My Love Ends At Pesantren

Pregnant

Azka bowed limp beside Mentari, he did not sleep all night accompanying Mentari. The hand of Mentari. Sometimes he kissed, his tears still faithfully wet his cheeks. There was a wound in his heart seeing the girl he loved hurt because of him.

Because of fatigue and drowsiness that is too big, Azka fell asleep while holding Mentari's hand.

Suddenly Azka felt a hand touch the tip of her hair. He opened his eyes and turned towards the hand that touched him. Without realizing it, a smile was on his face. He saw that his girl was now awake from her long sleep.

“ I'm sorry Tar, i.”.

“ Never mind, we better forget what happened that night Ka,”

“ Dance I promise to marry you, after our dream is realized, I will marry you, I am the first man to touch your body, then only I can have you, I promise,”

Mentari just nodded, a smile emanated on her beautiful face. Mentari tried hard to deal with this incident, not entirely Azka's fault, Mentari felt if he was also guilty in this case, if only that night he let Michael who memapah Azka into the room, and then he would have to go into the room, maybe this isn't going to happen.

What happened that night was something that shouldn't have happened. But he could not resist the fate outlined for him. He just has to accept everything with his chest. He tried to accept this reality.

“ You must be hungry, I get you food yes,” Azka stood up to take a plate of rice on the table beside the bed Mentari.

“Let me eat myself Ka, you better go out looking for food, you must also never eat from last night, while it is already afternoon,” Mentari tried to ask for the plate Azka held.

“ I beg you, let me bribe you,” Mentari nodded and opened his mouth.

With painstaking Azka feeds Mentari. After some bribes entered the mouth of Mentari, Mentari refused Azka's feed.

Azka who saw the Mentari porridge still left a lot with dishes that were not touched in the slightest, Azka decided to eat the rest of the Mentari. He does not feel disgusted. Mentari who saw Azka eating the rest of her food greedily could only smile happily.

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It has been two weeks since the incident that night, Mentari and Azka are now getting closer. He looks like a couple drunk in love. They are always together, wherever they go.

Although there are no confidants among them, their intimacy and togetherness show their relationship beyond friendship.

This morning the Sun woke up. He rushed to the toilet. I don't know why his mouth and throat feel uncomfortable.

Arriving in the toilet, Mentari vomited all of his stomach. He looks faint, his strength drained when spewing out his stomach contents. The sun looked at his pale face, he was holding his stomach.

For some reason Mentari felt something strange in his body, he felt pale and tired quickly. While walking out of his room, he saw Azka who had prepared two dishes of fried rice on the dining table. Azka smiled towards Mentari, she pulled a chair for Mentari.

“ You why ?” Azka noticed Mentari's face looking pale.

Mentari did not answer yet, he had to run to the toilet. I don't know why his stomach feels so weird. Azka who saw that was confused. He approached Mentari.

“ Do you hurt ?” Mentari shook his head, he walked back to the dining table.

“ I'm afraid Ka, I'm so scared,” Mentari is sitting limp at the dinner table.

“ Scared what Tar ?” Azka still did not understand, I don't know what Mentari was thinking at this time.

“I'm afraid of getting pregnant Ka,”Azka was surprised to hear Mentari's remarks.

“ It is impossible Tar, I tell you only do it once,” Azka felt unsure if the seeds he stored will thrive in the womb Mentari.

“But if you want to know more clearly, later I will buy a testpect for you,”. The mentari just nodded.

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Like being struck by lightning, Mentari who saw the two red rays could only tremble. He could not think of what would happen in his life. Two red lines of omen in her womb grew her flesh blood.

The sun was sitting weakly staring at the long thing in his hand. Her tears were now rolling down without excuse.

“Sorry Mentari Well, Mommy,” Mentari can only duck in his tears.

With a faint step, Mentari walked out of his room. She held the test, her tears still flowing down her cheeks.

Trembling, he turned the doorknob of his room. There was a sense of tightness perched on his chest. He walked towards Azka's room.

Tok to tok.

Mentari knocked on Azka's door, several times he called Azka's name. Not long after, the door opened and he saw the figure he was looking for. Azka looked confusedly at Mentari.

Without a sound Mentari handed the testpect tool to Azka. After seeing the two red lines, Azka sat on the floor. He was confused about what he would do.

Azka tried to stand up and looked at Mentari, she pulled Mentari into her arms. Azka tries to calm the girl he loves, although in fact he himself is upset, he is confused what he will do at this time.

“ What will we do Ka ?” The sun sobbed in Azka's arms.

“ We abort the boy, his age must have been a few weeks Tar,” I don't know what possessed Azka's mind. An idea that is very inappropriate he did, he just threw it.

“ Are you crazy Ka ? this is our flesh and blood, our son Ka, I can't bear Ka,” Mentari let go of Azka's embrace, he didn't accept Azka's idea.

“ But Tar, we have no other choice,” Azka tried to persuade Mentari.

“ Didn't you promise to marry me ? let's get married,” Mentari is still trying to maintain the fetus in her womb.

“But not currently Tar, there are still many dreams that I want to fulfill Tar, don't you also want to achieve your dream of becoming a doctor ?” Azka refuses Mentari's request, instead of her not loving, she still wants to pursue her dream, she does not want to marry young, she wants to marry Mentari after she becomes an expert doctor.

The mentor could only cry, there was a sense of disappointment that he felt. He did not expect that Azka would refuse to marry him and defend the fetus.

Now Mentari is confused about how else, on the one hand he wants to defend the fetus, but on the other hand he justifies Azka's speech, he wants to achieve his dream. He did not want to disappoint his parents.

“Day, please think carefully, this is for the future of both of us, besides my parents will be very hit with this news,” Azka approached Mentari, he held the shoulders of Mentari.

“But I'm afraid of abortion Ka,” Mentari shook her head rejecting Azka's idea. There is fear that surrounds him.

“ You only need to take fetal abusing drugs and uterus cleaning herbs, as if you miscarried, I will accompany you in the hospital later,” Azka tried to convince Mentari.

“For the sake of our future Tar, please do, someday we will have a successor someday after we get married,” Mentari looked at Azka, trying to see the honesty in Azka's eyes.

After feeling certain, Mentari nodded. He is willing to abort the fetus that has grown in his womb.

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