
July, 2008
A month has passed after Alika's separation with Bilmar. The girl looked thin with a withered look on her face and her pretty eyes. His appetite decreased, his college concentration was a little chaotic. Even at the beginning of her studies, she became a foolish student nurse.
His feelings and thoughts could not accept the course of the lecture, all he had in mind every day was Bilmar. His phone suddenly disappeared. To buy it again, Alika did not have the money. His parents just spent a lot of money to get him into the nursing school. It was also Papa Syamsul sacrificed to borrow cooperative money in his factory. Same with Mama Lisa.
One week after Bilmar left for London, Alika went to Nino and Dion to contact Bilmar.
"But Bilmar's number isn't active, Al. From the moment he went to London, Bilmar we couldn't call."
Alika's heart immediately screamed. Why did their story become like this. Somehow the love is more scattered when we are far apart, and that is what Alika and Bilmar feel after the separation.
There Bilmar suffocated. He was nervous because he could not report or get news from Alika.
"Please, Mah. Give this letter to Alika, Dion and Nino. Bilmar wants their phone number again." Bilmar felt they could not be reached because of his missing phone. Although Bilmar had bought a new cell phone but the young man could not memorize their mobile number and that was the stupidity of Bilmar. And Mama Mira lingered on herself to stay in London.
A week after their separation, Alika went straight to Bilmar's house. But the housekeeper said that Mama Mira will be home at the end of the month. Alika followed and accepted. He came home with a million wounds. All he knew was that Bilmar couldn't reach him because his phone was missing. And they both swim in misunderstandings.
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Late September 2008.
After the end of the month the girl returned to Bilmar's house, hoping to meet Mama Mira. He brought a letter, so that it could be delivered to Bilmar.
"Tante, is Bilmar okay over there?" ask Alika lirih. Mama Mira still stared fixedly at Alika by wearing a white-and-white nurse school uniform. The girl sat politely on the living room sofa looking at Mama Mira. He had to go to Mama Mira's house, wanting to know about Bilmar's situation. He also did not want the young man to feel lost.
"Well, really, Al. But now it's serious. It's still a new student."
"Oh yes, Auntie. Nothing, the important thing is that he is healthy .." replied Alika with a chest that already feels heavy and tight.
"Sorry Aunt Alika would like to ask for a Bilmar address in London? Alika wants to send a letter." pinta Alika pleads.
Mama Mira laughed at Alika's innocence. "You are different countries, the postage is also very expensive. Yes, it's the same Aunty, Aunt to London two weeks at a time."
"So at the end of each month, Alika can already get a reply to a letter from Bilmar yes aunt." asked Alika with a sparkling face.
"That's okay, letters first. Later I'll spend time to buy a hape." muttered Alika in her heart.
"Let's wait until death, this letter I won't give to Bilmar!" mumbling Mama Mira still with a warm look. When Mama Mira returned to Indonesia, Bilmar had already left a letter through his mother.
"Mah, please give this letter to Alika. Bilmar misses him, Mah."
Mama Mira is shadowed by the child. But apparently he was not looking for Alika, Dion or Nino. Keep the letter itself. To where Alika herself came to see him.
"You're the right college, Al. Don't keep thinking about Bilmar. Your college will be disrupted."
Alika simply nodded with a heavy nod of her head. His heart was still hard to accept his situation with Bilmar like this.
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Early November 2008
Alika came back to Bilmar's house. He hopes to get a letter from Bilmar. He also brought a new letter that he wanted to send to Mama Mira. Alika's heart was broken. There was no reply to the letter he received.
"Bilmar didn't reply to my letter, Auntie?" Alika repeated Mama Mira's words. The girl was fucked. Clear water instantly swirled on his eyelids. He thought that when he had waited two months, he would receive a reply.
"Bilmar is busy, Al." said Mama Mira, she wiped Alika's tears with a tissue.
It was a drama that Mama Mira did very well. He managed to fool Alika and Bilmar very neatly.
"You will hate each other for a long time, hahaha." Mama Mira has no power to laugh. He can only hold it in his heart.
"But Aunty to London is only later this month, because Auntie must review the company. At most Alika is here at the end of next month, how?" Mama Mira is lying.
Alika's chest continued to throb with pain. That long?
"By December Alika will be here again, Auntie." Alika according to Mama Mira.
Only Mama Mira is the transportation tool. After he gave the letter, he left home. With shaky steps and tears that continue to pour. Alika occasionally cursed annoyed. He feels lied to.
"What the heck busy you are, to reply to my letter just can't!" decak Alika while holding the B pendant perched on her neck.
Alika doesn't know. There Bilmar to get sick with fever because of longing. But Mama Mira still has the heart to separate the son with his love.
"Alika replied to my letter, didn't she, Mah?" ask Bilmar when the mother has just arrived again to London. He asked for a letter he had been sending since September.
"Mama is sorry, Bil. But he was quiet. He said you don't have to think about him. She's busy with school."
"Ah, time, Mah?" Bilmar was not at first that easy to believe. Because he knew very well how Alika behaved.
"Have you got the numbers Alika, Nino and Dion?"
"Alika says hapenya again in service. When he's done, he'll tell you, Bil."
Bilmar rubbed his face rough. His breathing is heavy. "There's just about everything broken!"
"What the hell Alika, my letter also uses everything not bales! Busy what the hell!"
Bilmar continued to mutter. He looked angry and began to get upset. And Mama Mira was so happy to see it.
"Living in the heat of the minute, Bilmar and Alika will definitely hate each other, yes!" Mama Mira exclaimed happily for winning.
"Keep Dion with Nino how? Did you get her number too?"
"Mom went to their house. But Dion is already in Bandung, right, if Nino already in Malang."
It is true, his two friends are no longer in Jakarta. Dion continued his broadcast school in Bandung, while Nino continued his medical school in Malang.
And Mama Mira never came to their house. Mama Mira deliberately wanted to also keep Bilmar away from the two children, she was only afraid that Nino and Dion were still close to Bilmar. Bilmar again has a gap to get close to Alika.
"He said they were also on broken, Bill." replied Mama Mira of origin.
"Ah, time, Mah?" Bilmar again exclaimed in disbelief. He looks like he's rattling his hair.
"Dickhead!" her claws.
"I miss you, Alika! Why are you the same as me!" bathe Bilmar and cry. He locked himself in his room.
"....Bil, can you not hear my conscience? Reply to my letter, please, Bill. I'm here to miss you." said Alika while staring at the sky.
"God, please move his heart Bilmar for me. I miss her." - Alika and the girl cried again. His chest is back in pain.
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