My Day is Random

c18/my 18 questions story

I just wanted to ask you a few things, maybe someday I can answer my own questions .

when will my family life exams stop? hopefully soon because I want my family to be harmonious again like before

can I live independently? while I was a child who was always lazy to do something, what should I do?

can my life be better? I asked because I felt too much trouble was coming

can I get happiness? I just want to be happy with my family but problems always come and it's not certain when to stop

will I succeed someday? I hope so , so that my family's economy is also good .

and why is everyone looking at me in a different way? when do these people realize that they too ...

I love the silence but will this silence continue? I hope so, I really like solitude but I don't like being alone

is there really light in my life? I asked because my life was always bleak, but was there any light that would shine on me? I hope so

I see, that I have a lot of hope but will that hope come true? I .. don't know what to say because I can only hope

I seem to be asking too many questions, I don't know how many? I don't know , and I don't want to count it maybe next time

I have two sisters, but I can't live it what should I do? they were taken care of by my grandmother but I just felt that I was so useless .when can I support my family?

I've asked a lot, but where does anyone answer it . because anyway I'm just alone at the moment , even if there was someone I still wouldn't tell him or ask, I could only hold it myself

I wonder, are married people happy? I didn't mean to get married or find out about other people's lives I just wanted to ask

and I've always dreamed that after I get married, I wish I had two twins . But fate is always in God's hands, so I can only hope it comes true

and also when did this empty house become filled? my house is so empty, I couldn't live alone in it

can I, when I am in heaven, meet my family? i .want .meet .my family .point! .even though they look different

is it just my feeling that I am too sad . it is actually because I am always too carried away by emotions, I am so sad again😢 .

I hope that life on earth will run smoothly until I am in the Hereafter , and may I go to heaven , amen .

my feelings always say that something bad is going to happen, but what is it? I wish it was just my feeling

I don't know what else to ask, I just hope the whole world's life is as smooth and warm as a genuine mother's affection for her child , and I also want to ask someone, do you have a harmonious family?