
Ella POVs.
After Nanda's condition began to improve, Dr.Anne said goodbye to me. He also reminded me to remain vigilant if, later Nanda woke up from his coma. Because Nanda could be back to normal.
But I'm honestly afraid that Nanda's back to normal. What if he wakes up and gets angry with me. What if he does something that doesn't. Or what if he says he's leaving me.
Although I heard her childhood story. I do not yet know the nature and character of my husband. Anything can happen later, so I have to mentally prepare myself for the worst.
Today I slept next to Nanda. I held his hand this time. Then I put my head near his stomach. I looked at my husband's face inside. It felt really comfortable even though today could have been my last night with him.
When I was asleep at night, I suddenly felt something rubbing my head. It felt soft and comfortable, I enjoyed every sweep of it on my head.
I wondered what it was, so I slowly held my head up and opened my still-loving eyes. I saw him again, He smiled at me with a warm look.
"Mas, you're awake!" I asked to limp in on him.
"I wonder if the word you used on me was reality or a lie. Because the last time I remember you scolding me as much as your heart." Said me.
He raised his eyebrows and smiled at me. His eyes were so sharp that they pierced towards me. I felt like I was blushing when she looked at me like that.
"This is the truth, I really call you 'Mas' Because you're my husband" I said justifying my words.
"really? Does this mean you love me. I hope that's not true, 'cause I don't think I'm gonna have much time to repay your love until we're apart." Reply to me with a smile carved on his face.
Apparently my gut feeling is right, he's gonna leave me. I felt weaker then. I put my head back in his stomach and closed my eyes.
"It's okay if you want to leave me. I realize what I've been doing to you all this time is wrong. I'm sorry I blamed you for my helplessness. I never thought about your feelings all this time. Even I treated you like a maid in the apartment." I resigned to him.
But I felt his finger touch my hand. Then he clasped my hand tightly. The other hand rubbed my left face. I also held her warm hand that kept wiping me.
"You could have just resigned when I told you I was leaving you. Do you still love Alex?" Ask me.
I just pinch his hand that rubs my head. I was upset at Nanda she was talking about someone else.
"You should be talking about our relationship. But you're talking about someone else." I said spoiled to him.
"Your attitude is like that too. Like you don't want to keep our marriage. I was so happy when I got married." Reply Nanda.
I woke up and looked back at Nanda. He seemed sad when he said his words. Honestly, I was worried at the time. What Nanda really wanted to tell me.
"Does this mean you won't leave me? I thought you weren't..."
"What did you say La. Of course I've always loved you and I'll always look after our marriage." Nanda's gaze was so deep it touched me as she said that.
I immediately hugged her who was leaning on the hospital bed. Nanda also returned my embrace warmly. He's his shoulder that's what I lean on. Then with the utmost earnestness of my deepest heart I told him.
"Dutch, forgive me!" me telling him.
"No need to apologize La. It's my job to bear the burden you feel. It's also my job to clear your good name. This is where you will lean. And to me you will tell all your troubles and grievances. I'm the only one who won't leave you even if this one world turns away from you." His word.
I really feel touched by all of Nanda's warm words. No. I guess he's a very nice guy and very affectionate. Nanda then let go of her embrace. Then she looked at me with a sweet smile on her face.
"Sleep, I'll take care of you" he said.
Then I went back to sleep on her stomach and she rubbed me again. Tonight I met someone who loved me so much. He is my husband.
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Then I woke up because I knew it must be Dr. Anne. When I opened my eyes, she was here again this morning. He pinched my nose with a gemash.
"Ehmm.. Mom the doctor is sick!" Me tell him.
"Eventually you look very funny, when you wake up.Mom so can not stand the nyubit.." Said me.
"You see what your mother did to me your mother.." I was instantly silent when I saw Nanda still lying on the hospital bed.
I thought Nanda was awake but she was still asleep. I was really surprised to see it. Didn't Nanda wake up last night.
"Is Nanda awake?" Ask the doctor.
"Had a doctor, last night I had a conversation with him." I told him
"really? But Nanda's still asleep."
The doctor checked Nanda. He placed his palm on Nanda's head and then he also checked her pulse.
"It looks like Nanda hasn't woken up yet!" He said while shaking his head. Dr.Anne then faced straight at me.So she said to me again.
"Maybe you're just looking at La." he said.
I don't accept what he said to me. Obviously I was chatting with Nanda. I even hugged him tightly. How could it be a dream.
"No doctor.Truly last night we chatted even last night I hugged Nanda." I argued.
"Oh yes, then what are you saying?" Ask again.
"We. um. that. Ella can't tell the doctor." Gelagapan. I'm ashamed to say it, Dr.Anne, it's the privacy of husband and wife.
"so let's just make it a dream!" Firmly me.
"No doctor.Ella."
"Let's La.Let's be late for work." Said me.
I don't want to argue any longer, I follow his words. How to fight? I'm honestly still confused.
"Ehmm okay doc." I said.
Then I was ready for the hospital toilet. Because I happened to have prepared all my needs since yesterday. After changing clothes and packing I then say goodbye to the doctor.
"Dok ella left first." I said.
"Yes, be careful." balsnya.
I then left for the office after kissing Dr. Anne's hand. During the trip to the canor I kept thinking about last night. Is it true that I was just dreaming? But it really feels like real.
When I got to the office I just sat down at my desk and did my job. But I didn't see Lily this morning, like she was a little late.
Until the time shows almost 10:00wib. Lily hasn't arrived yet, I tried to call her but she wasn't picked up. I also asked arin, bella, and faiz but they didn't know. I swear I wonder why Lily's hard to turn to.
But because Lily never came I prank to open my laptop. When I opened the laptop. I just remembered that footage from Nanda's handycam was on my laptop. So I checked back and because of the large number of videos. I saw the last video.
Apparently handycam continues to record while Nanda and Lily are alone in the office. It's good that I know what they're doing. Let me turn down the volume and watch it.