My Conversion for Love

My Conversion for Love
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In a different place, Umminya Azzar sat pensively.again he remembered the test that was lived by his only child.


"Ummi why? howdy?" Abi asked his wife


"Ummi suddenly thought the same Azzar bi"


"Azzar's an adult.he can take good care of himself"


"Ummi, what thought could Azzar forget about Naura?"


"Kan Abi did not tell her to forget Naura, Abi just wanted to see the girl of our child's choice.how strong she was when she was let down by someone and was able to maintain her faith"


"Abi is very cruel to her own child. Azzar had worked hard to get Naura and Naura had also migrated to become a divine woman but abi still had a problem with it"


"Umi Enough! this is all abi do for good and the future of Azzar also so as not to choose the wrong woman.if indeed Naura is still Istiqomah with his hijrah, abi directly who will apologize and propose Naura to Azzar"


"But Abi has destroyed the feelings of ummi's favorite child, but for the sake of being devoted to abi, Azzar is willing to do anything even if it hurts him" said Ummi who unknowingly dripped tears


Abi was silent and did not want to talk anymore.abi could only wipe his face.abi was confused to explain what else to his wife.abi only wanted Azzar to get a wife shaliha.


in order to avoid long debates, Abi came out of his room leaving his wife still sobbing.this also did so that his students did not listen to the debate. it's not nice for a pesantren leader to argue like that.


Ummi took his phone and called Azzar


"Assalamualaikum son, how are you?" Ask Ummi whose voice is a little hoarse


"Waalaikum salam umi, thank God azzar is fine umi. umi how is it? how is his voice hoarse? umi's sick? ask Azzar


"Not really dear. Umi just miss the Azzar"


"Ummi is patient. Soon Azzar came home when Abi had seen how Naura really was"


"Yes Nak. Ummi apologized yes.has not been able to do much to help your relationship with Nak Naura"


"Ummi need not apologize, most importantly the Umi prayer alone is best for Azzar and hopefully azzar and Naura can be together soon"


"Definitely dear. ummi always pray for you day and night.you are steadfast son yes!"


"yes Ummi" Azzar answered with a smile


They both ended the call. shortly after the conversation ended, ummi then wept bitterly.so also with Azzar whose eyes glazed and silent when remembering the test given to him.


"You why Zar?" Ask Rangga


"So Ummi Nelpon said he missed" Azzar answered, rubbing his eyes so that no tears were left


"You don't lie. Ummi knows that you are not a child anymore who wants to be mourned when you miss"


Azzar only replied to Rangga's words with a smile. it turns out Rangga can still catch a lie despite 10 years not being together.


"If I think. you better go home to Indonesia but do not go back to the cottage.you are ustadz, you can be a religious teacher in another boarding school" proposed Rangga


"Ehm, that's right. Why didn't I think about it? at least I can still benefit others" Azzar said


"Well, and maybe with you somewhere else, you can open your heart again for another girl.maybe Naura is not your soul mate"


"No, I still love Naura very much. Until anytime" denied azzar quickly and firmly.


"Yes, yes" said Rangga who no longer want to argue with Azzar because he knows that the azzar still loves Naura because he always sees the photo of naura before going to bed.


"But I have to ask permission first to abi. it all depends on abi's decision"


"i called abi first" said Azzar then took his phone and called his ashes.


tuuttt.


"Abi"


"Greetings Nak"


"how's abi doing?" said azzar who still set the words to ask permission


"Well.what are you there? your savings still exist?"


"Alhamdulillah good abi. Azzar's savings are also plenty"


"Thank God"


"Abi someone wants Azzar to talk" said azzar who began to vent


"Well, what's up, son"


"Azzar wants permission to serve in the department of Assalam Bogor bi"


"Are you sure you'll be able to resist meeting Naura?"


"Can Bi, Azzar also promises not to get out of the pesantren without abi's approval"


"If you can keep your promise, Abi will keep your permission"


"Thank you abi. later if azzar has been to Indonesia, Azzar directly kepesantren that abi. azzar also want to deepen the science of religion"


"Good"


"Assalamualaikum abi"


"Waalaikum salam" said Abi and closed his call.


"Call from whom is Bi?" ask ummi curiously


"the call from Azzar said he wanted to serve in the boarding school of Assalam bogor" Abi told his wife


"Berarrti azzar want to go back to Indonesia?"


"Yes"


"Alhamdulillah, at least I can meet my son in a day a night even though it was taken a long way, but this is better than abroad" muttered ummi happily


Azzar closed his call with his abi full of happiness


"How was? with permission?" Ask Rangga


"Alhamdulillah, abi ngizinin"


"Alhamdulillah"


"Berarrti next week I'm back, will you please send the ticket?" azzar


"get ready for that" said Rangga while patting the shoulder of azzar.