
"But I'm sorry, Bil. I can't be like that."
Suddenly hearing that remark made Bilmar increasingly struggling and whining. The handsome young man let go of his embrace and cupped his head in Alika's lap. Bilmar continued to hold tightly to Alika's hand which felt cold.
How not to get cold, Alika was forced to say that. Lying to his heart and his feelings. Even now he was eager to hug Bilmar to calm his heart.
The base of Bilmar's shoulder continues to move up and down, in rhythm with the sobbing that he is releasing.
"How much Alika, Bilmar is up to it that he still does not want to accept it anymore!" whispered Nino was upset.
Dion stared sadly at his best friend. "Fight ya, when. I doain hope Alika wants to nerima lo again ... dating again! I hope you guys make it to the marriage stage."
"Aamiin." timpal Nino.
Vaguely both hands were still stiff, Alika lifted up to stroke Bilmar's back. Feeling the warm touch, Bilmar cried even more. He knew this woman still loved him, and he knew Alika was still hurt.
"Don't cry, Bill. Your life is still long. Who knows will meet more women than me" said Alika.
Bilmar just shook his head and kept crying. His heart was like it had been pierced by thousands of needles.
"I don't want anything else, I want you!" answer Bilmar. Then he looked up and looked at Alika. Bilmar was astonished to see the murmur of clear water was already on the eyelids of the woman.
"We're different, Bil." lamented Alika.
"But, Al. God never differentiates his people."
"But you are not a perfect God, Num! What you said yesterday was--"
"Shh!!" Bilmar placed two fingers on Alika's lips that were still gaping. "I'm just saying, let Dion believe. What do you have to do, let's forget that?"
"Students whose test scores are poor, are still given a chance to be remedial or a robber can still become a religious expert after being released from prison. Can't I get a chance to change?" keep Bilmar firmly.
"I'm not going to London! I want to go to college here, just stay close to you." Bilmar pulled out his flagship style. He had run out of ways to seduce Alika. I don't know why he always imagined the words of Alika who can not combine love in a long distance relationship.
"Don't lose your dreams just because of me, Bill."
"You're my dream now, so I want to make it real! Please, Al. Accept me again." Bilmar continued to beg and grovel. As long as the young man lived, he had never begged anyone like this.
"You still love me, don't you?" ask again.
Alika, the sincere-hearted woman then quieted for a moment. He lowered his head and closed his eyes for a moment. While thinking, what should he answer. Not missing, if in the corner of his heart still loves this man.
Are you ready to take it off? If after this someone approaches him, will you be willing?
Goddess Fortuna continued to whisper in Alika's ear. His chest became tight, his head felt full. Of course he wouldn't be willing.
"Al?" exclaim Bilmar slowly. Then look towards Nino and Dion who are sounding like giving a code that Bilmar should not bother him.
"Wait a minute, give Alika a chance to think." said Dion just with a mouth movement without sounding at all. With a nod of the head by Nino. Bilmar complied and calmed down. He waited for Alika to answer.
And not for how long.
Alika again raised her face, she opened her eyes and looked at Bilmar's eyeballs deeply. With a long breath, he finally answered.
"Yes, Bill. I still love you." replied Alika.
Bilmar's smile line was raised perfectly. His rails sparkle. He was sure that this woman would still love him.
"I'm sure, Al. You must still love."
"But I'm not sure about you, Bil."
The smile that had just now faded is now back. "What is my condition like this, not enough to make you sure?"
"Maybe you're just feeling sorry for feeling guilty? Not because I really love you?"
Bilmar threw out his coarse breath, rubbing his face in a huff. It was hard to convince this woman.
"You're so stubborn, Al?" cicit Bilmar.
"God is forgiving and forgiving. He has power and power beyond anything. Still willing to accept his sinful servant to repent. Your only human time can't give me a chance?" Bilmar continues to force. He did not let go of Alika's hand which he had held firmly.
"Dating again is the same as me. Please, Al. Do I have to bow at your feet? Da? You want that, Al? Okay fine! I'm doing it for you." he asked, he answered. He also inched down from the bed to squat under Alika's legs.
"Ja-ngan kayak gini, Bill. Let's wake!" Alika gasps. He held both of Bilmar's arms trying to get the man up and up.
Alika was filled, her heart was back rustling. Seeing Bilmar continue to plead with tears that kept coming out over and over again wetting his face.
"Alright, Bill. I'll give you another chance."
With Bilmar's tears at a standstill, he looked up to Alika.
"So we're dating again, Al?"
Both Nino and Dion's eyes were perfectly patterned, waiting for an answer from Alika.
Alika shook her head, and Bilmar again bent his face. "Why the hell can I love an iron-headed woman like a gini?" Bilmar.
"What does that mean anyway? I don't understand you" Bilmar said in frustration. The man is angry. If possible he wants to bite Alika's cheek to cry and want to accept it.
Alika continued to lower her gaze to look Bilmar down, and the man continued to look up until the nape of her neck felt sore and heavy.
"Siram, Bill. His Tayii was full." exclaimed Nino, and the laughter of the two men roared in the room.
"Squat for a long time, look out for ambeyenn, Bill." continued Dion.
"Diem lo!" Bilmar stood up and grabbed a pillow to hit his two friends who were still laughing bouncing around him.
"Bil, no!" Alika stood up and grabbed a pillow from Bilmar's hand. "Let's sit!"
Bilmar snorted angrily at Dion and Nino who were still mocking him. Alika patted the empty part next to her and finally Bilmar complied to sit down.
"You don't fuck with me, Al. If you reject me, the two female monkeys will make fun of me until I get old!"
"Have a female monkey! There's a stick of real nih--Jaguars, ain't broh?" Nino broke through Bilmar's words to Alika and glanced at Dion.
"Yoye, Broh! Jaguar haunt" Dion laughed sarcastically.
"Diem bangsatt!" kelakar Bilmar's. He looked back at Alika and put on a hardened face.
"Where, Al? Give me a chance to kayak us first."
"I'll give you a chance in a month! Show your love and attention. Let me just believe that you really love, and maybe we'll-"
"Are you going out again, Al?" milmar Selak.
"Yes, Bill." replied Alika briefly.
"But why a month? Very long, Al. Could it be two days?" said Bilmar plain.
"Lo thought shopping at the market, nawar?" the laughter of Nino and Dion was heard again.
"Diem lo! I'm a pigtail too, lo bird!" decak Bilmar turned to the two men.
"Nr ..." Alika stroked Bilmar's shoulder.
"Let's, Al. Its nothing. I will fight!" replied Bilmar with a sumringah face. He again grabbed Alika's hand to be snorted several times.
"I'm waiting for your fight." Alika smiled looking at the man.
"Thank you, Al. Thank you dear." said Bilmar then re-captured Alika's tiny body.
"Have the event ended?"
"Yes, the Mandala is still an otewe." Dion and Nino laughed again.
"BODO!" Bilmar poked his tongue towards the two of them. No matter what Nino and Dion said, it was clear that his heart was calm and calm.
And then
Deheman's voice from the doorway, instantly made Bilmar and Alika let go of their embrace. Alika pushes Bilmar's body away.
"Mah .." cried Bilmar.
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