My Cute Boyfriend 2's

Episode 28's

" i like you!!!"

Lia PoV's

" huh, is that all you have in mind?" I asked who was with his words.

honestly, Theo is actually quite handsome, very handsome in fact.but I myself also do not understand, how can I fall in love with the person I hate the most. somehow since when but, my mind started to fill with images of him even a few times I could make out his voice, his roar, his heartbeat. All of them, I liked Rayn!!

it's not what I want, and I've ruined myself, my plans, and the trust of the people who trust me. I ruined it all, so I'm in a dilemma right now. I was confused as to how I would continue this story, if I told Rayn my feelings I would break everyone's trust and yes, I would destroy my reputation and tarnish my pride. but if I do not say this, then my own feelings will be tormented.

in addition, Theo now also makes me dizzy with his words, not that I do not believe in his words, only that I have been too confused by the dilemma I experienced. maybe if I hadn't planned to look for Rayn in the first place, would I not have met her? and maybe I won't fall in love with her either? but, if this was indeed fate what could I really fall in love with her?

are Nana and Eva going to let me do this? will Uncle Louis and pama Ryoma allow me to love the man who killed my parents? are the late Papa and Mama going to be happy with what I did? a lot of questions came to my mind, but I had all the answers, whether good or bad.

if I expressed my feelings, then Nana would definitely take over my body and go crazy, she would definitely kill Rayn right then and there. if I were to expose Rayn, she said, ryoma's uncle would have skinned Rayn, who had been killed by Nana, and Louis' uncle would have kept her organs and sold them at a high price, and for the positive answer I have in my brain? I didn't get it, the answer is NO!!!

argh, I'm dizzy. It sucks, does it have to be this way? I sighed softly after which raised my head and brought my gaze towards Theo who was looking at me at this moment? ha, staring? I turned my head and yes, Theo was looking at me. he looked at me with a look of adoration, a look I like but I hate if Theo did that. Why? that's repulsive.

" you're fucking dumb!"

" what the hell is it?" the question made me realize what I was doing.

" the!!" call me and Theo turned his head immediately and furrowed his brows.

" what?" he answered and I was confused by what I was doing, why did I call Theo? I need to get some fresh air.

" the cave wants to skip, permit the cave!" I said that I went from sitting and stepped away from the cafeteria that was still crowded with students who were still eating their food.

I put my feet away from there, I don't know where my feet are taking me away I just follow it. My mind somehow drifts and my soul is in a dilemma. have my legs taken me long enough and my body stopped in the back garden of the school? I don't know why my body brought me here but now I feel relieved.

the view of the back garden is no less beautiful with the cold roar of the wind on the rooftop, the green trees and the cool breeze that hit my body removing all the burden on my mind. I took a deep breath and enjoyed the fresh wind.

" what am I supposed to do?"