My love your love

Explanation

I felt so tired of sleep deprivation last night I saw my eyes reflected so lethargic there were black pockets in my eyes like panda eyes.

I will go to school early in the morning to explain yesterday's incident to Nata so that he does not misunderstand oh god please this servant of yours

I was hopeful this morning to be honest I didn't want to lose a friend just because of a man.

" Nata I want to talk "

" what else to say "

" i want to explain Mr. Chandra yesterday just seeing my situation that's all "

" there's no need for you to explain I already know you're a friend who stabs in the back "

" you're wrong Nata "

" wrong is it wrong that you think I'm deaf not hearing Mr. Chandra's words last night "

" But Nata "

Nata left me he didn't want to listen to my explanation what I can make now I've lost my friend this is all because Mr. Chandra I hate this kind of atmosphere so much and this is all obviously wrong no mr. Chandra should have said that in front of Nata

I have to see Mr. Chandra I want Mr. Chandra to say that what he said last night was not serious I don't want to lose my friend

" excuse me sir "I went into Mr. Chandra's room to have a serious talk

" yes what is Rari "

" Can I talk about last night "

" that's what we're talking about in the cafeteria "

yes understand that Mr. Chandra's words we cannot talk about personal problems in the teacher's room if heard by other teachers will cause serious problems

" so what else is Ra-ri "pak Chandra saying my name with a curl

" can you apologize to Nata "

" why do you have to apologize "

" Rari please sir because Nata was angry with me last night and so was Alana I did not want to lose my friend just because of the father "

" you are not wrong Ri and according to the wrong father here Nata himself so you should not apologize "

" i could lose my friend sir "

" it is not a friend if only to take advantage of what else dares to hit just because jealousy is not clear like that "

It's just that Mr. Chandra doesn't care about it even in his eyes there's no guilt in the slightest in him so I'm confused what to do

I went to Nata's class and Alana sat with me really not considered me approaching them away like they hate me so much. Even in the break I was alone but at least I was a little lucky that Maki came to accompany me to eat

" are you fighting again with Nata and Alana "

" yes you, did Mr. Chandra tell kaka "

" no Chandra sir just said you don't have any friends so I'm here to cheer up my classmate "

" Ah ka Maki I'm a baper "

" haha silly let's have lunch "

Ka Maki is like that kaka class very good natural course I baper maybe I fell in love with kaka class that one but I don't know if I really love or just just admiring him for his kindness and attention

" just look Alana the girl is indeed cunning not satisfied with Mr. Chandra now ka Maki "

Nata insinuates me with words that are very painful but I prefer to be quiet and not mind his words because I know Nata is still burning with jealous fire

" do you love Chandra haha sir Chandra thought too "

" you mean what you "

" just look at yourself so pathetic there's nothing to be proud of and one more thing you're so bad about your friend " ka Maki did a defense for me so Nata was very angry and died

I really have lost my friend there is nothing I can do anymore now Nata is really angry with me as well as Alana who is very supportive of Nata naturally they are longer friends than me

" Are you missing Ri so much "

Ka Maki asked me while raising my chin which had been bowing down from that moment of sadness

" yes I'm so sad I don't have any more friends "

" we're friends "

" don't be sad anymore how you buy ice cream "

" i am a child "

" yes if you don't want to "

" who said no, let's go in the treaty "

Ka Maki could have comforted me even in a simple way but I feel happy at least I have a sincere and good friend maybe true what Mr. Chandra and ka Maki said that Nata and Alana not a good friend to me

" Are you happy "

" yes very happy "

" good is "

" one more ya ka "I took another chocolate flavored ice cream

" was saying it like a child now even take another one already try to see this my wallet "you Maki showed me his wallet which is only a few rupiah

" ah ka Maki stingy responsibility if only one " I still took one more ice cream and left ka Maki with her face a little ashem because she might run out of money to buy ice cream

" are you happy now let's see this my wallet is empty know "

" haha that's the pain of Maki "

" tomorrow you will buy me to eat "

" why is it like that "

" i've bought you a rarium that's carrying "

" but I didn't ask for it "

" but you spent my purse little brother "

" yes tomorrow "

Looks like my upperclassman really wants to be treated by me

Next day

I sit in the cafeteria as is my habit every morning always breakfast in the cafeteria with a menu of chocolate pudding bread and warm chocolate milk without sugar.

Ka Maki came with Chandra sir they were indeed familiar already like sister brother

" Do you remember your promise "

" What promise to "

" Tracts "

" today "i pretended to forget even though I wished she had forgotten it turned out that my upperclassman's memory was very good

" i ordered food "

" please don't send too many messages "

" okay bawel, please Mr. Chandra order also Rari who treat "

It seems like you Maki was pranking me she also sent Mr. Chandra a food message and I will pay my money not enough

" mom I order melon pudding bread, krispi banana, sugor (fried milk) drink blue sky already that's it Rari later who paid "

" much did you eat "

" hungry to know, Chandra sir just order what I want to order "

Ka Maki is really working on me just watch out for you you'll I'll return no idea if my pocket money isn't too much

" bu sir Chandra also the same message as my order earlier "ka Maki order more food for Mr. Chandra besides that Mr. Chandra smiled amusedly at the behavior of ka Maki

" is there any more sir take it easy Rari who pays "

Your calm face can fast me three days if it's like this

" Maki has had enough "

Just look at you, you're Maki, I'll repay you someday, I'll see the fate of my wallet runs out, there's no rupiah left in my tiny wallet