My Depression Diary,

10.Guilt?

"It's very busy".Nara's Sapa

who yeah? I feel alone here from now on.

Nida was startled while looking left right looking for where her voice had come from earlier.

When looking back, Real Nara was already standing at the door to the entrance to the security.

"Eh Ra, didn't he say he was here?"Ask Nida in surprise.

"Why? can't come here?

yes I have come home huhuhu"Jawab Nara with a sad temple face.

Nara turned her body, walked away from Nida.Depasangnya face pura cambek hope Nida will call him back.But that was heard instead, but instead,

"Yes, bye ra...

Nida who heard that so turned around again approached Nida.Then she wanted to digerjain,eh instead became dikjain.

"iiissshh... Do you really wish I was home?"Looked at Nida's face with a sewot

"was.kan situ himself who wanted to go home, I was just nanya you were why here?

How sensi so si? the red cross is standing, right?" Glanced at Nara with a smile.

"Whoa, if any guest comes to be given a cake, dikasih eat cake, in baikin kek napa?

"If someone else is yes, but if you're sorry, it doesn't matter uwweekkkkk, no,,

"Damn it, you're the same as me"

Nida just giggled at the behavior of her friend.

"But it wasn't that you couldn't come? vani just got home from here."Ask Nida again.

"oohhh, my work has been done all.So now you can relax."

It's better not to tell Nida about the incident earlier.If I say later he thinks that no longer.

"You'd like to be helped? tawar Nara's.

"Can, this is cleaned.this grass is plucked, it's moved here, it's swept, it's washed until it's clean and this blah blah blah blah..."

Ngoceh Nida while pointing to the direction of the plant.

"Jeez this is a person, the heart even dikasih asked for a heart.Nyesel I nawarin myself earlier" said Nara with sewot.

"Hahaha..joking kaleeee, how serious are you?

Nida continued to tidy up her plants that Nara helped.Because busy helping Nida, the feeling of hunger that gripped little by little forgotten.After completion, They sat sitting in the living room while watching TV.

"Sorry Gin, is Nara here? dicarin from earlier but did not meet." asked Miss Elis in a soft voice

"Eh mbak Elis, is here yet again watch Sama Nida.Indeed why ya mbak?

"Nothing, that loh si Nara from earlier out of the house did not tell me.Abis from earlier had not eaten again, pity him Gin."Obviously again with a face pura anxious.

"Masa si mbak? he also did not say if he had not eaten.If not I have told him from earlier eat here.Sepak ya mbak I call you first." said Bu Gina and then went into the living room.

"Nara, outside there is your aunt who is looking for.You are told to go home, she was worried once said you have not eaten huh? why not talk to Nida? I could eat here,"

"Seriously Nar?how's diem?"whispered Nida with a shocked face.

"What aunty is, it just so happens not to be hungry."Answer it while smiling fakely.

"Yes, I've come home to you, Nid, aunt."Pamit Nara's.

Diteras already stood Elis ma'am with her hands placed on her waist.Wajah her angry had turned out well.Maybe seen her mother Nida who was also at the door of Nara.

"Let's go home.Other times if you want to play must eat first, if the pain will be difficult,"

Since when have you been so concerned about me?

That difficult? that's for sure, who else will try to be babu in your home.

"Once again excuse me, aunt"he's the camel again.

"I am also Gin" said Miss Elis.

Nara walked first in front of her eyes.Bu Elis just kept quiet, maybe he also knew that Nara was upset with him.

Arriving at home Nara continued to go to the room.She was very tired if she still had to face the tantenya.Means heart wanted to lay down on the bed, but could not because there was a call from the queen mistress.

"Nara, come out for a second!

Nara did not answer just out standing in front of the door of her room.

"Please take care of the house as well as Nola, mom wants to go out with your dad.Let's not forget to eat!"said Miss Elis.

"Yes." answered Nara briefly.

Then they left, Nara immediately washed the main door.because the habit is so.Because if left open, aunt aunty rumpi will come.

Nara sat on the chair in front of the window, saying

I should have understood from the beginning why he picked me up.

You fools think he's looking for me because there's a little bit of guilt.

hahaha, the heart does not know itself.