My maduku turned out to be my Reader
Happiest
I took a deep breath and let go.
It's sad to imagine the marriage that has been almost ten years I have had to end like this is really not the end I want.
Maybe me and Celo are not a match.
I stared at the vast expanse in front of me with tears that would not stop flowing.
I enjoy this pain alone no matter how long I stand on the balcony enjoying the morning air.
The sun was almost overhead, I was tired of deciding to go in.
"It doesn't feel like it's almost noon" I said.
I took my phone and it turns out there were a lot of missed calls from foreign numbers. I furrowed my brows who contacted me with nine missed calls?
Without thinking long I dialed back the foreign number and how surprised I was if the one who contacted me was the police who reported that my husband had an accident.
My hands shook at the bad news after getting the information I rushed to the hospital.
I forgot for a moment the pain I felt as a wife I had to take care of a husband who was sick.
Arriving at the hospital I immediately asked the receptionist where Celo was being treated, after pocketing the information I walked half-run towards Celo's room.
When I opened the door I saw Citra was already there accompanying Celo.
"Oh I thought you yourself I've come home" I said and turned around but quickly Citra called out to me.
"Aisyah wait," he shouted.
I stopped at the doorway.
"It's better that you accompany him" he said.
"You alone, he needs you more than I do" he said.
"Yes," I said and went inside.
The image also came in but he just wanted to take his bag.
"Sorry to have passed you as your first wife, the police contacted you but you didn't pick up the phone so all I decided was" Citra said.
"Yes," I said briefly densely and clearly.
The image of looking at me with a sad look gone already Aisyah who is warm, gone already Aisyah who likes to joke and lost already Aisyah who is friendly.
"I came home because I also have to work," said Citra.
"Yes, thank you," said Celo softly.
After Citra's departure, I sat on the seat that Citra had sat on, I looked at Celo with sadness.
Seeing her condition like this makes me feel sorry, gone is the pain she made.
"Why could it happen? aren't you careful, man?" my many.
Celo looked at me with her wet eyes.
"How can I be careful if you ask to be separated from me dear" he replied.
I sighed and smiled at him.
"Don't discuss the problem again, now focus on your recovery, mas" I said.
Celo smiled and asked me to hold her hand. She clasped my hand as if she didn't want to lose me.
"I can't lose you dear," Celo said in tears.
My heart was torn to see it but the weakness of the household was also because of his own actions.
"I am also a mas but all of you yourself who destroyed the palace of our love mas by bringing Citra," I said.
The household was destroyed by itself and after all was destroyed he only regretted it.
Continuing a broken home is very difficult because everything has been lost.
Trust, love and warmth in the household have gone and all that remains is pain and tears.
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The day passed quickly, Celo's state was quite improved he was already able to sit down even though still with my help.
As long as Celo in the hospital never Citra visits Celo, she will be lost swallowed by the earth what's with her? is he okay? I don't know.
Until one night he came with food for Celo.
"How is our husband Aisha?" tanyakanya.
My heart is inflamed, heated up and it hurts to hear the word of our husband from his mouth.
Even though in reality she has been married religiously but I don't want to consider her Celo's wife only I'm a legitimate wife.
"Don't call her our husband because I'm the only legitimate wife" I said.
"I know Aisyah but I am also his wife even if only married under the hand" he said not to lose.
I smiled with a grin, it seemed Citra wanted to compete with me.
Do I have to serve him? show me who he is and where he is? I don't know why I even want to compete with him, want to know how strong he is in Celo's heart even though there will be someone going between us.
"I want to ask you Citra, what is on your mind when you are in a relationship with someone's husband?" my many.
"I don't think about anything Aisyah, Celo herself came to me, it just happened until we loved and loved each other" Citra replied.
"But you should think twice about Citra, don't you think that Celo could have left you? and prefer me?" ask again.
The image laughed hearing questions from me.
"Mas Celo wants a child from a long time ago, now that he has a child, do you think he will leave me," Citra replied.
I was surprised to hear his reply, indeed the Citra weapon is stronger than me despite my status being stronger than him.
"We'll see which image he chooses between us" I said.
The look on Citra's face changed, she looked at me with an unusual look.
"Why don't we side by side be the wife of Celo Aisyah, a day she is with you a day she can be with me, so that there will be no separation between us" Citra said.
I wanted to pince her lips, so she would talk like that. Suppose he was the first what would he want to coexist with a honey?
"Your once said image, there will be no calm, because in essence the woman has envy, now you can say like that but later when you give birth will definitely demand more, she said, it's the point that we can't coexist there has to be a retreat between us" I said.
The image looks upset and then he said to go home anyway Celo also sleeps.
I raised my head trying to hold back the tears that fell. What a woman who was hurt by her husband.
"Hamba resigned and followed the path, O Lord," I said.
Today is the day that Celo can go home, I am tired of taking care of it myself making my body less fit.
"You're so pale, honey?" asked Celo worriedly.
I nodded and looked at him but my vision blurred for a long time and everything was dark and I didn't know anymore.
I felt like I was in a soft place, with my hand holding my hand. Slowly I opened my eyes I saw Celo smiling at me.
Judging from his face he was very happy, what was it? I'm sick, is he happy?
"You're pregnant, baby,"
