My Depression Diary,

5.Crying Tampa Sound.

°°In-room °°

What else is wrong?

Why am I always wrong in your eyes?

Finally the tears that had stopped flowed again.

Leaning against the corner wall of the bed, I thought of a fate that was never appreciated.

Although this was not the first time bitter words like this were thrown at her,

But it still hurts him.

Almost 2 years of living with Elis' mother, but his attitude over time is increasingly not good with Nara.Every day there is always something wrong in his eyes.

But it's different in front of other people.

Nara is considered as her own biological child.even sometimes called as Annakku if in front of her neighbors or there are relatives who come to the house.

The bad treatment and pressure that Nara receives every day, the more days make Nara moody, likes to shut herself up, and always crying.

As a result, Nara has 2 times impaired vision.His eyes become blurred and difficult to see, his head will also hurt to experience vomiting.

And because of his quiet attitude, Nara never told him about her pain.

Not never, Nara is very understanding with the attitude of Elis' mother.caring that never existed for her, It feels free to be told.the opposite she will only say;

Ouch,,,

So parents don't cry, please,

It hurts a little, I want to die.

at best the medicine is also cured, too,

Or if not, then,

Ahahh, At least it's just alesan, let's not be told.

I know what's on your mind,,, you know,,,

But it's different if Ivan is sick,

He'll spoil Ivan.

Even when his son said that he was dizzy, Ivan would be immediately told to go off school.when at that time there was an exam at school.

Elis' mother understood that Nara was very afraid to eat the name of medicine, So that's the alesannya If Nara is sick will be forced to take medicine.

Or just finish all the housework as usual.

Nara who could not do anything was forced to follow all the wishes of the elis mother.

tok to tokk...

"Son Naraaa

Open the door, dong, sleep in the room?"

Instantly, Nara's daydream stopped hearing a familiar voice from outside the room.quickly rubbed both of her cheeks, with tears still remaining.

"Yes, yes, din,, that is,,,

It was an early voice.

Nara forgot, if it was time to go home Dini said she would play at her house.

"Duh, long amm...at anyway???

As usual standing in front of the door, with a sweet smile that varied his face.

But it disappeared instantly when he saw Nara's eyes.

"Boiled again?said Dini looking resentfully at Nara.

"shutttthh, don't be hard!

We'll talk in the back!"

then pulled Dini's hand out of the room.

At first glance seeing Elis' mother in the guest room, she was busy feeding Nola her lunch.

Nara and Dini walk on the cable back for fear that all her chatter will be heard.Can later other problems arise.

"Why else sis, that witch does not end her every day her work angry continues? This again, must have been crying again, right?"

while raising Nara's chin in annoyance.

"Silver not tired yes, crying again crying again, old eyes can be blind you know?

he said again with a little emotion.

"So I should what be happy? that laugh?

and tell him, thank you mom is angry already.I'm so happy like this every day."

"You didn't say kedia gini just this time:

Don't get angry at me, who do you think you are?

I'm gonna get kicked out of here"

nara started to smile a little.

"Not that too, kayak

people dare to say that" he replied with sewot.

Nara smiles at her own smile at the behavior of her best friend, am I the one who was scolded, do you think she was hurt anyway?

Dini who from earlier turned her back to look at him for a moment, and found Nara who was smiling a smile became increasingly sewot.

"iiihhhhh, people are upset too, why not smile smile?

"Don't you sit down.

I'm tired of knowing from just now look at you that's ngomel mulu."

"Eh, what did you say?

You said she was a witch, huh?

I told him I wanted to?"

Let them all be turned into monkeys."

Nara started to tease Dini.

"But din, she's like a witch."

nara said again.

Then the two of them were the same as laughing, hearing Nara's talk.

"But brother, how long will you survive like this?looking back at Nara

the laughter that was there, became lost instantly with the question earlier.

"Until when?

I don't know either, maybe until my heart says Stop is enough, and by then I'm ready to end it I'll stop, maybe." replied Nara again with a smile to Dini.

Seriate...