My Girlfriend Hasn't Bered!

Break up with steve.

...In steve's apartment, at night....

" the night sky is so beautiful, but not as beautiful as my life. There were a lot of stars, but not as many as I expected. The moon shines brightly, but my life is always dark. Why is it, my life is not going as smoothly as I planned?? " steve said, looking at the night sky in his room, only alone, while holding a cup of warm coffee.

" melody.......... You can replace clara. It's been half a year of our love journey, but the relationship isn't as wonderful as I expected. You, have begun to doubt our relationship. I'm sure it is. Ahhhhh!! By the way, no friends, that's annoying! What's Melody doing tonight, huh ?? Oh yeah, yeah. Next month is his birthday. He likes what gifts, huh? Hmmm, I tried to find first in the social market, a woman's birthday gift (search by mobile phone). Hmm,, most of her jewelry results. Hmm,, jewelry yeah,, maybe melody likes jewelry the most. I've been dating for half a year, I've never given a gift. It was Pantes, the melody began to doubt my love for her. Maybe that's why. Hehehe, melody melody.Just yesterday I met, I've missed it this way. (smile ). "steve is still a slave fashion love.

...The next day, at the beginning of next month, was my 20th birthday. Steve, come to my house . She was carrying a bunch of roses wrapped beautifully. And 2 parcels . I don't know what it is. But, I can guess, Steve came here because today I have a birthday....

" hi melody.. There are flowers for you. "

" yes, thank you. And, that one in your left hand, what? "

" oh, it's cake. Birthday cake, hehehe, happy birthday melody.. I lighted the candle .. "

" yes.. "

"okeyy, well now we celebrate this simple birthday first. Make wish or blow candles? "

" if you can, eat cake. "

" iss, no fun. Yup, blow out the candles"

" hmmm, I made a wish first.. May I live happily, huuufffff (blowing out candles). "

" it must be granted, hehehe"

" that's for sure. Hehehe".i had to smile.

" oh, yeah.. There is a gift for you. May my dear melody like. "she smiles again.

" what a bother to give this gift. "

" it's not a hassle for me. That, is the special thing I should have given . "

" meaning? "

" i see, during our courtship, I've never given you a gift at all. I feel guilty for my own boyfriend. "

" why feel guilty, anyway I did not ask for a gift to you, and I have never given a gift to steve. So, no need to think about it. "

" ... Yes yes.. . Melody,, "

" yes ?? "

" there's no problem.. What's wrong? How, is that so? "

" we talked, but I didn't hear you say a word of affection or affection to a girlfriend. I think you were, you were, Cuek. Not as usual. I've been dating you for half a year. And, I understand the logic and what you are. So, I know there's something you're hiding from me. Aye right? Don't tell me it's a misunderstanding. "steve's getting pissed.

" you can always guess correctly. If you are sensitive and know what I am like, you should have known from the beginning that I was afraid to have a relationship with you. "

" are you afraid of me?? Is it because I've made mistakes in the past?? So, that's why you're afraid?? " steve's voice started to press me.

" you know but pretend you don't know. Mumpung has become like this... I want to say , and I've been thinking about and, maturely, I decided, better, our relationship just got here.. I want to break up with you, steve. "I finally told steve.

" ..... A reason? ". Steve's face began to change . At the beginning he looked happy, now turned violent.

" yes, the reason is yes. Breaking up takes a reason. Love needs a reason too. The reason I ever loved you, because I thought we were a match. I thought you were the man I really needed in my life. And the reason for breaking up is, you're not what I expected. "

" that's not the only reason for the break up, is it??! YOU WANT TO BREAK UP BECAUSE I HAVE A BLEAK PAST, RIGHT?!!! " steve made a loud noise. He, already mad at me.

" what, you yelling like that, anyway?? I'm not afraid because you have a dark past. Me, I don't want to be restrained. You always taught me not to break up or leave you. That, like a threat to me. And, that time you said it with a face like you wanted to kill if I stay away from you. That, gives me goosebumps. "

" IN A SENSE, ARE YOU AFRAID OF ME LIKE I USED TO BE??!! AREN'T YOU??!! "

" don't scream out loud!! We're still dating for half a year, but you've been acting like this. Hard tempered. What if you've been dating for a long time or married?!! " i'm getting pissed.

" gmph!! You are the same as Clara, wanting TO LEAVE HER PARTNER!!! hmph! Or maybe you already have an affair, huh?!! SAY IT!!! "

" can't you not snap, then??!! my ears hurt!! Cheating on??? It just crossed my mind, never!!! "

" YOU LIED!!! AGHH!!! what better, I send you to clara's place?!! let you both go crazy!! " steve's getting less sane.

" do you realize, steve?? You're rude like this has made me hurt! "

" the more heartache is AKUU!! We are still dating for a few months, have you asked to break up?!! Just the reason I'm not normal, is it????!! You misjudged me melody. Not all the past is negative! I used to make a big mistake, but I can't be like that anymore. Make the same mistake, IT'S TIRED! Since I don't want to break up with you, you think I threatened you??? As it turns out, the melody that I consider a lover, only judges from the outside only. Apparently, you still don't know me. I always try to get to know you more deeply. Turns out I was wrong.. The melody that I valued was wise and understood about me, everything turned around with my judgment all along. Putuss?? All right, well, if it makes you happy, break up with me, I accept. I'm sorry, my story in the past, it's getting you away from me. Thank you, you have given a wonderful opportunity to share your love with you... I'm goin. " Steve rushed out of my house.

Was I wrong to decide to part with her??

Why does it seem, amuu being evil to him??

Was my judgment wrong??

His words were so deep, that I had a chance to think, was steve honest all this time to me??