My Love Ends At Pesantren

My love ended at the Pesantren

The morning sun was now shining brightly, the birds began to sing as they flapped their wings into the air. The atmosphere in Pesantren is now very beautiful, some santriawati are joking, they look very happy.

From a distance precisely in a room on the second floor, someone was staring at the activities that occurred in the boarding school. The woman smiled, there was relief she felt. Now that he could breathe without burden, he was grateful to be among the believers.

"Mother," A little boy walked up to her, hugging her leg.

"Darling, what's wrong?" He lowered his body and crouched down to align his body with the princess who looked gloomy.

"Will you still love me if my little sister is born?" The sun just smiled at the princess. Then nod.

"really? Mother will not change? Will you still love me?" now that the face had started to cheer up, once again Mentari nodded.

"Of course, my mom and dad will always love all our kids. Nothing will change dear, everything will remain the same," his hand now rubbed Ainun's hair.

"Why are you asking so dear?" The sun pulled Ainun and sat him on his lap.

"Ainun is afraid that if the affection of the father and mother changes, said Ainun friends, if we have a sister, then our parents' attention will turn to the sister," Ainun did not dare to look at the mother's face, he chose to look down.

"Honey to see the eyes of the mother, "Ainun now ventured to look at the mother.

"Honey, Ainun is the jewel of your heart, it will never be replaced. To the mother, the mother's world was Ainun, the mother could not change," Ainun now began to sob, the child only felt guilty for thinking badly about his father and the mother.

Without them noticing, a pair of eyes had noticed them. The man walked in and approached his favorite woman. Ainun and Mentari turned their heads and smiled at Joseph.

"Dear, daddy's favorite. Listen dear, for every parent all their children are a precious thing. All are equal, nothing is more special or less special. All very special, no parents want to distinguish their children. It's just that sometimes we as children don't understand their feelings and concerns." Joseph hugged Ainun, he did not want his daughter to feel sad let alone to not accept the presence of his sister later.

"Honey you should know, if later the mother a little ignore you because you are taking care of your sister, you do not get angry. Mother does not love you anymore, mother is just busy, I hope you can understand, even if you can help mother if father is not there so that mother is not exhausted, you want a baby ?" Ainun just nodded, he was happy because his father and his mother would still love him.

"I'm sorry Ainun Well, Ainun already had bad thoughts about father and mother. Ainun had doubted the affection of mother and father, pardon Ainun," Ainun looked at Joseph with pity.

"You don't have to apologize, baby, you're natural to feel that way. Mother is happy if your daughter can express her heart, mother wants Ainun can always be open to mother, whatever is disturbing your mind, tell her dear mother," Ainun just nodded.

Mentari immediately embraced Ainun, and was followed by Joseph. They were happy to see Ainun's attitude that had started to open up.

"Mother I'm claustrophobic, can you let me go?" Mentari and Joseph immediately let go of his embrace.

"Pardon my dear mother," Ainun now smiled and hugged Mentari. Joseph smiled and rubbed Ainun's hair. They look happy.

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After the heartwarming moment this afternoon, now Mentari is back standing in front of the window of his room, it seems that the place is now his favorite place, he can see the view of the pesantren above Sana.

Joseph approached Mentari and hugged his wife's body from behind, inhaling the fragrance of the wife who always made him comfortable.

"Let it be like this for a while, dear, I've missed it all day, the fragrance that always cools me" Joseph tightened his arms. Now Mentari just silently let Joseph embrace her.

The two fell silent to each other and felt the love that was present between them, the marriage that had been running for several months further intensified their love. After feeling satisfied, Joseph pulled his wife in and sat on her bed. The release of the hijab of the wife and stared at it with full of desire.

The mentor could see the passion of the husband, he could only smile and nod. Without wasting any time Joseph kissed his wife's forehead and prayed

Bismillah, allahumma jannibnas-shaithaan wa jannibis-shaithana maa razaq-tanaa. 

After reciting the prayer, Joseph began to unite with his wife with tenderness. There was no***** that mastered it, only love that was visible in his eyes.

After the unification of the two, they instantly cleaned themselves up. Mentari and Joseph sat down and talked, sharing stories about what they were doing all day. They make it a routine before going to bed, so there is never a misunderstanding between the two.

"Thank you, I'm so happy to have you,"

"I'm so happy too baby, you're a patient woman, I'm grateful to be with you,"

"I didn't expect that if my love ended in this boarding school, I thought I would be with Azka. Ainun's presence would strengthen our relationship, but it turned out to be the opposite. His presence was the catastrophe of our relationship, crushing him into a piece of unceremonious rubble," A drop of water fell on his cheek, there was a sense of tightness given his past, his past, his, moreover, she regretted that her husband was not the first man to touch her body.

"Dear never regret what has happened, everything has been arranged by Him. We can only try to correct the past so that we will never fall in the same hole. Unfortunately, Ainun's presence in your life is not a catastrophe, his presence is a gift that you should be grateful for. His presence is not a mistake, the wrong thing here is the behavior of you and Azka. Sorry darling didn't mean to offend your past, I just didn't want you to always lament her," She pulled him into her arms.

"Never regret what has been, we should be grateful for Ainun's presence, because that is what brought us together. Remember the pity behind every test, there will be something beautiful, we must continue to be grateful for what we get. I hope you don't keep lamenting the past,"

"I'm sorry mas, I'm just ashamed of you for my past, I feel contempt in front of you,"

"Husss, the humiliation of a servant, only God knows dear. Never humble ourselves before another human being, for we are all equal to God. Listen baby, from now on you have to forget the disgrace of the past, make it as a motivation to fix ourselves. Didn't we promise to hold hands, both learn to fix themselves into a much better person," Mentari could only nod between her cries. He was so grateful to have met a man like Joseph. A man who has taught him many things, a man who is always patient with his side and has accepted his dark past.

"I love you, mas,"

"I love you so much too, baby,"

The two are now swept away in a loving and affectionate embrace. The household they built was still long, they were sure in front of Sana that there would be many exams to come, but they were always sure if all would definitely be able to go through. They are always confident, God gives tests based on the ability of his servant, and they are sure that after difficulties there will be ease.

~Tamat~

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Finally finished also😁

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