My husband is possessive

Question

When the car had just passed through the gate, from a distance the children had already

be seen. Their laughter was already heard filling the air, happiness on the face

they've been radiated. I could see them laughing while pointing at the car

we pulled over in the parking area.

“ Dear.” I grabbed the hand that was still on the wheel. “ Them

must have been waiting for you.” Ren laughed meaningfully. I know what I know myself

what he thinks. The unscheduled routines we do are right here

we always have different colors in our lives. Teaching a lot of meaning

life of. About being grateful, about sharing, about loving one another

the humans. To Ren about the meaning of being an adult.

I'll smile all the way home, see him run out of energy.

“Om Renan!” the screams from the children called out Ren's name. Following my name is simple.

Some kids jump around carrying basketballs and footballs. I

well acquainted with the two children, as far as Ren's way home would say

bother him to take care of the two boys. But he wasn't upset or angry, but

his own happiness in his eyes.

I hugged the mother head of the foundation warmly. Two of the caretakers

take what we brought out of the car. The kids laughed cheerfully

waiting for their gifts. Snacks are stored after lunch.

“ How are you doing Mom? Kids how are you?” ask me while

holding his hand towards the room that is transformed into an office in the house

parlours. The screams of the children were heard all the way inside.

Their chatter about the gifts we brought was heard

in the room where I am now. I handed you the envelope that was

prepared earlier. The mother head of the foundation patted my hand many times.

“ Thanks Ma'am Aya.”

“ Equally Mom, this is also not much.”

Our conversation continued with the explanation of the mother of the head of the parlour about the development

children's. I can almost memorize the names of the children. There are two new kids

a week in. I'm going to sixth grade SD. They have to stay in the parlors

because they lost both parents. He told me a lot of things, I listened and occasionally answered what he asked.

In my heart I give a lot of thanks for my situation.

“ How Ma'am Aya, have any signs of pregnancy?” My pregnancy is

news awaited even by outsiders in the nuclear family.  I just laughed lightly responding while

shaking head. That answer is enough, I give it to anyone who asks.

“Kakak!” Ren appeared from behind the door, with a bright face. “ I go to the ball court yes, play the same

children.” Seeing me sitting face to face with the mother of the head of the parlour, she undoes her intention to leave. Even approached

we, sitting next to me, wrapped his hands.

“ What are you talking about? Discussed me yes.” He put his head on

my shoulder. Suspicious. Whispering in a slow voice. I looked and showed off a smile. In a sense we're not talking about you at all. " li lie! I want to kiss you to be honest." My smile is not good.

This kid, don't know the place. It's there, he says he wants to play ball.

“Gak papa Mas Renan, just discuss Mbak Aya has started to crave what has not.”

Ren immediately got up from sitting down, after the head mother finished talking.

“ I want to play ball with kids.” Basic, he must be lazy to discuss things

that again. Every time I come here, my head never gets tired of asking.

Actually I understand, it's a form of concern and prayer for the household

our. But Ren was already caught off guard hearing it.  Because he never got the demands of our extended family,

hearing other people ask this and that about our lives and our households

pissed him off himself.

Sometimes it is like living. Others feel most aware of life

we're. Believe it not, if childhood questions that will arise

usually it is the adek have eaten or not, have taken a shower or not. Ascending

the SD level of people's questions has changed, how is the school, what is the ranking

school. The higher the level the more questions will be mixed into

demands of. Now that SMP yes, it is great to know which is good and

no. gabe. So next. High School, where are you going to college? How to prepare for exams. I have a boyfriend yet.

And strangely others feel the need to discuss it beyond ourselves

by oneself.

Before marriage, asked when to marry, after marriage asked when

having children, after having children will arise new questions, when will you want to

love to the big brother. Haha, I can only laugh, because I went through all the

that phase.

“ Did you guys delay pregnancy?” I woke up from daydreams after Ren's departure, finding

where is self still. I nodded slowly to give an answer.

“ Not yet trusted bu.” I answer just like that. Even if that is the real answer.

“ Hopefully soon yes, if you have children will definitely be as beautiful as Mbak Aya or

mas Renan.”I accept the chief mother's prayer.

“ We go to the ball field see kids play bu.” Should get out of the room, avoiding the other row of questions. We're out of

chamber. With our own minds.

Being concerned is possible, but sometimes we also have to learn

guard words. Maybe when I was asked why I didn't have one

momongan, why don't you have a child? I will answer with a smile without burdening. But it could be, there is a mother who has tried as hard as she can with her husband to get

momongans. But God always has his own plans.  Words that seem simple

it was heartbreaking and scarred.

As the simple question below.

“ How many years have you been married? No children yet ?”

　

Seriate

Epilogues

I'm who? where am I? Aaaaaa, the beauty of youth. The inner voice of the head of the parlour, looking at the two people who were in front of him.