
Pov Risma's
After meeting Kavan, I started to feel scared, not for what. But I was afraid that my husband would find out the truth and leave me.
Actually, I already know that Kavan has returned to Indonesia. There was absolutely no intention of meeting him again.
Hate it?
Yes, I hate him so much! because he left me at the Hari event so that time will begin. She chose to go with her loved ones, while I kept waiting for her that day.
After finding out that he was gone, I chased him to the landmark. But shit came up to me, that night I was hurt and I almost lost my life.
But that night I was happy that if I died, I could at least forget that jerk forever.
Mama, papa and ka Baim asked me to forget about it. "Why do you think about it, she just doesn't care about you anymore." That's their word.
I promised them not to think about anything else until I saw him again.
But, yesterday I met him when he was helping Deren who almost got hit by a car.
When I found out that the one who had helped Deren was the jerk, I took Deren away without caring about him being hurt in the corner of his forehead.
I hate him so much!
There was no intention of meeting Kavan anymore, but Riki instead brought me to meet him, if I only knew if Riki invited me to meet, I would definitely refuse.
But after meeting her, I could no longer lie to myself.
Yes, I miss him a lot too, although I hate him a lot, but my love for him is still there and after he leaves I just hold that longing, without wanting to tell anyone.
I hated him because he left that day without any explanation, and I didn't even know what made him leave.
But mom and dad told me that Kavan left that night because he wanted to marry his girlfriend from a foreign country.
I was very angry, because he had completely hidden this big thing from me. Though we were very close, even I always went wherever he went, but why could I not know at all that he had a lover even want to marry him.
After the meeting, I asked Kavan to no longer see me for fear that Ka Leon would find out who Giovanni really was and instead hate me or divorce me.
Oh God! Hopefully that doesn't happen, hopefully Ka Leon doesn't divorce me for being disgusted to have a wife like me. I don't know where else to go if Ka Leon will leave me, I have no parents, while ka Baim has gone outside the country for taking care of papa's company which is almost bankrupt.
Kavan instead asked me to bring him together with my husband to explain everything, he said he had met Ka Leon at the papi company when he wanted to establish cooperation. It turned out that the one you met a big guest from abroad at that time was Kavan.
I just wanted to find the right time to explain to Leon, when he first married her, Leon asked me, "are you hiding something from me?" I said, "nothing." I'm still afraid to tell him what else my mom and dad are asking me to forget about Kavan for good what else thinks he's in this world.
Mama and papa are very angry at Kavan, let alone meet, mention Giovanni's name in front of him, they are very angry, they also consider it if the one named Giovanni is dead.
I don't know when I've been hiding this secret to my husband. Riki had also suggested explaining to Ka Leon, but I still chose to explain if the time was right and hopefully Ka Leon could accept it too.
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Author POV.
Today was the first day the exam was about to begin, Leon was no longer feverish, but his nausea sometimes came his way.
Leon tried to resist the nausea so as not to vomit when the exam began, Risma also told that if it had finished the exam her husband should just rest in the UKS, she would meet her husband there.
After the first exam was over, Leon went straight to the UKS and it turned out that shortly after lying in bed, his wife came with Dion.
"Ka, is it still nauseous?"
"Hm, slightly. Have you eaten?" ask the wife.
"I'm not hungry yet, are you Leon hungry?"
"No, go eat first, don't let you get sick like me."
"No, I just want to keep Ka Leon. Dion you just go to the cafeteria, but I'll drop ya." Dion only nodded as his brother-in-law spoke.
"Yes, I'm going first." Dion goes to the cafeteria leaving Leon and Risma.
"Is his head still hurting?" Leon nodded.
"Let me get a massage, huh?" Risma also sneered at Leon slowly deliberately Leon felt the era with his wife's incandescent.
The cup! The cup!
"Darling, what are you doing?" Leon opened his eyes to look at the wife who still kissed him.
"No, I just wanted to kiss my husband's head. It seems I've been addicted to the smell of the smell."
"Why just the head, why not on my cheeks or on my lips?"
"Just say that you Leon want to make a profit" he said.
"So the story doesn't want to?" god, while raising his eyebrows while looking at the wife.
"No, what else is this, right at school Ka, what if someone sees us?"
"What's the matter is we're legitimate, anyway they know that we're lovers. Come on, will ya?" Leon again persuades his wife to get a kiss.
"But-" Risma's words were cut off when the chewy object had landed, when she wanted to push the chest of her husband's field, Leon instead held his wife's body and pulled her into his embrace, even bite the chewy thing so as not to come off.
As a result Risma just obey him, rather than his lips hurt because Leon bit him.
