
today Yasmin again truant, pensively staring at the vast ocean.
Alone..yes now you are alone, how does it feel?
deserted ...........
remember what Marisa said yesterday afternoon when Yasmin got home.
"who are you Yas?"
marisa said she saw the car that drove Yasmin to her house.
"sir kahfi.....?!"
yasmin said, then Kahfi got out of the car and approached Marisa.
"salama-title..!"
kahfi kissed Marisa's hand.
"saliepark......!"
Marisa still remembers Kahfi had previously escorted Yasmin to her house first.
"almost....!"
marisa smiled.
"just go home, Mom.so it's late in the afternoon!"
kahfi said, actually he felt bad because the situation had not subsided.
kahfi understood the meaning of Marisa's face.
"thank you kahfi!"
yasmin said with a smile, then replied with a nod by Kahfi.
"Yes.... How can you be the same?"
marisa said she was breathing out not understanding Yasmin's thinking.
"why mom?"
yasmin asked her body on the sofa.
"Yes.... You were recently divorced from Hafiz. Now you're the same guy!"
"Bu Yasmin is the same sir kahfi no relation.he just!"
Yasmin was silent to Marisa's dislike.
"what's free? people will assume otherwise, even if you have no connection with Kahfi, but they will argue from what they see!"
marisa's words stunned Yasmin.
"try to think mature Yas, don't be like that! doing something without you thinking about the consequences, you just experienced failure and learn from the experience!
do not be easily tempted by the seduction of men, most of them are crocodiles!
I don't want you to go through the same thing, so before you decide to open your heart, you find out how the person is. Look for someone who can accept us for who we are!"
Yasmin was silent to Yasmin's words that were so heartbreaking, but true.
he's so sloppy..
"crying as much as you want to cry, why do you pretend to be strong if you are actually fragile!"
marisa said looking at Yasmin's teary eyes.
"mom talks like this because I love you Yas .mom don't want you to experience the same thing!
I don't like it if you say let it run as it is, instead you will be carried away by the current that might drown you yourself Yas..why the hell mother's child like this?"
said Marisa touching Yasmin's cheek that was soaked by tears.
then hugged her tightly.
Yasmin looked at Marisa's words,
'why is his life falling apart like this'
Yasmin looked down and felt her head dizzy.
'until when are you like this? why don't you learn from your mistakes?'
marisa's words twisted in her mind.
"Jasmine......!" marisa approached Yasmin who was sitting by herself.
"let's get home the day's getting hot!"
said Marisa again touching Yasmin's shoulder.
"mom..why doesn't Yasmin have a sister or sister?"
Marisa silently heard Yasmin's question.
"at least if Yasmin has a brother or sister Yasmin life is not lonely like this.there are friends joking, if Yasmin has an older brother Yasmin can ask her for help if Yasmin needs....!"
yasmin said with her pain, ironic life is so sad.
***
Today Yasmin did not go to campus and it made Kahfi worried.remember when they arrived in front of Marisa's house, Yasmin was still asleep.
his breathing regularly shows calmness, but behind all that kahfi knows his heart is not okay, just fine, Why is the child strong and pretentious when he does not have much courage to face it all himself.
"Yasmin..we have arrived?"
kahfi said he tried to build Yasmin because the two were inside for a long time, worried that people were thinking things through, including Marisa who had been watching them both in the car.
"why are you, fi?"
said mami Sinta disperse Kahfi daydreams.
"no ma'am kahfi just Yasmin's mind.greget same kid!"
kahfi said without feeling ashamed to pour out his heart.
"greget why?"
said Sinta did not understand the look of anxious face, Sinta worried that Kahfi had done away with Yasmin.
"you're not weird fi..
remember Lo Yasmin is a widow, and you know that status mostly in the eyes of the same people, don't make things worse!"
"no mi, Kahfi also understands and knows boundaries.his intention is Kahfi tuh greg because Yasmin always behave as she pleases... Yasmin......"
kahfi told Sinta everything.
" your mother said, she was unstable.she needed a companion who could guide her, mami saw Yasmin like someone who was lonely!"
"yes mommy's right, Yasmin's the only child! his parents divorced, he lives with his father who is always busy working and ill-fated his marriage even....!"
kahfi said breathing out.
"yes, he deserves it that way, you know! poor Yasmin...!"
I remember the first time I met Yasmin.
"then what is your next step fi ...?"
sinta asked wanting to know the plan of her son.
"don't know mi.. All need process! Yasmin has just parted ways with Hafiz so let it go! let Yasmin think about college first!"
kahfi said he did not want to rush to make a decision.
***
"Absen mulu.." said sela embracing Yasmin's shoulder.
"yes, on the phone is not active" said Wulan.
"why is..?"said Yasmin Relax, two days yesterday he did not enter the Class. has been made sure he repeated next year.
"Yes...dad plans to go to Russia because he has to take care of the father's project there, do you want to come or what?
it's a good idea to move to college and start a new chapter!"
rama said as they had breakfast.
"when's yeah....?"
yasmin said he had to think about it right.
"likely next month Yas....! your case file is also in progress, dad refused mediation.it's okay?"
rama said asking because however Yasmin should know about it.
"yes well. there should be no mediation.!"
yasmin was breathing.
there was not the slightest desire to return to Hafiz.
"you think about that!" rama then went to the office.
Yasmin was silent herself thinking about it, too,
'should I go ? but what about mom.I don't want to be away from her, but if I don't go with dad, I'll be alone in this house...'
"Jasmine.......!"
kahfi said throw a ballpoint pen and hit his hand.
and immediately disperse the daydreams of Yasmin.
"follow !" yasmin closed her mouth and got a cold look from Kahfi.
"if you have no intention of joining my materials, you better get out...!"
kahfi tries to be professional in class.
since then Kahfi noticed Yasmin who was daydreaming, many times Kahfi called but Yasmin remained silent.
what kind of answer is.'follow...'
seriate...