My Husband's Past

Chapter 49 Pov. Denise

This morning finished breakfast I visited Mr. Royani in the hospital, I was more comfortable calling him father than om .

Several times mama contacted me asking where I was at this time . I told my mom that I suddenly had a job, whether you believe it or not .

Several times Desy called me, I don't know why she came back to look for me after leaving me .

Drrrt ... Drrrrt ...

Desy's message keeps coming in on my phone .

" Den you where don't you miss me so I never contact me ? " .

Every day messages like that are what he sends me and of course make me feel sick .

" Sorry Des I'm getting married don't bother me anymore ! " .

And you can guess that Desy will definitely call and send a message again .

I was lazy to ignore it so I intentionally let it .

This morning I brought you a gaffer, a koko dress, a songkok and a prayer mat . Easy - I hope you like .

When I got to my father's room I heard him talking to someone . Then two nurses came out and I greeted them .

" Insamu'alaikum " .

" Wa'alaikum salam ". answer them .

This morning there was a mother and the Firm accompanying . Salami father and mother .

" I'm sorry I didn't bring anything - sir ma'am, this is just a shirt for your prayers " . I leave the green paper bag to you .

" Thank you, but you have a birthday, why did you get a gift ? " .

" It's just by - by a small sir I saw there was a new store open in this hospital decket, let the father get well too , I want to say InsyaAllah later tonight I return to Jakarta " .

I patted my shoulder while praying for me . " Liver - heart on the road yes le , healthy continues , do not be late to eat his, easy - mifu smoothly his trip .

" Aamiin thank you very much sir, oya sir have any information about the operation of the father ? " .

'' Yes, I have scheduled the operation of Mr. InsyaAllah tonight " .

" Easy - hopefully the operation of the father smoothly and the father is healthy again " .

" Aamiin thank you for le " .

A few moments later there was a knock on the door . The firm opened the door, "Wa'alaikum hail "The firm answered cf .

As soon as the door opened that came turned out to be the husband of the Firm . Strangely new this time like her husband Firm visit the father in-laws .

The Firm's husband greets the mother's father and also greets me .

I pretended to correct my sitting position so as not to see that I was awkward in this room .

Dad started a chat with the Firm's husband and I just saw them . I'm here just to look at it without getting involved with their conversation .

But here the father as the handle of all the family as well as mediating the problems of his children so the father remains calm and wise . Even the father's voice was also soft as if the Firm's husband never made a mistake .

Here I learned from my father that every problem we receive must have wisdom that can be learned , and holding grudges is also not good for the heart and will not get anything .

Precisely if our hearts can be sincere then our lives will also be calm . Life will also feel more peaceful .

After a long conversation with the husband of Firma, the Firm resigned because he had his daytime business .

Father why forgive him anyway what father is not hurt by what was done to our son all this time ? " . Grunts mom .

" Of course the father hurt our daughter one - one was treated like that all this time, but you also often say mother that we must sincerely forgive others , not because we lose but because we are better because we are able to decrease our selfishness " .

I am still calming an already very emotional mother .

I know that Firm has never been happy to be married to her husband . Poor Firm but why he still survives .

" What do you think about ? " . Ask the company .

" I am a manut sir " . The firm lowered its head .

" How come, if you let you handle all your own problems, will you also die ? " .

The company is getting down maybe he himself is also confused by what steps he will do next for his household .

" Hear ya nduk during this time the father always prays you get a good soul mate, who obeys worship and is responsible and wants to glorify you as a wife " . Continue the father .

The firm guarantees the father's prayer .

" I'm sorry sir already when I go home there is still something I'm not ready for the trip later , May the operation of the father smoothly and the father soon healthy " .

" Aamiin thank you le already bothered - bothered here " .

I greet my father and mother, "Assalamu'alaikum " .

" Wa'alaikum salam " . They answered simultaneously .

For a moment I looked towards the Firm and the Firm only saw me at a glance . I don't know why I feel so upset . Why do I want me to be the Firm's husband .

This afternoon I had no taste of anything . When I found out I compared myself to the Firm's husband obviously I lost a landslide .

I do not believe in the same as the Firm, even I do not know when I will realize the right to convert . What if I'm not ready, what if I can't be the Firm's husband .

Why should I expect her to ship the Household Firm, do I love the Firm, should I snatch the Firm from her husband ? . I asked - ask in my heart .

There is an unwillingness in this heart if the Firm still survives with the household that makes it suffer .

What should I do, what should I give to the Firm so that she will leave her husband and accept me as her life partner .

" Why are we late to meet her Fir , if only we met her early before you married your husband " . I breathed a rough breath and hit the wheel of the car in front of me .

The firm is unlikely to want to leave her husband any children among them. .. Space is between them . But I can also change the role of his father .