My Halal Lover

chapter 24

"Mas, if you were far away from me, would you look for an affair?"

Instead of answering my question, Farhan laughed.

"Mas, I'm serious."

"You're funny, honey. Why try so far? We will continue to build heaven for me, for you, for our children."

"But, um, if things make us have to stay away how?"

"What circumstances is Zela ? Believe me, no matter what happens .. No matter how far away we are, I will still be yours. Believe this. Totally."

Farhan hugged me tighter. There was warmth in my heart hearing the word.

I understand . What is destined for me will forever remain mine.

Farhan was not entirely mine, but his owner sent him to be with me.

So, it's not wrong if now I feel so afraid of losing her.

After the evening prayer, I kissed Farhan's hand, which was held by a warm kiss on my forehead. I really don't want this moment to be missed just like that .

"Don't worry Zela, it'll take place every day. And forever. "

I smiled, then looked embarrassed. I can't believe it, how expressive have I been since I married this man, so easily he knows everything I think?

Whatever, at least I enjoy this. Positively, I do not need to code ria like other unstable teenagers because my husband is quite sensitive it turns out . But, really if you were in my current position, you would know how complicated things are ..

*****

"Darling, what are you doing daydreaming there?"

A beautiful voice that I had heard so much. Farhan sat next to me, staring at the same object as me . Skies.

"Mas, look at the sky! She's very beautiful to blue, but doesn't last long. When the king of the day left him." My racquet .

"You can't forget, baby, there's an animal decorating it. And you must also remember, the sun does not go away. He's just circling another earth and will always come back after dark." Farhan pulled me into his arms.

The day passed so quickly. Slowly wanting to leave me. I'm scared . I don't want this day to pass. I was afraid Farhan would leave me. Oh, I mean, I'm afraid to leave Farhan.

*****

I locked myself in my room. The clock is 16:55. I'm getting scared. I heard footsteps approaching. I'm sure it must be Farhan. My fear increased. My hands are sweating. My heart works faster. I bent my body under the blanket. I felt my bed move. I know Farhan is now sitting by my side ..

"Darling, let's get up! SBMPTN announcement soon."

I wanted to scream that I didn't want that announcement.

"Zela let's get up !!" Farhan pulled my blanket.

He was so excited to see me pale and sweaty.

"Why you, baby? You sick?"

I hugged Farhan tightly . I nodded my sign that I was okay.

"But you are very pale. Let's go to the doctor."

I tightened my embrace on Farhan.

"No, I'm good. I just want you to always be by my side."

Farhan looked confusedly at me.

"What are you doing?"

I shake again.

Farhan kissed the top of my head. There is power flowing from there.

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