
Marriage is someone's effort
to find the happiness of living in this world. My age is enough
to enter the category ready to marry. My college friends even have
have children, some are still working, but some are full
being a housewife. Is it true that God sent my soul mate in a way
like these. I muttered to my heart myself.
Marriage is a sky thing,
your business with your God. Matrimony was given by God when He blew
spirit. I looked at the ceiling of the room. Touching a belief.
Istikharah love is not only
about you meeting your soul mate's face. But how is your process
the journey to marriage is facilitated by God. My meeting with Ren, though,
start a meeting with his college friends first. Is this God's way
tying the thread of our destiny. Bismillah, O God give us the answer to what this is
the best path you have given me. If Ren is my soul mate then
ease our affairs, give me confidence and steadfastness. Don't make
I was worried, and afraid to make a decision.
All ways to strengthen the heart
I take it, Istikharah prayer convinces the heart. Consultation with teacher friends
the married one. Calling again college friends who have been
married. And of course confide with mas Gilang. Mas Gilang gave me an idea
how he decided to marry his wife. The first love and
his last. Hehe, sounds so sweet huh.
All right, today I'm gonna
deciding the steadiness of my heart. I would like to meet Ren and
talk seriously with him.
Promise to meet again. Meal spot
the same thing when we first met. This time he came first,
still wearing work clothes, so am I. I intentionally forbid it
picking me up, I want to set my heart and prepare for the day meeting
it's on its way to here.
“ You came first?” I sat in the chair in front of him.
“ Hehe, I can't wait to see big brother, I've been here half an hour.” Ren answered.
Don't talk about it too, please
making me feel guilty makes you wait. But sorry, it's your fault
by oneself. I sat in front of him. The waiter came to record the menu we ordered,
and then it left us both.
“ Ren now we are talking seriously yes.” I'm staring.
“ I'm always serious. Hehe.”
Don't laugh, don't smile,
your faith destroyed my maturity thinking to know. I was thinking what I was
can face you if we really get married later.
“ I want to know your true feelings for me?”
The waiter lady came to give a pause
the ad, I smiled and thanked him. Today is what we
order only snacks. I took my drink, drank it a little
then put it back.
“ Answer.”
“ Ayana.” Uh, he called my name. “ Does that sound cool when I call your name ?” I want to catch him now. What else do you want to do, Ren. “What brother believes that I fell
love for sister even before our matchmaking day?”
Waitaminute! Where possible, it is the day
a picture of me. Hey, where is it possible. It was a picture that my mother gave him
which has been smeared, to make people who see directly fall in love. Hahaha,
I'm not that pretty until I can make people fall in love with the view
firstly. On another photo.
“ Don't joke.”
Ren shakes his head several times.
“ Can't believe it, but I'm honest
youho. I know I'm close to my mom and my three sisters.”
“ Yes, I can see it.”
You must be very spoiled by
they, as the only boys, with your face and your innate nature
worry so again.
“ At first I was just curious
with what you have to offer, you usually won't be that easy to allow
I'm dating though. But that day my mom gave me a picture of my sister and said
at me. Renan, are you getting married?”
Continues to? I'm waiting for Ren to continue
her story. He laughed at me who was enthusiastic.
“ Brother is very sweet if curious so, can I record not?” Already grabbing the phone that is on the table.
“ Put your hp! And keep your story going!”
“ Alright.” Ren pouted and put his cellphone again on the table.
Lack of work is very this thing to be recorded all.
“ Mama already has information
complete about sister, she has even been stalking social media sister youho.”
It seemed like this mother and son were both terrifying.
“ So you fell in love with me because your mom already likes me?”
Why does it sound so strange. So what I really like is her or her mom. Iss, this becomes like a mother who has fallen in love with Ren and finally led me down the right path to
I also like Ren,
“ No. I'm in love with my sister. Mama only supports me.”
“ Why?” I was curious and wanted to see the honesty in his eyes.
“ What?” even asked again.
“ Why are you in love with me?”
“ Indeed people in love should need a reason? I fell in love with my sister. I fell in love with everything Ayana Wijaya had. Is that not enough?”
“ What!”
I have to react how this is. Why
the reason is not mamuaskan but at the same time it is not disputed. He fell
love me, with all I have. I have what, feelings
I don't have anything. Face, ordinary. Career, I'm just a school teacher. Passage
which one can make you like me.
“ Everything Ayana has I love it, so open your heart, and put my name in it.”
Ren grabbed my hand
I put it on the table. I just looked and didn't try to let go.
“ Let's both live this life together. I will love my sister with all my heart.”
Aaaa, why her words and face
makes my chest pound like this. I can't even say the contents
my liver. I just heard him talk a lot. Everything about me, though,
about how he tried to convince me. Mom, it doesn't feel like you know
if I have come this far, I am still worried.
Bismillah....
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