart was uncertain the initial annoyance is stirring now yawn, even now that appears a feeling of kasian and guilt to him.


"Sorry," I said, returning his embrace.


He passed every inch of my face, from my eyes, nose, cheeks and lips.


I kissed every inch of his face and then looked at him.


"I'm sorry, but I just don't like you to ignore, I'm here to worry if there's no news from you" I said.


"Yes, I'm sorry too" he said.


"Have you eaten?" my many.


"Not yet, I want to take a shower first," he replied with a sweet smile.


"Yes, take a shower first" I said with a slight push.


He took off the suit he was wearing, then went to the bathroom.


Looking at his phone lying around got me scooped up, taken and I opened it. There was no foreign woman's name but it was always Faisal's doctor who came first and strangely my chat history was deleted.


I saw the call logs but all my calls were deleted and this was a few minutes ago Doctor Faisal called.


Who exactly is Faisal's doctor? why does he call Celo so often? is it work or something else?


I got more confused as soon as I put the phone back on the nightstand.


My mind raged undeterred, traveling everywhere from Sabang to merauke.


Shortly afterwards Celo came out with her pants and dirty clothes.


"Honey get me dong's shirt" he said spoiledly.


I walked to the closet to pick up her casual clothes, when I wanted to give her clothes Celo's phone rang when Doctor Faisal called.


"Mas Doctor Faisal called," I said.


As soon as Celo's face changed, he picked up his phone and then picked it up.


"Hello doctor," said Celo as he picked up his phone.


Celo looked at me who was standing not far from where she was standing receiving a call.


"Well Doc I'll be going to the hospital soon" Celo said, turning off his phone line unilaterally.


I've put on a sullen face the article just came but he's about to leave again.


"Other work?" my many.


Celo just nodded while I threw her clothes onto the bed.


I was sitting on the sofa with an annoyed face, just coming home how come I could work again? is this how a surgeon works? I don't know.


"Honey, don't frown, I promise after work is done I'll be home soon," he persuaded.


"Boong," I said, throwing my gaze at me.


Celo sighed and sat down beside me.


"It's a shame you know your husband's profession is a surgeon whose flight hours are dense so I beg you to understand" he persuaded.


"I understand you" I said.


"So Faisal's doctor called he said there were patients who had to be operated on" Celo said.


"Yes you know but lately you've always been busy Lo mas, come home late and often out of town." I took out my heart.


"Let's be sorry, baby" he said, hugging me.


I cried in his arms, annoyed by his attitude like this. The immense love left me helpless as she apologized for the mistakes she always repeated.


"If you cry, I don't have to work. Let Faisal's doctors take care of his own patients" he said.


"Well, if that's what I'm going to sleep," he said, then let go of his arms and went to bed.


He put his hand he's the head, I see it can't bear, am I outrageous? but....


Ah, I'm really confused.


I walked up to him, I patted him on the shoulder and this made him look at me.


"Tomorrow together, rather than struggling with the tools of the operation mending sleep with you right?" he said by patting the pillow next to him.


"Yes, I'm ready, let's go" I said.


"Relatedly? you're not angry? I can't at least if you're angry with me, baby" she said.


"No promise you won't be angry" I said, raising my little finger for the appointment.


Celo linked her little finger to my little finger.


"Promise."


After getting permission from me he left with a fluffy smile.


"Assalamu'alaikum dear." He said his regards to me.


"Waalaikum salam mas," I replied and waved as he boarded his car.


I don't know why my heart is so unsettled, like something's stuck in my heart but I don't know what it is.


Time passed quickly, the night had come but Celo still had not returned.


Anxious me called the hospital to ask my husband and the receptionist said that Doctor Celo was on a practice schedule.


I furrowed my brows, is there a practice clock? didn't he have ten o'clock work?


I am confused myself now.


"Yes, thank you" I said and disconnected my cell phone.


On the balcony of the room I stared at the sky with wet eyes, I was sure that there was nothing with Celo.


I don't know when I go home, especially the reason.


Long silent while staring at the sky I decided to enter but when I turned around I saw Celo's car entering the yard.


I saw him from the balcony, a long time ago but he didn't get out of the car.


I wonder why he stayed in the car? did he fall asleep? or why?


I'm coming downstairs to check, is he okay or why? when I opened the door I saw that he was on the phone.


"Mas," call me.


"I think just like that, doctor, I'm sorry I have to go in the house" he said, then disconnected his phone.


"Who?" ask me to walk closer.


"It's a dear.." haven't had time to continue his words I cut.


"Doctor Faisal, right?" I said with great emphasis.


"Yes he'll take me out tomorrow to go fishing together" he said.


"More tomorrow's your day off, time with me but you want to come out again, wonder for so long I'm with you" I said angrily.


I ran inside the house, leaving it still on the porch.


"Honey," he called and chased me.


"Wait for dong baby, you can't do that. Doctor Faisal is the director at the hospital, who knows by accompanying him I can get a promotion," he explained.


"What else would you like to be promoted? animal and human surgeons? or an Alien surgeon?" ask me with anger.


"You are so now, baby" he protested.


"It's not me but you, you know that the forest is vast, but not as extensive as your reason" I said.


"It's up to you to allow it or not that obviously I'll leave tomorrow point," he said.


I cried on the sofa, regretting the attitude of my husband who kept going like this just keep looking for reasons not to be home.


Satisfied crying I went back to the room, I saw he was asleep without taking off his work clothes.


"Okay, I'll follow your path,"