
The great disappointment, to all the judgments about Angga made Amira shed her tears in a long prostration.
"O Allah, I really do not know.. Do I need to defend this household..? or should I stop?"
" There is no sense of respect for my parents..?" affection for children if not fished also not seen? "
"The feeling of wanting to love and treat the wife special is also invisible"
" O Allah, the true servant does not know the direction of this marriage, O Allah..."
"Hamba, need the affection of the husband, whose happiness is his priority." said Amira.
That night, Amira does not sleep in order to continue the task and make sure Zyan swings keep swinging.
Even the night changed with the heat of the day.
And as usual, Amira came home early from Angga.
Amira who just replaced the clothes sitting chatting with her mother in the middle room.
" Amira, every day the worse the behavior of Angga, no manners and disdain to the mother."! Just end it, ! "say mother Amira.
" Mmm, patient ma, Amira doesn't know.. Amira just live it first, hopefully over time Angga's brother can be more mature attitude." said Amira.
".... or Amira, we see and ask the strong person of his religion yuk, if Angga is in any other place with his family, so submissive and obedient. " tawar mama Amira who is busy cooking prawns sauces padang.
"Mmm, if to ask it may ma, however sholeh people exaggerated his scholarship and can see using his bathin eyes. "
"Okay, " replied Mama Amira while turning off the gas stove.
Meanwhile at work.
Angga repainted his new phone received a chat in his whats up.
"Babylon......Angga......, has melted all the honor, there are tips for sister? " so the message in the chat Angga.
Angga, who was happy with the friendly-sounding call immediately transferred some money to the phone owner's number.
"Already in transfer kak.., Rp. 600,000,-" Angga replied to the message.
"Thank you babang....Angga..., "Reply the owner of the number.
Furthermore, Angga received a message from Amira.
"Assalamu'alaikum, Zyan's papa, hopefully not busy." There are some things that need to be discussed with Amira dear brother, but brother is very easy to get angry, so Amira send the details of the story in the email bang dear yes. " "Please check and reply, dear. "I amira's message.
Amira still tries to call and use the word dear, even though in her heart she no longer knows whether she survives because of love, affection or child.
Angga then opened the message and read it.
"Assalamu'alaikum dear, may his heart still be big and airy for us. Adek is not much demanding, adek just want to tell me that" we've both passed the wind before the wedding and brother convinced Amira with commitment....,
..."parents and family brother, dear brother, let alone wife and brother later. "...
"However, the one Amira found after the marriage none of them showed the desire of the brother to fight for the sense of belonging to Amira as a wife and Zyan as a brother's son. "
"Brother's promise, for Amira to go on a honeymoon to Bukittinggi is void, because brother's money is not enough for the reason after the party at the place of brother many debts that have not been paid. A month after the wedding Abang Tekor, because it covers the needs of Brother's sister, even money that stays Rp. 50,000, - the only one my brother gave up when my brother came. Now brother without feeling guilty yelled at us in front of both Amira's parents.
"Amira just asked, if you think you want to be together forever, please soften your brother's heart and please be fair in loving do not menzholimi us, because it also hurt Amira's parents. "
Angga, just read the message and pass with his Activity.
Evening comes near.
After dinner, Amira tells Zyan to look at the stars in the sky.
"Darling, look. - Beautiful creation of God, "we sing yuuk...
While waving and holding Zyan's hand to move.. Amira also sang the song "Jurora Star together".
Tomorrow, dated August 17th where Amira held a youth event to celebrate the festivities of independence.
Mama invites Zyan to go there and Amira chooses to stay because there are things she wants to discuss with Angga.
Amira chose to talk to Angga in the room and sat face to face.
"Abang...., did you read the email that Amira sent? "
"So" Angga replied briefly.
"Why not be answered? " ask Amira who was so disappointed because she had typed from the heart but there was no reply.
"Yes, what you want to answer already explained! "
"There is no favoritism, this is only because of the conditions. "
"Just understand! ", don't look for it"! said Angga who so easily ignited his emotions.
