My Husband's Past

Chapter 15 Fear of Loss

Agus looked at his wife carefully who was sleeping similar to facing her .

" Fir .. You're getting prettier even if you only wear powder and thin lipstick, do you love me Fir ? " . Agus murmured in the heart .

He began to feel a strange thump in his chest whenever he saw his wife's face .

"Is it true that I can love you more than my love for Liya, Fir .. ? " . Agus is still busy with his thoughts .

Agus observed every inch of the face and body of Firma , Firma is not a woman who has a solid body shape but also not thin . Quite ideal with a body height of 158 centimeters .

While in his sleep the Firm saw a blurry sight, the figure of a tall sturdy man he said "if strong to live, if not strong stop and do not waste your time ! " . Then the figure disappeared fusing into an extremely cold wind .

Firma woke up from his sleep , he felt the voice that was in his dream was so real and familiar to him but he still did not know who the owner of the voice was .

While in front of him Agus pretended to close his eyes because he did not want to go to the Firm because he looked at him who was sleeping .

The firm felt his whole body ache - sore somehow because of what .

" A shit ! Why do I keep thinking about the Firm ! " . Grutu Agus without realizing his voice had caught the ears of the Firm .

" I why mas ? " . The firm ventured to ask Agus .

" Hmmm .. " Aus just muttered .

Maybe Agus is delirious, thought the Firm .

The firm rushes up, cleans up, prays and then performs its routine morning duties .

" Tok tok !! .. Tok tok .. ! " . The sound of knocking on the back door was loud , The firm was hesitant to open the door because no one had ever knocked on the door of his rented house from the door near the kitchen .

" Assalamu'alaikum neng .. Neng Firma ... Artemiss .. ! . The voice of Ms Romlah sounded soft .

" Waalaikum salam ma'am .. The firm will open the door first .. " . The firm replied and did not hesitate to open the door because it sounded clear that was the voice of the owner of the rented house he occupied , but he still feels surprised not usually ma'am Romlah through the back door .

" mrs Romlah ... What's wrong mom why wet all mom's clothes ? briefly I get a dry towel so that mother does not get cold, this is also still at half 5 pm, a moment yes mother enter first .. " . The firm let Ms. Romlah sit in a plastic chair in her kitchen, while she took a dry towel to cover the body of Ms. Romlah who had been soaked for whatever reason .

" Im sorry mommy ya neng morning - morning has been troublesome like this " .

" Mommy for a moment is this towel used, I want to make mom warm milk first, mom can get wet gini what faucet mom loose again ? " . The firm asked that because a few days ago the sink faucet was broken and the water gushed where - where .

But mother Romlah just shook her head slowly and lowered her head .

" Yes already .. Mother drank slowly - slowly yes milk let warm her body, Astaghfirullah mother also fever ! " . Scream the Firm when accidentally his hand came into contact with the back of the hand Romlah .

" the electricity at home was out, the mother was scared and then ran out of the room turned out to go into the bathroom and slipped , mother is also confused why the floor of the bathroom slippery mother as out of having a flush of cooking oil, the mother just remembered the same neng Firm so run here so she can get out of the house , sorry yes neng even troublesome neng Firma .. " .

" Eh there is mom Romlah it turns out, Fir I left first it was too late I forgot that this morning I had a schedule outside the city fortunately reminded the temen earlier " . Agus who is ready - ready to go to say hello Romlah .

" Aren't you having breakfast first ? The fried rice is ripe this, what is in the stock only ?? .. " . The firm is no wonder to see her husband always so every day .

" Don't need, I'll be with this breakfast temen already bad luck afraid of jam at this hour " . Agus often refused unless the Firm has prepared it in the stock box , The firm is used to eating alone and often the firm does not eat because of fear that the shopping money from her husband is not enough so she cooks just to eat her husband alone .

" Let's mom I go first, Assalamu'alaikum .. ! " .

" Greetings waalaikum .. Yes, Agus please, heart - heart ! " . Answer mom Romlah .

Agus felt that there was less this morning, of course, the Firm usually let Agus go to work with a warm smile but this day is ordinary and tends to subordinate his views a lot .

" Duh!! , Look - see the way dong! , already the way facing the front but still look also his eyes !! " . Nanang grunts while yelling at Agus' head slowly .

" Isssh ! Ordinary boss of his hands ! " . Agus began to wake up from his daydreams .

" Lapo ?? Think Firma??? , wrong e dewe duwe bojo ayu kok left on ! (Why ?? Think of the Firm??? , wrong yourself have a beautiful wife kok left constantly ! ) " .

" Wes aaah .. !! " . Agus doesn't like Nanang always discussing his wife either out of jealousy or something .

" Boss ! If I am the husband of the Firm , where - where do I invite if I need to work one office so that I can take care of it also not even let the work outside the heat - heat " . Sindir Nanang who had seen the Firm work at the roadside bookstall .

" Huh ?? Work out the heat - what do you mean ? " .

" What kind of husband are you, boss ? Wife find her own money do not know, do not - do you not not give her the money for living yes to the Firm ? " . Nanang increasingly makes the heart heat Agus .

" Have I given him money for shopping, electricity, water, rent I've paid " . Bela Agus's

" How much do you give me the money ? "

" A million and five hundred is there enough to eat a month ? "

" You kepedean Gus where there is enough money for shopping ? " .

" You count nih , buy vegetables equal side dish 50 thousand a day, LPG , water gallon , cooking oil , rice , sugar , salt , soap , bath soap , not to mention if you ask in the refrigerator there is a snack or soft drink, you can not math Gus ?? " . Nanang yelled at Agus' head again but harder .

" Your brain is not right Gus !! Why do you marry if your wife is even a free maid for you , eat enough 'no , the needs you do not care , one day if there is a guy who wants attention and glorify your wife do not mess you Gus !! " .

Agus began to think about it, Nanang said, but he needed money to please Liya, he could not meet Liya without bringing anything .

All day Agus' mind and heart were worried because Nanang's expression had a point . Nanang became annoyed with the way Agus treated Firm , Firm that was tired of serving Agus but not appreciated in the least by Agus .