
actually I feel the end of this end , like how it is . yes I feel that I tuh his personality slightly changed , but I do not know . the end of this also my thinking is getting older , not adult just because of lust . different again .
especially now that I'm 15 years old, but that's the age ..time to realize it is . but..temen temen in my class like do not know it . like they are not adults . but it's just in my mind doang , which I thought .
until now I feel that life is not about things that waste time, should benefit free time to do new things . even though it is trivial .
actually a lot of what I want to tell but I forgot.because it was right I was in school earlier . I might have to remember the first time , I just remembered .
I'm still in school, want to go home but can't . so yeah it's been, walkin aja . uh even fit at home also don't know what to do , can only hold hp continue in mainin .
I went home too smoothly 'cause the roadblock .the bike broke down and there was my neighbor's son who was there too , really stubborn not to be diem . fortunately he's not my sister . his bike broke down and there happened to be my uncle so yes, my neighbor's son was titipin the same uncle I. whereas I was the same uncle I was , again real and come again male neighbors . he nawarin for my boncengin, I yes ok aja . and my uncle's motor in the push Ama he .
so until the house directly enter the lights turn on, keep the fan also . do not forget to close the door yes . and two days ..either why I so often sprained if there is a sprain. but the trivial also applies .
my mom hasn't come home and I'm alone at home, but I'm sleeping right in the same house as my sister .
mother and father have not come home because the father suddenly got sick, maybe this is the effect of chemo . so the mother said she will not be able to go home first, hopefully the mother and father can go home soon. I miss ..a long time I did not meet . with only Vidio cal where enough .
fortunately I never cry if ngehadepin calamity, because you should pray continuously , make stop the disaster that comes . do not continue to cry , it is not useful when the disaster comes .
you should also be grateful for everything given by God . I write this, almost a cry . Karana keinget , fortunately Ama diingetin herself . because after all not many know me .I can only be alone.
I want to talk about my life, but .. to whom? even the people around me no one knows me very well .they just pass by in my life , I don't know when they stop and pay attention to me .
I feel that I have been lonely for too long, when do I find someone who understands me? I can only ask myself .
I hope it's not long 'cause it looks like I can't stand it, maybe .
hopefully in this life I can live it well .
I'll cry if I continue to tell stories, so I can only get here . by~