My Cute Boyfriend 2's

Episode 14

Theo PoV's

I looked at the beautiful figure, the sweet girl who had been beside me and muttered indistinctly.I did not understand, I did not understand, what dream did he have that he said his dream could not be achieved.he raised his body and then stretched his hand back into the air.

" my dream is so that I can meet my parents and repay everyone who made me suffer" he said, I didn't hear wrong? a Lia can be sad and sad? I decided to turn to him and find his figure who now looks sad.

the look in her eyes was soft and the smile she carved was so sad, this was the first time I saw a girl who tried this hard to look strong. My heart was full of pain, it felt like I wanted to hold her and embrace her. eager to protect her and take her away from all sorts of danger and sadness she has.

I unknowingly got up from my seat and stretched out my hand to her. She seemed confused by what I was doing, not even I myself knew what I was doing right now. I carved out my gentle smile then took a cue to talk.

" then I'll help you make it happen!" I said lightly, while Lia seemed to chuckle for a moment hearing my words.

" if that's what you have to kill me first." he said with a ruckus as he grabbed my hand. I helped him stand up and casually he left in front of me.

" what do you mean?" askaku who did not understand the meaning of his words, this girl really has many secrets.he stopped then turned to look at me, a smile diurkirnya.

" if you want to make my dream come true, you have to kill me! because my parents are dead!!" he said casually, I heard it petrified for a moment, not because I saw the beauty of the smile he had never shown me, but because of his words and the smile he made.

for a moment I thought he wanted to die right now, and he really wanted to die right now, and somehow it hurt my heart to hear that, maybe I was really in love with him. I want to take her away from here, and hide her from this world.

" heh, you what the hell? you're daydreaming what?" his question that made me realize from my daydream, I turned and found his figure that had been tracing the waist in front of me.

" let's go!" I said calmly as he moved away from the field, he seemed to grieve before walking after me from behind.

the class hours were over, we were relaxing in the school cafeteria. I ordered a fried rice and a can of soda from the drinking machine, while Lia bought a can of vanilla milk and a piece of softcake. I was still looking at him and Lia seemed to not care about it.

" li.." call me to Lia who's gulping down a can of vanilla milk.

" what the hell?"

I still look at him, he just ignored me and focused on his breakfast.Yes, Lia never had time for breakfast because she always woke up late.and yes, I was always late because of her_-. I subconsciously carved out a gentle smile, and subconsciously a word came out of my mouth.

" i like you!!!"

" huh, is that all you have in mind?" I asked who was with his words.

honestly, Theo is actually quite handsome, very handsome in fact.but I myself also do not understand, how can I fall in love with the person I hate the most. somehow since when but, my mind started to fill with images of him even a few times I could make out his voice, his roar, his heartbeat. All of them, I liked Rayn!!

it's not what I want, and I've ruined myself, my plans, and the trust of the people who trust me. I ruined it all, so I'm in a dilemma right now. I was confused as to how I would continue this story, if I told Rayn my feelings I would break everyone's trust and yes, I would destroy my reputation and tarnish my pride. but if I do not say this, then my own feelings will be tormented.

in addition, Theo now also makes me dizzy with his words, not that I do not believe in his words, only that I have been too confused by the dilemma I experienced. maybe if I hadn't planned to look for Rayn in the first place, would I not have met her? and maybe I won't fall in love with her either? but, if this was indeed fate what could I really fall in love with her?

are Nana and Eva going to let me do this? will Uncle Louis and pama Ryoma allow me to love the man who killed my parents? are the late Papa and Mama going to be happy with what I did? a lot of questions came to my mind, but I had all the answers, whether good or bad.

if I expressed my feelings, then Nana would definitely take over my body and go crazy, she would definitely kill Rayn right then and there. if I were to expose Rayn, she said, ryoma's uncle would have skinned Rayn, who had been killed by Nana, and Louis' uncle would have kept her organs and sold them at a high price, and for the positive answer I have in my brain? I didn't get it, the answer is NO!!!

argh, I'm dizzy. It sucks, does it have to be this way? I sighed softly after which raised my head and brought my gaze towards Theo who was looking at me at this moment? ha, staring? I turned my head and yes, Theo was looking at me. he looked at me with a look of adoration, a look I like but I hate if Theo did that. Why? that's repulsive.

" heh, like your eyes are asking to be taken off, huh?" askaku with a typical smirk ala Nathalia Yuu. Theo seemed to chuckle for a moment while shaking his head.

" you're fucking dumb!"

" what the hell is it?" the question made me realize what I was doing.

" the!!" call me and Theo turned his head immediately and furrowed his brows.

" what?" he answered and I was confused by what I was doing, why did I call Theo? I need to get some fresh air.

" the cave wants to skip, permit the cave!" I said that I went from sitting and stepped away from the cafeteria that was still crowded with students who were still eating their food.

I put my feet away from there, I don't know where my feet are taking me away I just follow it. My mind somehow drifts and my soul is in a dilemma. have my legs taken me long enough and my body stopped in the back garden of the school? I don't know why my body brought me here but now I feel relieved.

the view of the back garden is no less beautiful with the cold roar of the wind on the rooftop, the green trees and the cool breeze that hit my body removing all the burden on my mind. I took a deep breath and enjoyed the fresh wind.

" what am I supposed to do?"