My Girlfriend Hasn't Bered!

Break up a second time

the next day, I invited samuel to meet at one of the cafe venues near the campus. After arriving at the cafe, as usual, eat first just chat. Because, if the stomach is again keroncong, there is no energy to talk long times wide. The more emotional phase, must be full first.^^^

(10 Minutes later), the,,

" finally kennyaaangg! Honey, how come it's not finished with the food? Another diet, huh? " i opened the conversation casually first.

" it's okay, baby. I had a meal on campus, so I was still full. You are very greedy to eat it, out of it mushroom chicken noodles 2 bowls. Hehehe, my lover is the most good at eating. "samuel as always, friendly and often smiling.

" by the way, you said that I was the best at eating, well, I want to know what samuel is the best at? "

" hmmm, the best in history. Kan, I'm a lecturer. Hehe"

" other than that? His time is only 1 ? "

" right asked only 1, the most champion means a champion who is superior to other champions right? Hehe. "

" yes yes, if there are other heroes ? "

" hmmm,, jago captivates your heart, of course. Hehe"

" again? "

" what else ?? There is no, it seems. "

" iss, did you forget? Samuel is a lie. "

" fucking lie?? I never lied to Melody. "

" the time, anyway,?? Try inget first. "

" never, my dear. Ada, what the hell? How to make me a liar. There must be something, huh? "

" yes, there's something. "

" what, that? "

...I also directly issued the contents of the chat last night to samuel. I showed him the photo sent by that unknown person. Samuel saw it, just dumbfounded, mute like a rock....

" this is really you, right? Please don't dodge. "

" seeing you just stay still, means this photo is true. Means, you and this guy are really making out, right?? Since when did you come in contact with her? Huh uh?! " emotions start to peak every time I look at the photo. The cafe we stopped at, just the two of us at the cafe, it was deliberately rented so that no one knew about my chat with samuel.

" don't get emotional, just listen to my answer"

" i asked you, but I didn't answer. Who is not emotional ?! Now, answer! "

" melody, I admit that I was in the picture. And, that man is a man who we did not accidentally cross. She's my ex-lover. Name, james. James and I have been together for 2 years, in America. In the past, I was not a teacher. Except, a bartender. Me, split with him because he got caught cheating on me with another guy. It made me very disappointed in him. So, I tried working in Indonesia and was lucky to be accepted as a lecturer here. I, there have been 4 years in Indonesia and become a lecturer. I try to forget that dark past year after year. So, I'm trying to date a woman, and I'm approaching you. In order, I could escape from that past.But, just seeing her accidentally cross paths, my heart began to waver. He invited me to meet with me after driving you home, which was last night. He still has my phone number. Stupidly, I didn't change that number before going to Indonesia . And stupidly again, I still like the same sex. I'm sorry melody, I'm sorry if I lied for a year. Sorry, "samuel's honest expression.

...After hearing her honest statement, I began to shed tears....

" crying melody?? Here I wipe his tears. (willing to take tissue) "

" no, necessary! Don't touch me again! I seem to have been disgusted by you! How can you really make me an outlet from your past! You can lie to me for a year! long time ago, you look psycho! "

" yeah, say it as much. I am a crazy person! I am gay! I'm bisexual too! I'm impostor! But, there's only one I've confirmed to you melody. I have a very strong intention to change. And I, still love you. "

" if you love me, why do you still have time to make out with your ex-boyfriend???! why, huh?!! "

" it wasn't intentional. James kissed me first, and,, "

" and you responded to that kiss, right?? "

" i'm sorry, 'I'm a little self-absorbed. That is, because there is still a little left behind the feeling of like to james. I'm reflecting on what happened last night, and I've decided not to go back in time. And, I know who exposed that photo to you. That's, brian for sure. "

" what do you mean? "

" brian is my college friend. We were both students 4 years ago. He's on college leave a lot. Until finally he did not graduate. I, graduated and applied to become a lecturer and was accepted at that university as well. He already knows about my life. He knew it because of his suspicion of me. He was always suspicious, why I always had a photo with James in bed.Then, he accidentally saw my journal book.Such, there are many photos of James.He also tried to find out more about me. And he succeeded. He read my journal and looked at the pictures. I know brian's secret actions. I begged not to be told anything else. He agreed, as long as I changed. So, I tried to approach the woman after that incident. First, it was very difficult and that approach failed. The second is so. So, it just so happened that you too were heartbroken, and I tried to get close to you. The first time I saw you, my heart was racing. And I feel, I've started to love the opposite sex. So, I'm taking you out on a date. I didn't think I would be accepted. I'm thrilled. So happy, I want to connect more deeply with you. But, you're not ready. If at that time you agreed to have sex with me, maybe I was 100% a real man. "

" huh??! To be a real man you don't have to do ****! I'm even more disgusted to hear all your statements! I'm sure you won't turn into a normal guy. Let's just end up here. We broke up! " i rushed out but Samuel held me back. He took my hand.

" wait a minute melody, I want to change, give me that chance. I beg. "

" i'm not so sure samuel. If, I take you back, I'm not sure I can accept your dark past. I'm enough to be lied to here. And enough here is our relationship. Let's just say I'm someone else if I cross paths with you on campus. Take it easy, I don't like bringing up the past. I'm going first.. "

I, hurried out of the cafe and left samuel alone.