"Hemph...." Risma patted her husband's chest as his breathing began to thin. Not wanting his wife to faint due to breathing, Leon finally released his wife and rubbed the chewy object that was wet and reddened.
"Thank you, baby." Risma nodded her head only she still managed her breathing which was almost depleted.
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Now that the second lesson had begun, all the students focused on the exam sheet in front of him, after a few minutes Leon stood up and handed his exam sheet to the supervising teacher, not so long after Elsa caught up with him.
"Leon wait. There's something I want to say" he said when he was in front of the class.
"What?"
"We just talk in the park. This is important, because it concerns Risma." Elsa begins to walk towards the park and precedes Leon.
"Is- ... I mean, what's up with Risma?" ask Leon.
"I'll explain it in the garden." Without speaking again, Elsa immediately left, or else Leon finally followed, he also marketing with the words Elsa about his wife.
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"What do you want to explain?" ask Leon when he gets to the park
"It turns out the woman you love so much is not a good woman." Elsa answered cynically.
"What do you mean, Elsa!"
"It seems you are too stupid, can't tell which is good and which is bad" Elsa replied.
"No need to beat around the bush, Elsa! I don't like a lot of cing-congs!"
"Women you love so much have cheated on you behind your back, even they were hugging each other in the park yesterday and even they were enjoying the moment." Elsa returns to heat Leon up because she has seen Leon's face change.
"What's the evidence that they cheated on me behind my back?" Leon spoke with his jaw starting to harden and a flushed face holding back emotions.
Elsa handed her phone to Leon who on the screen was emblazoned with a photo of Risma who was hugging Giovanni here in the park. It turns out that the person who came here to take the picture was Elsa with Dira.
Leon frowned when he saw the photo, the photo was Risma, but the man was not very clear at the sight. But Leon spoke with the photo because the clothes that Risma wore yesterday were exactly the same as those in HP Elsa. So it's not wrong if it's really his wife with another man
Leon handed Elsa's HP after sending the photo to his HP and immediately went towards the parking lot with a reddened face, the jaw hardened even Leon's eyes also reddened to hold his emotions.
Elsa smiles at Leon's departure. "real Successful. Soon Leon will be all mine, while jal*ng will definitely be left by Leon. Is wrong! Leon's gonna hate it." Elsa smiled cunningly triumphantly, as her dreams would soon be realized.
'This is the consequence if you dispute me jal*ng! It seems like losing your parents hasn't made you give up. So don't blame me, ' Inner Elsa.
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"Sorry, Ka. I was slow to arrive" she said as she got into her husband's car.
Leon did not answer, he was still thinking about the photo.
Is his wife cheating?
That's what always fills his mind.
Leon immediately runs his car to leave the school parking area. After nearly an hour of driving his car at his usual speed, Leon's car had entered his yard.
After the machine from which Leon directly came out without any concern for his wife who explained with his attitude.
'Leon why? It's not usually like that. Just like a girl whose mood always changes when the moon comes.' Risma monologues in the heart.
Confused by her husband's behavior today, Risma got out of the car and entered her husband's mansion.
Not finding her husband in the basement, she decided to go upstairs. Just like he also did not find in the TV room upstairs.
"Did Leon take a shower?" monologue again.
Risma walked towards the door of her room, after the door opened, she saw that Leon was lying on the bed with his left arm covering his face.
Not wanting to disturb her husband, Risma closed the door slowly and walked slowly to her study table, stored the bag and entered the bathroom, wanting to clean her body that felt sticky with sweat.
When running a shower to wet the tubunnya who is not wearing clothes.
Pukh!
The deg!
Risma gasped in surprise when a hand held her shoulder, Risma looked back and found Leon standing and looking at her with an indecipherable look.
"e-eh, K-ka. I'm going to take a shower, brother, come out first" he asked nervously as Leon stared at his body that was not covered in clothes anymore.
"Let's fuck. I want it now." Leon spoke with his flat face.
"But we're in the bathroom, Ka."
"Is there a problem with this place?"
"Ak-"
Chup!
"There is no rejection!" Leon immediately started the action, while Risma only resigned when Leon wanted him.
Risma threw away her strange thoughts about her husband today, thinking that maybe Leon behaved like that because of his irrepressible lust.
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After a few hours in the bathroom, the love channeled affection and love, although not as usual because Leon was a little rough today. Risma did not know why her husband was a little strange today, usually they did the service on his wide bed, but today Leon wants it elsewhere.
Risma was still in the bathroom because she chose to soak herself first, her legs felt sore when standing and her lower abdomen also felt cramped.
I don't know how long Leon's been doing it without thinking his wife's been so tired.
While Leon went straight out the moment after cleaning himself first.
"Kok I feel like Leon's getting weird today?"
