My Handsome Daddy's

Rara's.

Since her mother invited her father and Satyia together somehow Rara feeling suddenly restless there is no definite reason but what is clear she asked in her heart, what is this? why does she feel bad, may it be just her feelings.

Until arriving in the living room do not know why the atmosphere is different from the one at the dining table just now, why change so quickly?.

Is there a serious discussion or brother Satyia has asked for blessing but the father refused and now wants to discuss if Satyia is not accepted in this family and asked to stay away from him.

But if it was like that Rara saw Satyia was ordinary there was no sadness or disappointment in that handsome face, she was ordinary just her face expressed a curious not a disappointment.

Until Rara was told to sit next to Satyia she did so without objection or asking at all.

Not merely submissive but in his heart he did not know why he stepped onto Satyia's seat.

Until I spoke Rara still had time to joke and interject with jokes.

Because for Rara the father of people who are cool to be joked then if they have gathered then joke is what they do.

Until Mr. Mat talks about a mother who gave birth to a baby but her baby died still Rara relaxed not react at all until at its peak Rara knows the reality they have kept so far.

Stating Rara is not their biological child, heartbroken Rara right now.

Not a real child? then whose child he is.

What he remembers since he was born ah lebay if since birth he remembers the events of his life.

More precisely since he began to understand this must not be done that he knew they were both his parents not the other.

Those who raise Rara, give affection, give early education before going to school, teach walking, bribe food, wipe tears when crying, help stand when falling, defending when someone hurt but now they say Rara is not her real child.

Without saying much and answering that phrase Rara went from there into the room.

No matter who else, this fact really hurt his heart the most deeply and deeply.

So what is the meaning of the affection they have been giving? what is just a falsehood or cover up the sadness of losing their child.

Many questions flew over Rara's head.

For decades he was raised with lies.

Giving fake smiles as if they were happy to have children but not their flesh and blood.

"Why?" Rara's tears flooded the smooth cheeks.

Just saying why is in his head.

Why have they been hiding all this time?

Why is this story now?

Why is there no boat?

Why is he living a lie?

Why or is he that sad when he's told?

"So Rara whose child? do Rara's parents want Rara to be present in this world so they can leave Rara?" Sit curled up on the floor holding both legs and then hide the head between the hoes.

"Why is the story in front of Satyia's sister? want to know that Rara is a child that is not wanted by her parents.

Why does it feel so painful? why?" That roaring cry filled the restroom.

The room Rara lived in was small to adult.

In this room Rara had a happy day but it was not now that she was in tears.

The word honesty is painful but Rara never expected it to be this painful either, never.

Rara never expected any of this to be real even thought never because she only knew she was a real child because love used to be so real and sincere.

"Where are Rara's parents?"

"Do they want Rara among them?"

"What is Rara the son of a pesky carrier? so they don't want to raise Rara?"

"Will Rara be a burden if she stays the same?"

"Is Rara a child she doesn't want or is Rara's presence a mistake?"

"If so why not kill when new present rather than thrown away,"

Rara doesn't know what to do now, her dead-end mind can't think clearly.

Just tears as a witness that he suffered so much hearing honesty that he never imagined.

From childhood he never felt this much pain even when he fell again playing then his mother quickly helped to stand up and clean the wound but now to whom he complained that the person he expected they had just cut the wound even though they were not willing to hurt her heart either.

But the name of the secret must still be conveyed so that if Rara gets married later it will need a legal guardian for ijab qabul.

Marriage requires a biological father to kabul ijab otherwise it is not legal or can be represented by a judge.

"But they are not wrong, they are also just as hurt as Rara who lost the child they later but this still hurts.

This heart has not been able to accept all this is still very painful it feels tight,"

Squeezing his chest which felt very stifling even to breathe alone was so difficult.

The air is hard to pass like a fish out of water.

Spreading the view to all corners of the room remembering memories where the mother always took her to play every father went to work or just played before napping or at night.

On the bed his mother always told him before he went to bed even without a fairy tale book like most children but somehow the mother always had a different story every day and never even absent to tell stories.

"You don't be weak Rara you have to be strong, now your task is not only to finish college but to look for the whereabouts of both parents who are out of nowhere.

Don't be this weak girl you have to be strong.

Life is hard if we are weak it will be hard to get through it all.

You were born into a strong girl so now prove that you can get through it all,"

"If you only blame your parents now then the problem will never be solved without you acting, now get up and start moving,"

Encourage yourself to get out of pain now.

Life continues even though we walk in place then do not want to lose the same to anyone.

If you used to be left without cause then now you deserve to know what their reasons even if they have to hurt again.

"Let's get up and hold your head even though it feels heavy," Removing tears that continue to flow even though they can't stop.

Until Rara realized someone was knocking on her bedroom door but she was reluctant to stand open.

"Open the door" Call a voice from behind the door.

Rara realizes there is still Satyia here and now she is afraid of a honesty again from Satyia he might not want to continue their relationship.

