
The concern of Vani's heart could not be contained anymore.
Vani doesn't know what to do.
How to deal with him if he arrives.
Vani what now? but his hand was too far away to inform him of Vino's condition.
He, he and only he are in Vani's memory, just waiting for the time when he comes.
"I have to what now? I have to accept all the risks but if I part with Vino I can't,"
Racau Vani is unclear.
After the doctor left the room explained the state of Vino who was only exposed to shortness of breath due to too long in his head.
"Sorry mom Vin, sorry,"
Lirih Vani felt very guilty.
Because of her obsession with Zefan that is too big to have to sacrifice a child who does not know what.
Now Vani again sat holding the hand of the little Vino who was still at home closed his eyes.
"Wake up Vin,! don't make me feel guilty.
Quickly wake up lest daddy take you away from mommy.
Do you want to split up with mommy hm?"
Vani continues to talk to Vino even though there is no answer.
"Mom, man,"
Long enough Vino fell asleep until the first time he woke up even he was called when Vani rarely noticed Vino but when he realized he was called.
Vani felt slapped at the same call.
Guilt continued to linger in his heart.
"Dear this is mommy,"
Hugging Vino while calling himself.
Vani's happiness is felt at this moment.
Vani forgets about Zefan being necessary for Vani only Vino is not the other.
"Ino don't want to split with mommy again,"
So cruel to Vani all this time.
Is she an evil mommy to the point of ignoring the child who was born alone.
"Dear, mommy won't leave Vino again.
From now on we'll always be together, Vino will, won't we?"
Vani has decided to raise her child from now on.
Why have everything if someone is sacrificed.
"You want mom, Ino wants to stay with mom,"
Vino quickly replies to hearing Vani invite him to stay together.
"But the same promise mom must be healthy first, that's why we want a vacation?"
This was the first time seeing Vino smiling happily.
If happiness is this simple, Vani can do what he justifies various ways to be happy.
If happy we feel this easy then why bother.
"Well mom, Ino's gonna get well soon,"
Glad Vino, it's been a long time she wanted to be with her mommy but only now she accepts.
"Now eat first yes, let it heal quickly,"
Bribing Vino to eat with painstaking finish of the meal preparing the medicine Vino after that put Vino to bed to rest.
Vino quickly fell asleep after taking the medicine.
Not long before someone opened the door of the room to care for Vino slowly.
Vani turned to the door to see who was coming.
Vani's body stiffened to see who was standing at the door.
What Vani thinks is that person is already there.
It didn't take long for him to get there.
"Renzi,"
Lirih Vani saw the burly body stepping slowly towards Vino lying down.
The person named Renzi was indifferent as if he did not see any Vani in the room.
"Daddy's son quickly healed yes, so you can come with daddy again,"
Groping Vino's head.
"Why should the daddy bear for what Vino doesn't know,"
Talk as if insinuating Vani.
Am I that bad.
In the room there were three people only one more person was not considered to be his existence.
"More,"
Call Vani after a long time in Renzi's house.
"Ino quickly healed yes, here like there's a waiter for this room,"
Not answering Vani's call, he asked Vino to speak.
"Ren I'm sorry,"
Holding Renzi's hand for not being in the gubris of his call.
"No, there's a waiter for this room,"
"Ren I'm sorry, I'm sorry,"
Vani's voice sounded heavy withstanding the cries.
"I know, I was wrong Ren.
Sorry Ren, don't punish me like this,"
Vani breaks at Renzi's feet holding Renzi's feet with tears already falling free.
"Give me a chance to make up for everything Ren.
I know Ren's fault, I want to fix everything,"
Pinta Vani looked up.
Looking with a look full of regret and tears of sincerity because he admitted the mistake so far.
Renzi just looked flat without answering just looking.
"I've got a replacement mommy for Vino, so you don't worry about Vino being pushed when I leave the country,"
Strictly Renzi who only wanted him to arrive.
"No, you can't do that.
I'm her mommy until whenever I don't want to be replaced by anyone,"
"I beg you not to punish me this sick.
Don't separate me from my son Ren,"
Pinta Vani was very pleading.
His life would have to be separated from his son.
Vani has regretted everything, what should he pay by parting from his son who since birth he ignored.
"That's my decision, you should never get in the way of this instead of what you've wanted all along.
Away from the child you never expected to see,"
Push your legs until Vani's grip is released.
Walking to the sofa left Vani still sitting on the floor.
"I beg Ren, let me make up for everything.
I'll try to reciprocate your feelings and and mine,"
Brickly said the sentence even though it did not arrive.
"I what?"
Of the many said Vani only a continuation of the word Vani expected.
Still expect Vani to reciprocate his feelings and they can be together.
"Me, I've actually started to love you.
Only, I was too afraid to admit it because I had failed my Ren too much,"
Honest Vani to Renzi in a soft voice.
Shame is certainly Vani felt, still expecting the person he had been resisting.
But he didn't want to regret it the second time.
"Didn't I hear what you said,"
Intentionally teasing Vani when clearly Renzi heard that Vani reciprocated her feelings.
Renzi likes jail.
"Udah ah I hate you,"
Stand up from sitting on the floor and then stand in the toilet.
Tidying up the fairly tangled appearance.
Mana Vani who always looks perfect.
Out of the toilet there was already a burly hand that greeted Vani with a circle on the tiny stomach.
"If you've spoken that, don't even think about getting away from me again,"
The heavy voice was clearly heard in Vani's ears.
Vani goosebumps to hear it, but there is a sense of happiness Vani felt.
This is what is called happy, simple, thought Vani.
"Well, I changed my mind,"
Get rid of that hand but it gets stronger in a circle.
"Now on the loose?"
Loosening that hug even though it has not come off.
"Yes,"
Pause Vani then continued.
"Yes no,"
Women's basic honest talk is harder than a national exam.
"I love you,"
Talk right in Vani's ear.
Not yet Vani replied that Renzi had been cut.
"Yes I know you love me too,"
Very confident of you, sir.
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Tbc.