My Lecturer Maduku (Why Love)

My Lecturer Maduku (Why Love)
love shackles.



this week Yasmin focused on learning to catch up, although she will move but at least she can bring better grades to her later in the new campus.


this weekend Yasmin decided to go home to her mother using her four-wheeled vehicle after Rama told her about Marisa's rejection of her.


"what's wrong?"


marisa said when Rama got to her house.


"Rise ......!" rama said stopped when he saw the reaction of Marisa who did not like Rama calling her by that title.


because it used to be Rama's affectionate call to Marisa before Rama incised wounds that until now still imprint in the heart.


"is there no forgiveness for me..? I realize I'm a lot of wrongs but one of the things you should know! i'm sorry!"


"sorry you don't mean anything!"


marisa said coldly without looking.


"i promise to change, I promise I won't repeat that mistake again.


give me a chance Risa, for Yasmin"


rama asked.


"don't take Yasmin with you, don't you realize that everything that happened was because of you!"


marisa said with a rumbling chest, long enough she endured her pain.


she wanted to feel like chiding and wearing as Yasmin did to Hafiz, but Marisa preferred to be quiet and relented, convinced that God did not sleep.


now the Lord showed Marisa how God made Rama.


despite the impact on Yasmin.


unlike Hafiz, Rama is neater to keep Helen even though it still makes her household a mess.


"forgive me Risa, I want to fix everything! I'm sorry for me!"


rama said again begging, although Marisa continued to shake her head.


this weekend also Rina made a thanksgiving event for the seven-month-old kanza content.. Ibrahim had banned but Rina still made the event.


because Rina thought Hafiz and Yasmin were officially divorced, Hafiz repeatedly tried to meet Yasmin for mediation but repeatedly also Yasmin refused.


"mediation for what?"


yasmin said the last time they met.


Hafiz asked Yasmin to talk for a while to talk about their divorce.


"You're round to split up with Brother Yas?"


hafiz asked, hoping Yasmin would come back.


the two sat on an elongated park bench, for this time Yasmin did not run away from Hafiz.


Yasmin has to solve this problem.


"Why is he still talking about that? Yasmin is sure! And will not change your mind again, it's enough pain that you love Yasmin, Yasmin's patience is no longer available! should his brother realize maybe Yasmin can still survive if I'm not just accept the presence of kanza at home that you say our wedding gift, you can make history bitter at home!"


yasmin held back her tears,


'don't cry Yasmin'


yasmin strengthened his heart.


"Abang apologizes, why do you have the right to refuse when you ask Yas's permission!"


hafiz said still unconscious.


"Abang has a heart, right?Brother does not know how sick Yasmin easily his brother incised bitter memories in that house.. Beautiful for both of you but for me inversely proportional... If now you regret not having touched Yasmin, who is wrong?


so much fun with kanza Abang does not need all that from Yasmin....!"


yasmin said with her teeth grinding.


is this the mediation expected?


"now what does Brother want? fix everything like that?


fix...what to fix? because from the beginning Abang had destroyed everything before the pledge was said.. Yasmin hates!"


hopefully for the last time I cry remembering all the wounds.


Hafiz was silent to Yasmin's words that immediately whipped her heart.


he was wrong......


"forgive Brother yas? If you want to go back with brother, brother will divorce kanza?"


said Hafiz easily make Yasmin more inflamed.


"is it easy to say divorce? where is my brother's feeling? You think we women want to be treated like that?"


yasmin made Hafiz mute.


"pity of kanza bang? she's pregnant again! why the hell is this selfish brother..... Yasmin was getting more and more convinced to part and stay away from Brother!


enough bang.. don't hurt us weak people who need affection instead of brother treatment like this, just Yasmin who Abang hurt!"


yasmin Terisak.


agitatedly


which I now feel


make me tormented


disappointed


don't you lie to my love


makes my heart hurt


and you camped


i alone..


why is my love so lost


in the storm of life


which hit me


why the love flowers I planted


withering falls


no more hope


what I dreamt was not lost....


(Inka Kristi_clove shackles)


"forgive Brother yas.....!"


Yasmin cried sobbing incomprehensibly at Hafiz's thought.


"if your dear brother is with Yasmin, let Yasmin go!"


yasmin said, then both fell silent


look at what is happening in life.


Yasmin was stunned when she saw the car passing her, seeing her with Hafiz.


kahfi himself was silent to see Yasmin and Hafiz sitting together in the park, he had no right to ask what they were doing?


who is she.....?


some days did not meet with Yasmin, when meeting Kahfi actually saw something that made her crowded...


with erratic thoughts finally Yasmin arrived at the house of Marisa, at this time she just wants her family intact.


I don't want to think about anything else.


"Yasmine....!"


marisa said as Yasmin got to the front of the house.


"assalamualaikum Ma'am....!" said Yasmin smilingly hugging the woman who was still beautiful despite having four heads.


"honey.... How are you?"


marisa asked Yasmin to come inside.


"good Mom ....!"


yasmin sat down with Marisa.


"Bus ... Yasmin want to come with me to Russia?"


yasmin opened the conversation because there was no point in making small talk.


Marisa was silent about that.


"Yasmin... are you sure?"


"yes Yasmin want me to come?" yasmin touched Marisa's hand, but Marisa immediately pulled her..


"don't tell me you want to ask mom to come back with your dad?"


marisa looked at Yasmin sharply.


it must be Rama who asked Yasmin to persuade her.


"Yasmin wants a whole family like Yasmin's friend Bu... Yasmin doesn't want to leave me here, but here Yasmin can't step!"


yasmin Terisak.


"you have to understand what I feel Yas!


we can't equate our story with someone else's...!"


"but why did Mom...? I promise I'll change!"


yasmin said, looking down no longer holding back her tears.


"it's not that easy, Yas, imagine if mom's position was on you? do you want to come back with Hafiz after he hurt you...?"


marisa said, she was crying...


"Yasmin will hold out for the child, because Yasmin knows what it's like to be divided..."


yasmin said then left.


"Jasmine..........!"


marisa said but Yasmin did not budge, went to take her car away.


seriate....