My Little Hubby's

Chapter 37

ELLA POVS

After worshiping and contemplating the events of the past week, I have come to the most decisive stage of my life.

By considering several things I have come to some conclusions.In the end I must accept the fact that I am the one who is guilty of Nanda.

That night when Nanda slept with me and made me have to part with Alex, Nanda can be considered guilty.But if you look at the fact that Nanda is indeed flawed he can escape the charges.

While I was based only on my hatred and desire.I immediately decided to marry Nanda with one goal, Revenge.Surgery that I did was not right at all.

Record of my menjaku adorning Nanda's body has not even disappeared until now.Often he did not fight when I beat him up completely.Entah what with the child?

Honestly, I also felt furious and amazed by the attitude of his family.They were like covering up Nanda's problems from me.So was Nanda's past that I do not know to this day.

So many mysteries and problems that have happened lately.Today I know what I should do is not add to the problem.And that also means I have to bring Nanda home.

After the failure of my search for Nanda this afternoon.I felt uninformed and needed more.Therefore I took Nanda's cell phone and handycam and also tucked up Nanda's room.

I went into his room, I opened all the storage there.The clothes in his room were very messy.Main scattered where.And in his mattress there are bread crumbs that dirty the mattress and blanket.

'Nanda is so dirty!' Thought.

But when I look under the ranjag.Bysit is thought my heart was whipped very hard.Soak immediately I felt when I saw the medicinal pills Nanda scattered on the floor.Nanda hid it from me.

Apparently, Nanda had not been taking her medicine.She hid it under the bed so that I did not know.Stupidly I did not expect this at all.

I squeezed Nanda's medicine into my trembling palm.Then I threw it in the corner of the room.I stood staggering and saw the whole room Nanda messed up.

Miris it feels if remembered again, I told Nanda to clean and take care of my apartment.But even though I did not take care of it.I never asked if he had taken the medicine what not?

I brought a man who was my husband's status.Which I should have respected and I served wholeheartedly.But I even made him a servant.A slave that I paid only with a plate of fried rice.

For a moment I could only stand there trembling.My left hand did not stop wiping away the drops of tears that flowed.While my right hand continued to wipe the chest as I lamented the more regret I felt.

It hurts and bitter if I was in Nanda's position at that time.It is only right if Nanda finally replied to me and hit me back.Definitely the pain he felt because of my actions so swift that it can not be contained anymore.

I said to myself 'Your mother will take you back home, I promise.' My words are firm.

Feeling that I have not found a fixed point I took Nanda's handycam.And unfortunately when I checked it turned out Handycam was damaged.Perhaps because Nanda slammed it so hard on the floor that some of its internal components fell out.

But I didn't run out of ideas, I unplugged the memory card and I connected it to my laptop through the card reader.Thus I could see everything Nanda had recorded so far.

Starting from the first recording on our wedding day.The conversation was quite crowded, where it was displayed I was with Nanda sitting together on a lap.

I saw Nanda sitting there, beside me.She looked so happy and did not stop smiling.Different from me who was a little jutek, several times I nudged Nanda to warn him.So he did not overdo it especially when shaking hands with invited guests.

While Rima is still recording our wedding, she several times mocked Nanda who was happy.

"ciee. who's married!" Ledek Rima approached Nanda.

"Heheh. hence the hunt Nyusulan.Pacaran mulu mikah.." Reply Nanda laughed.

"Anjir.. sungung lu." They both laughed at each other.

Then finally Nanda began to pay attention to Straight towards the object that had been brought by Rima.

"Your camera's good, just bought yah?" Ask Nanda.

"Continue having who?" continued Nanda.

"Let's guess what" Rima replied as she continued recording towards Nanda.

"Uncle's Own?"

"Not"

"Aunty's Own" Nanda continued.

"Not really!" Reply Rima.

"Hmm. Must Have Ella." Saut Nanda hard.

"Wrong, the Handycam is for you.Mother who bought it." Saut my mother to Nanda.

"Ah, what is mom?" Nanda was surprised.

"Yes really" My mother replied.

"Thank you, ma'am." Nanda then stood up from the pelaminan and tried to snatch the handycam from Rima's hand.

"Ehh.. What do you want?" Ask Rima.

"This is not mine." Reply Nanda.

The two of them fought over the Handycam until Nanda finally managed to strip the handycam from the hands of Rima.

"Ih.. Nanda is not a Banget patient." Speak the rhyme while facing Nanda who directs the Camera towards Rima.

Seen the annoyed face of Rima on my Laptop screen.But she was not angry at all, she understood very well how her brother's behavior.Seeing this recording shows clearly Rima's affection for her brother It.

"Look at my new camera.If you want, the hunt for Marriage is also hehehe.." Nanda Ledek.

"He believed the consummated marriage." Reply rima pout.

"Eh but how come there's a red blinking?" Ask Nanda in wonder.

"Emmm.. The battery's abis kali!" Saut Rima's.

"Well the camera faded.." Nanda said as she watched the camera screen dim.

The sound of the recording also shrank until finally the video recording ended because the battery was exhausted.

After seeing the tape I felt more guilty to Nanda.I saw clearly how happy she was when we got married.But I destroyed Nanda's happiness very sadly.

Even when I saw Nanda chatting with Rima.I increasingly saw and knew, how innocent my husband.Nanda was so innocent that all he knew was to have fun and play.

I stroked my chest after seeing the first video tape.I started asking myself questions. 'Am I able to see all the remaining video footage?'

After calming myself for a while.Then I decided to go back to see the next video.This is the only way for me to get to know Nanda further.So I know where Nanda is?

"So I can bring Nanda back!"