After feeling strong enough to stand up, Risma came out of the bathroom wearing only her komono towel and a towel wrapped around her head.
"Where else is he?" When she came out of the bathroom she no longer found her husband in the room.
After putting on his clothes and getting ready, Risma came out, down the stairs one by one slowly, still feeling pain in his legs, and the sensitive area was also a little sore because of Leon's slightly rough play.
"What food is there? I'm so hungry" she asked the housekeeper.
"She, Non. I've prepared it at the dinner table" replied the assistant.
"Where did Leon go, did auntie see him?"
"So, Young Master left with little Young Master. But I don't know where they're going, Non."
"Have your aunt eaten? Let's just eat together."
"Please, Non. I'm still full. Excuse me, come back and there's still something to do, Non."
"Eh, yes Bi."
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Risma again sat pensively on the sofa, living room while watching TV. Leon hasn't come home yet, I don't know where he's going.
"Yes!"
Risma was surprised by Dion's voice calling out to her a little loudly, Risma was completely unaware that Dion was already next to her even had several times called out to her.
Although the direction of his vision towards the TV that was wrong, he still thought of others. He has been thinking a lot lately.
Giovanni's Coming.
Husband's Weirdness.
"Ka, why the hell? From that moment on," asked Dion.
Risma just shook her head slowly and smiled at her sister-in-law, trying to cover up what she thought.
"Where's cool?"
"Again out the same Ka Leon."
"Hem. I wanted to pick her up because I told her to, Mami." Dion turned to look at the TV for a moment and then looked back at his brother-in-law.
"Why is his neck flushed so, what else is elergi?" Dion frowned when he accidentally saw the mark of Leon's possession there.
Risma quickly covered her neck with both of her hands. "Ekh, i-this is nothing. Hehe...."
"Oh, I know. This must be the elergy of your perverted husband's lips, right?" dion asked with his forehead raised, teasing the sister-in-law with a whimper .
"Don't talk like that, especially don't follow in your brother's footsteps."
"But what's wrong, he'll do something nasty to his own wife" said Dion quietly.
"Dion!"
Dion was just grim looking at the face of his sister-in-law who was flushed red from being furious at him and mixed in shame.
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At 8 pm Leon just came home, while Deren had him drive to his mother's house because of his own mother's request.
Leon chose to come out this afternoon because he was still emotional about the photo shown by Elsa, but he also had no evidence that his wife cheated on him. Fear of anything happening because of the emotions he chose to go out and invite Deren to go for a walk while eliminating his emotions.
After arriving home, Leon immediately climbed the stairs to the top floor, opened the door and went straight to the bathroom, wanting to clean his body that felt sticky because of sweat.
While Risma who saw the arrival of her husband was only silent, she was still completely confused by the behavior of her husband, the article while still in the UKS room her husband was still warm, even still spoiled on her.
Chequek!
The bathroom door opened and Leon came out wearing only a towel wrapped around his waist, while his hand was rubbing his wet hair with a small bobble.
Leon walked into the closet, opened it and picked up the clothes. After putting it on, he immediately climbed onto the bed, laying down his tired body regardless of the wife.
"Ka?"
There was no answer at all, not even Leon opened his eyes.
"Why Leon?" Again there is no answer.
"A Leon's mad at me? But, what's my fault, Ka?" Risma began to approach, sitting next to her husband who was on his back while still closing her eyes.
Trying to shake her husband's body to talk, she knew that he had not fallen asleep.
"Ka, if I have a wrong reprimand. Don't take me like this, I-I got confused. Hicks ... Hicks...."
Tears that had been held back now came out also wet his cheeks.
"Ka, j-don't keep quiet, I beg you. At least talk if something's wrong." Risma spoke while shaking her husband's body which still remained silent.
His tears were unceasingly coming out, the husband who was waiting to speak still remained silent, as if he cared for his hearing.
"Ka?" Back again touching her husband.
"What?" No longer hearing his wife's cry, Leon finally opened his eyes and looked at his wife who was down from crying.
After hearing her husband's voice, Risma looked into Leon's open eyes. "Sister why? Why do I keep living, what am I wrong?"
"I don't like liars."
"What do you mean Leon?" Risma was astonished by the direction of her husband's conversation.
Leon got up to sit cross-legged in front of his wife. "Where are you going to see who?"
The deg!
The celebration had shocked him. But he tried to cover up his nervousness.
"Yesterday morning, I went out to buy medicine for you with Deren."
"Are you covering something up for me?" Leon again asked with a sharp look.
"I'm sorry if yesterday I didn't tell you the truth, Ka?"
"Now tell me," Leon asked.
"Yesterday Deren ... Em ... Anu-" Risma begins to nervously talk, she is afraid of getting upset by her husband because yesterday he neglected to look after Deren.
