My ideal Secretary
Disillusioned
Hearing the answer expressed by Anam for their jokes made Nabila quite sad. Indeed, Nabila realized who he was and what his position in sanding anam. But at least now Nabila knows that what he feels so far is not in line with what anam feels for him. Lama Nabila was silent. But his silence was finally broken by his friend Nabila.
"Oh yes, where are you going? Want to continue S2 or work?"
"Emm God willing I will take a break for a few months to study. The possibility of me working first" replied Nabila who had brushed off a little disappointment.
"Where does this work by the way? I want to come along" sambar Adit suddenly. "Emm can I say anyway dad in the place I want to apply for work needs two people loh. So I can have friends too"
"May, yaudah tomorrow with ya"
"It seems that together with. I. can not deh" yes, Nabila he always keep a distance with men who are not mahramnya.
"Oh yes, dear. But papa is not important you will send me an address and needs that I have to bring hehehe understand I will never pay attention if again the same lesson lecturer"
"Oh my goodness. Emm memen-temen like me first yes because the father call me nih"pamit Nabila later.
"Yes my powder is also faded" Oca continued
"Da..."
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When Nabila arrived at home, he immediately said goodbye to enter his room.
In Nabila's room a little think about the words that most Nabila remember is "APAANSIH" it has become the answer for Nabila. What he had been thinking all this time was wrong. Anam never loved him.
"This god will be willing to prance I have not prayed dzuhur, astaghfirullahal'adzim" Nabila was very sorry why he was busy thinking about anam so he forgot his duty, solat. "God, do not let me be disappointed so long in forgetting You". Finally Nabila decided to wudhu and do prayer. Because according to Bunda Nabila how to get rid of disappointment and anger is with ablution and prayer. In his prayer he asked the Khaliq to be given calm and to accept what Allah has ordained. " Allah, you are merciful and merciful, and I give you all my business. Forgive me for all my sins and mistakes. Only to you I ask and only to - It is I plead for help. O Allah, Rahman, O womb, lay down my breast. Don't let me be so deeply disappointed that I've neglected my duty to you. Until I cursed myself into destruction. Pray the prayers of my servant Robb. Rabbana atina fiddunya wafil khasanataw khasanataw waqina 'adzabannar. walhamdulillahi rabbil'alamin". Nabila prayer after finishing praying.Nabila now felt there was coolness in his heart. As if there was hope for him. "It is true that mother says if we are sad or disappointed even angry we must ablution and prayer so that the heart is calm. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah" Inner Nabila again. after the prayer dzuhur Nabila back down and do the daily activities of Nabila as usual.