"Rara dear brother Satyia don't hurt Rara like they did sister.

Rara does not want to split up with Rara's sister does not want to sister, plis do not stay in Rara," Rara could not imagine that Satyia also left her alone.

Rara was comfortable together not wanting to part what else had she heard her father say to Satyia to keep the promise but did not know what promise.

While Satyia who did not get an answer from inside ventured to open the door of the unlocked room.

Circulating his gaze but not looking at Rara yet there was a crying sound.

Satyia searches for the source of the sound that turns out to be behind the mattress.

Listen to what Rara said first.

"If brother ninggalin Rara keeps Rara the same who? don't stay Rara brother.

Rara knows that she wants to go back to the city because she does not want to accept women whose parents do not know who.

Yes sure it is, which man wants the same woman is not clear like Rara only a fool who wants,"

Continuing to fumble unaware that in the room he was no longer alone Satyia.

And the listener just smiles at a glance.

To the mind as Rara said it was never anything else to leave it turns out her lover had thought too far and was very creative.

"Rara loves the same sister but Rara does not want to split up with sister plis kak do not go," Racau Rara again did not realize that Satyia was sitting next to him who was still drowning her head between two legs.

How would Satyia leave him just for this reason.

It would be stupid of him to do that.

Getting isn't an easy thing so let go of just the stupid actions he'll regret one day.

"Yang," Call Satyia again.

There was no response just the sound of crying from Rara's mouth.

Ah if they are married then Rara's mouth will be silenced Satyia using her lips so that the crying stops.

Let it be considered as taking the opportunity as long as the crying stops.

As a normal man would want that but realize it is not yet time.

"Liat the big sister," touched Rara's shoulder but instantly Rara's body stiffened got a grip on her shoulder.

"So I'm not going to go back, I'm already careful on the road," After enough self-control Rara said softly without raising her head to look at Satyia who was at the side.

"Who said?" It turns out that her beautiful lover had a short mind.

Why go, come both then back must also be both.

"Rara knows big brother certainly will not want to be the same girl is not clear like Rara, parents do not know where.

Rara accepts that brother and sister deserve to be happy just as much as they deserve to be, " Still don't want to see Satyia who is developing a smile that looks like she rarely rises.

If it is like a season, fruit season is rarely present every year at certain times.

"Yes, you're right, you don't like girls, you don't know whose parents are.

A whiny woman, a weak woman, a resigned woman of the same condition," Satyia's words like a big rock hitting her chest really felt tight.

Yeah now he just knows he's just a kid doesn't know whose parents? how sad his life.

"Rara is okay if you leave, Rara is good if you have another sister, Rara knows herself if you continue to insist on being next to your sister," Not ready but feel this is better.

"Yes your speech is right but brother can not leave you, brother who does not want to be with another, brother who means you to continue to accompany brother, who brother wants only you not the other," Embracing Rara and hugging tightly channeled a sense of calm and said through a hug that everything would be fine.

No one leaves him, no one stays away from him, no one doesn't care that all those ugly thoughts are not true.

Rara's crying increasingly broke into Satyia's embrace earlier she had thought would be in living alone, passing heavy burdens alone, crying over impartial fate.

"Rara is afraid of her brother stayingin," Satyia's embrace was no less tight.

"No way," replied Satyia.

"Rara is afraid that you will not want to be with Rara again," continued Rara, her feelings are a little relieved there is a reinforcement now.

"Who said," If only Rara was no longer sad then Satyia would give a touch of affection on the forehead.

"Listen brother is good, from the beginning of our relationship brother has promised to accept you as is including all the possibilities that will happen both in the past and the future.

You who want not another brother, actually if you want to be able to choose another more everything but brother's heart can not he want you.

Earlier, before the father of the story, my brother had felt bad but could not shake the heart of his brother at all,"

"Sister is not the type of man who easily moves from one heart to another.

Actually sister does not like a crybaby girl easily cry but if the woman you can we discuss again," Spiced a little joke at the end of the sentence.

She doesn't want her baby to cry any longer.

"Where there is a crybaby Rara, this is not crying yes just flooded again," took off the hug and then swept tears using his hands.

"Sister also does not like dirty women," Help Rara clean tears using a handkerchief taken from her pants pocket.

"Rara is not a slob, brother," Pouted Rara with a raucous voice finished crying.

"It's not dirty just not clean,"

"Don't be sad anymore, it's not that the test is there to make us more mature.

Like we study the test is held because the teacher knows we deserve to be tested as well as live.

We spend the rest of the holiday looking for a way out of this.

How about if we start from the hospital where you were born, hopefully there is evidence.

Relax there is a brother who always accompanies this struggle we look the same to find who parents love.

And anyway we have to meet otherwise we won't be able to marry, who wants to be his guardian,"

Well the end of marriage is also but not wrong.

Not that this is the purpose of them coming there but there was a surprise first and told to fight.

Struggling to find prospective in-laws in order to get married.

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