My ideal Secretary

Be imagined

        The words of the Soldier still ring in my ear "When my future wife. Why did you come to that". Those words were either upset, happy, or afraid. Yes I was afraid I was baper with the words that the soldier said so I fell in love again and hurt again. "God what's wrong with me?" I said. I'm confused about myself. I don't know what I'm feeling right now. Is love? I'm sick of those words. Maybe all I believe about love is God's love for his creatures. In the love of my father, men everywhere are as good as stealing women's attention, giving them hope and then leaving. But are soldiers like that too? "Akh.. frustrated later if you think about the feeling problem" I said frustrated. The time shows at 21:31 I have not been able to sleep I decided to wudhu and read the Qur'an. After I feel sleepy I put my qur'an on the nightstand. I put my body in bed. I looked at the ceiling of my room. I don't know why suddenly it was like there was a face of a soldier in the sky of my room. I tried to close my eyes but again the face of the soldier who was there. "God he was like haunting me" I said. After closing my eyes more precisely at 22:04 I began to sleep and enter and into dreamland. Again the soldier mas entered in my dream to make me disturbed in sleep. "Huh why are you Soldiers again" I'm delirious. I woke up when my mother's soft hand shook my shoulder. "Bil... You are nervous?" Ask your mother after I wake up from my sleep which is not at all sound. "Eemmm "have not had time to answer mother has asked questions again. "Who is this soldier?" Ask mother again. "Eemmm it's mommy. ee" I'm confused what to answer. "Yes already if you do not want to answer to sleep again at 3 am" said mother and returned to her room. I chose not to go back to sleep, I decided to pray tahajud. Because the teacher in my boarding school said "if our hearts are not calm. Closer ourselves to God, tahajud prayers can calm our hearts".

I take ablution and tahajud prayer. After I finished reading the Qur'an with his sacrifice. Soon after the dawn of Adhan. I immediately went down and waited for my father to pray at the mosque.

After the morning prayer I immediately took a shower and went down to make breakfast. I finished making breakfast I called my father and mother for breakfast. "dad mother let's have breakfast when it's finished making breakfast" I said. Father and mother have been sitting in their seats each "ehm...well kaya there are more in love nih" said mother suddenly. "meaning mother Nabila?"ask dad. "Yes well, so that Malem called his name lo yah" said mother again. I who feel insinuated can only be silent. "Who's name is bun" asked the father kepo. "mas Askar" said the mother who managed to make me choking and coughing." Why nabila?" ask the mother pretentious innocently. "no kok bun me. I left first bun well "my word does not want to look embarrassed. "cocky cheepet" asked the father. "yes dong yah let cepet meet mas Askar" goda mother. "what the hell bun, I went Assalamu'alaikum". "wa'alaikumussalam" replied father and mother simultaneously.