Amira tried to calm her heart, because as much as possible explained that different thoughts and basic understanding are also difficult to straighten.
Amira too, shifted the subject.
" Hmmmm, Amira wants to ask, what is the honor of the advantages of teaching brother has entered? "asked Amira probing after she had seen chat in WA Angga.
" Hmm, already. "
"What needs to be taken now" asked Angga who immediately stood up.
"No, Amira just asked". Amira answered briefly.
"So, Amira open hp brother, brother split the money with another woman? "
"No, it's just the department secretariat that records the honor files or activities to be submitted to finance".
" Sister just gave it as a thank you." Angga replied briefly without feeling guilty
"But that's a good amount, ? "
"Again, if in place Amira ngak there are lecturers who give personal".
"We, financial people are also often given tips fitting want lebaran the same prodi that we take care of his finances, but in the name of the program there is no personal."
" What did you miss because of that call? "asked Amira who was slightly burning with jealous flames.
" There's nothing like that, he's older than brother, he's 36 brother is 34, he hasn't merid." I think there is no harm in helping, he said saldonya again bokek." replied Angga lightly.
"Hmmm, Amira is sincere, she's doing her job, so why do you need additional tips?" he's getting paid!"
"Amira sense of brother who is too fond of dN drifting when called like that, so that the right kaka was immediately destroyed. "
" Amira didn't sincerely ask for money like that".
"Please stop.! amira's orders began to be a little dizzy because it held back jealousy and disappointment.
Amira also slept with disappointment...
" Tomorrow Amira can be heard from her family in the village if they want to go for a walk and want to ride in the house of Amira last night.
After spending a day with silence from Angga, without saying anything except to offer food and drink the same prayer.
Finally Amira forced herself to speak considering there was a family in the village to come.
" Oh yes, tomorrow Amira's family will hitchhike, want to catch up last night, because they want to go for a walk to the beach mandeh, . "
"Can I bang'? " ask Amira
"By, " answered Angga briefly.
"Thank God! "
"Amira plans to buy a relaxing mattress, let them be comfortable,". " Amira uses money from brother to buy a mattress for his leisure bang, okay??
"No way, just sleep on the carpet,! "" too much, just a ride on the mattress provided everything!"
"O Allah Bang, they are guests, after all, they also come to sleep, around 22:00 p.m."
" The next morning they went for a walk" explained Amira
"Anyway, if you say you can't ya can't, ! " snarled Angga and got up from his seat.
"Hmmmm, really calculation and less attitude. "! amira said in her heart.
" Give thanks to God for my love of work, so as to cover up the disgrace of the family, so as not to be found out with the family in the village if my husband is stingy" said Amira in her heart.
Amira then walks out looking for her mother who is again walking to the neighboring house with Zyan.
After seeing from a distance his mother, Amira also followed to the place.
"Ma, we'll buy a yuk mattress,..?" accompany Amira! " said Amira so found mama who again ate broth crackers using mihun in a neighboring store with Zyan and other Zyan-age children.
"Come on, Mama spend it! "
After finishing one of the soup crackers, Mama Amira, Zyan and Amira boarded a red scoopy motorbike and passed to the shop where to buy a mattress.
Amira heads towards the store near the market and stops at the store before the intersection..
"This one, how much does her relaxing mattress bang cost? " ask mama Amira pointed to a mattress commonly called a lazy mattress for selonjoran.
'That's Rp. 150,000-" said the shopkeeper.
"If this one??? ask Amira
" if it is Rp. 250,000,-" . The material is different, the better this one.
"Yes, we take a good one ma, so long also the durability" said Amira.
They also, passed carrying a lazy mattress with a green hello kitty motif that has been neatly rolled up.
Arriving at home...
"That's your brother's money deck? " ask Angga blak-balakn in front of the door.
"Female, don't be stingy as people, guests come appreciated, not shown to be poor.! " said mama Amira was angry.
"Other people, trying to cover up poverty, this is trying to make our family look poor.! " lit by mama Amira.
"This is using Amira's money, " said Amira's mother who shifted Angga from the door because she wanted to pass.
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