"Cool why?"
"Cool h-almost got hit by a car, but somebody saved him."
"What?! So"
"Sorry, Ka." Risma fell back down and cried out of fear for her husband.
Actually Leon already knew about this problem because earlier when he came out with Deren, he had asked the boy. Did they meet someone yesterday, especially with a man.
Deren answers Leon's questions, the boy recounts the moment he was almost hit by a car. But someone saved him, to the point that the person was injured in the corner of his forehead.
When he wanted to help the man again, Risma invited him home.
Deren also told me that yesterday the man apologized to Risma, but Risma instead snapped at him and said that she hated the man so much.
"Well, I ask again, answer honestly." Leon returned to his voice after a few minutes of silence.
Risma looked up at her husband then nodded slowly.
"Yesterday, did you meet someone in the park?"
"D-yes."
"He who?" ask Leon again.
The deg!
Her heart was now beating faster, the question she was afraid of from her husband, finally sounded.
"He's his cousin, Riki. He only had one month in Indonesia, yesterday we had a chance to meet when Riki invited me to meet mother." Risma answered cautiously for fear that her husband might get angry. Risma was honest.
"Then, why are you hugging?"
"Maybe he just wanted to let go of the longing for just meeting again. W-what, is Ka Leon jealous?" ask carefully.
"Ck! Of course I'm jealous. Where there is a husband who is not jealous when he sees his wife hugging a stranger."
"Did Leon see it?" Risma frowned.
"It." Leon hands his phone to Risma where there is a picture of his wife hugging.
Risma looked up, how could there be a picture of her cuddling with Giovanni yesterday at her husband's HP. Risma looked at her husband as if asking where he got the photo.
"Elsa told him earlier, just before school, ", Leon replied.
"So, all day you've been angry about Leon being jealous of this picture? Are you suspicious of me cheating behind your back?" Now know with the behavior of her husband today who is always silent and even rude to him even though he is still not seen at all.
Leon just kept quiet, Risma came back crying and kept looking at her husband.
"If I want to cheat, why would I accept you as my husband? And why did I give you my love? Why do you Leon still think I'm cheating, why, Ka? Why?!"
Leon still remained silent looking at his wife who was already inundated by tears. His eyes were also reddened, it was certain that he was trying to hold back his tears so as not to spill.
Not getting a response from her husband, Risma chose to leave the room. But just wanted to stand up from the bed, his body was already pulled from behind so he again sat down.
It was Leon who drew him not to go, and pulled his wife's trembling body into his arms, peeping many times his cheeks, filled with tears, then hid his face at the base of the wife's neck.
"Sorry." Only that word came out of his lips.
Risma fell silent as she felt Leon's embrace and kiss. Wet, he felt his shoulders wet.
'What do you think Leon is crying?' his inner.
Risma released her husband's arm which was coiled around her body from behind.
She looked back at her husband who was crying too. "Ka, I'm the one who should apologize for making Leon feel angry. I'm sorry, Ka." Risma hugged her husband and it turns out Leon also re-hugged his wife's waist.
"But I'm also wrong for being instantly jealous without proof."
"Ka Leon wasn't wrong, yesterday, I shouldn't have let that person hug me and also hug her. Sorry."
Leon released his embrace and cupped Risma's cheeks, wiping the tears with his thumb. "Honey, I don't care if someone else hugs you. I'm afraid you'd prefer it over me" Leon said.
"Yes, you are my husband, where I may choose someone else, while I already have a husband who is very dear and in love with me" replied Risma.
"I'm the one who's afraid. If one day you leave me, what else will divorce me, Ka. I'm scared," he said. Risma again rebuked, she was really afraid that Leon would divorce her.
"Dear, listen. I will never divorce you, never will!"
"Thank you, Ka." Risma again hugged her husband after peeping Leon's cheek. "I love you, Leon."
"I love you too, dear." Leon is the same as Risma. Hugged his wife's small body tightly and gave a burst of kisses on her shoulders.
Leon feels guilty for making his wife cry, already suspecting his wife by cheating with others, even being rude.
Still remembering his rude behavior earlier this afternoon, even when his wife felt pain, he did not even care because of the emotions controlling him.
"Now sleep, huh?" Risma just nodded slowly in Leon's arms.
Leon broke down without letting go of his embrace from Risma.
Chup!
"Sleep, baby. We have school tomorrow." Leon whispered after peeping his wife's long forehead.
Risma simply hid her face in Leon's field chest. Giving a few kisses on the husband's chest with his eyes closed.
'Sorry, Ka. I can't tell you what I have to do with Kavan. But I promise you, I'll give you years of who Giovanni really is and hopefully you can take it, too.' Risma.
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