My Halal Lover

chapter 42

farhan's POV

This time I woke up first. Zela still looks so comfortable in my arms. Face peace. There is guilt in my heart. I shouldn't be that angry with Zela. I just really couldn't help myself when last night she came home with Bima. At first I didn't recognize the man. I thought she was Zela's new friend here, but my emotions rose again when it was Bima.

I have known Bima since the first move to the village first. He's a man who always follows and watches Zela in silence. Yes, obviously I know because I always tried to keep Zela at a distance. But, Bima changed a lot as it turned out. In fact, he had dared to come here to propose to my wife.

Astagfirullah Aladhim! my emotions are really hard to control when I remember that. Fortunately I have Zela who always keeps her chastity when I am not with her. I believe that last night was really forced to do Zela because of her unhealthy condition and it was night time.

" Hmmm, are you awake? how do you even dream?"

Zela's voice roused me from the long thought that had made me emotionally alone.

"Eh. no, baby. It's a hunt there! You wudhu first! it's almost 4 o'clock."

"Yes, yes, yes."

Zela went to the corner of the room, sinking behind the bathroom door. I smile. It always feels like this. My heart warms every time we wake up one third of the night to meet our Lord. The owner of love has united me and Zela in the love we offer her.

Today I plan to go to the beach with Fiana. But, this morning he asked me to take him to college because there was a sudden meeting at the organization he was following. As the executing secretary, inevitably he must fulfill his mandate first. And with pleasure, I drove her wherever my lover wanted.

"Mas, Zela go there first huh. InshaAllah not so long. "

Zela kissed my hand and I kissed her forehead. This is my routine since marriage.

Zela is conducting her meeting. I'm confused what to do on this campus. I finally decided to wait for him in Musala because it happened that he had not yet prayed duha. I thought there I could calmly continue my memorization.

Finished ablution, I entered Musala with a greeting. Some men answered my greetings. I think they're a year and two above me. We smile at each other. I headed to the front shaf to perform prayers.

"O Allah, surely the time of the day is your time. Glory is Your majesty. Beauty is your beauty. Strength is your strength. Care is your care. O Allah, when my sustenance is in the heavens, send it down. If it is in the earth, then take it out. If it is difficult, then ease it. If it is illegal, then purify it. When far away, draw near by Your strength of duhay, Your power, (my Lord), bring to the cur of sustenance that you give to Your righteous servant . Aminn...."

After praying, I opened the Quran app on my phone. I have not completed three verses yet, there is a sound that disturbs my ears.

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